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erm..second week of skool...but still ok lahz...1st time goin to skool in the afternoon for my lesson is at 1...but the feeling not bad lehz...haiz...boring lesson lahz...but finally everything ends at 5pm n i went to TM wif sheryl n gino to juz like walk walk coz tt boi saes he doesnt wan to go back home coz veri sianz!! hehe...well...went around lor...spendtime till like 6.30pm den i went back home le...at 1st wan to go to watch movie wif xian mon they all de...but in the end...pang seh them n went to the expo food fair wif mummy they all lor...
there not too bad lahz...quite nice...food food n more food~~!! erm..tried some reali nice food...bought quite alkot of things. wah..i carried them home lor...so heavy!!! haiz...but after tt, mi, ling n mum went to drink red wine wif my neighbours outside. well...tts all nia...reali felt bad tt i didnt go to the movie wif xian they all....reali sorrie!! tts all actuali...
Monday, May 30, 2005
-2:09 PM
oooh...hehe...sat didnt blog coz sis using the com lor...but also rot at home the whole dae ba...actuali wan go out de...but tinkin tt i'm "tired" so i didnt go out le...also goot lahz...save money...i'm reali broke recently...dunno y sia..suddenly veri broke..haiz...den 2dae...erm...at 1st sunny de...but dunno y suddenly rain...big big rain somemore...weather reali is unpredictable de...hu would haf thought tt the sky would suddenly change from sunny to rainy...does things change as quickly as the sky at times?? or would they stay 4eva?? haiz...i dunno...okok...stop all these boring stuffs ba. actuali wan to go out n look for stuffs to gif to my fren de...his wedding 2dae..wah...both of my frenz...together...can see on her face tt she's happie wif him. reali happie for them.becoz of the rain...i didnt go n look for their present too...haiz...too lazy le lor...den in the end, i took a short nap!! haiz....i'm so lazy!! on the wae there...reali alot of things sia...the ang bao i need neber bring n when my sis finally brought it to mi...it's spoilt...made mi walk all the wae back again sia..haiz...so ma fan!! but tt wasn't the end...i didnt noe how to go there...den askalot of ppl n walked alot of xtra metres b4 i finally reached.
there ok lahz...though duno ani 1...steven did tried to keep mi company lahz...though i noe tt he also veri busy mahz...but on the whole...ok lahz...coz steven n cindy took turns to keep mi company?!?!?! well...i got their wedding pic!! so nice!! he kept askin mi whether it will b my turn to haf a wedding soon...but i was tinkin....mayb i dun wan it to come so soon(though i haf alwaes thought tt i wanted)....but cindy wif child le..4 months le...reali xcited for them...hehe...now i goin to rest le...so tired...take care!!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
-2:56 PM
2dae not bad lahz...skool till 1pm nia....the jane ng hor...haiz...reali ma fan sia...1st dae onli she sae alot of craps already...made us so sianz!! ROSW is so much like BNT!! gino keep on complainin he hates BNT, he hate ROSW n he hates JANE NG!!! haha...lolz...after tt, went for lunch wif gino n li ping..actuali can go home de..but b3coz of the ihub meetin...den haf to stay back sia...aniwae...while eatin(finishin time), the 3 of us saw baby...he's waitin for his fren..as for us...i went to the meetin n they went home le. okok...i'm in the sub com for ihub...in the same team wif sarah, sheryl, ivan n 1 more guy...but dunno his name de. erm...i'm in the program side btw..tts difficult...so mani things to do de!! feel like goin over to the admin side if possible!! hehe...there like more slack rite?? after tt meetin, wait wif adeline for ming liang den went home le. but i didnt do nth lehz...i helped mop e floor hor..
the worst thing of all...she toks to mi onli when she feels like it..like when she needs my help. if not, she will juz try to keep her mouth shut. haiz...i gif up le...i'm gonna leave her alone for goot le...not gonna try to tok things out nicely le...everything sux!! so stress wif everything!! i juz feel like being all alone sia...all alone..even if this means tt i'm gonna cry alone wif no shoulders to lean on....rite now...i juz wan to b alone...
actuali 2dae sux too....everydae hasn't been veri goot since skool started!! mayb i'm juz deceiving myself to make things better...but it all comes down to the hard cold fact tt things hasn't been goin well for mi these few daes...n i tink its gonna continue for the next few daes too...
Friday, May 27, 2005
-2:18 PM
oooh...dae woke up at 7.18am...haiz...pathetic dae 2dae..woke up n tried to rush coz i'm hafin my lesson at 8am!! but guess wat?? when i was bout to leave for skool...sheryl they all called to tell mi tt the lab lessons were cancelled!! hehe...so i start skool at 12pm 2dae!! so actuali went for breakfast wif mummy n ling but haiz...halfwae through...i said something wrong tt made mummy angry. haiz...after tt, feeling irritated n annoyed..i left for skool le. though there's nth for mi to do in skool 2dae...
haiz...den in skool also sianz hor...the free hand drawing lesson(cds) started at 3pm to 6pm. at 1st i was still tinkin mayb 2dae is the 1st lesson n mayb he will let us go off earlier. but wah lao!! he onli let us leave at 6pm on the dot sia!!! oh no...somemore my drawing sucks...reali dunno y i join this cds!! so difficult...but also challenging n interesting at the same time lahz...
come back home onli to find out tt mummy still angry wif mi!! haiz...no choice lahz...hu call mi nottie...no 1 to blame...but goot thing is she not as angry as in the mornin le lor...hope her anger fast fast pass awae!!!*evE hOpEs hOpEs n pRay hArD hArd*
Thursday, May 26, 2005
-1:49 PM
wat can i sae lehz?? erm...firstly, this mornin...i also couldnt wake up.hehe...due to sleepin at 2 plus near 3am last nitez...haiz...wat 2 do?? but luckily i wasnt late for skool. coz zac came to fetch mi to skool in his dad's car!!! hehe...oooh...i wanna get my driving lesson asap~~!! oh my god!! even the thought of it excites mi!! aniwae...my 1st lesson was reali boring and was juz crap!! coz tt lawrence(lecturer) asked us to be on time but guess wat?? he tok rubbish for half an hr ok?!?!?! oh my god!! reali cant stand him...in the afternoon also sianz...coz i 4got to help da print his stuffs den my printer not install yet. so in the end...i gotts go back to skool again juz to print his stuffs sia!! den when after all the trouble...he still can tell mi "y u didnt...blah...blah...blah..." haiz...pls lor!! help him do all those stuffs le still like tt...!! reali buey tahan!! after tt, slack all the wae at home le...tonitez i gotta sleep early. if not...tomolo i reali cant wake up le!! tomolo lesson is at 8am...till 6pm....for those hu dunno i'm reali hafin a terrible dae on thurs...haiz...so sianz...life s*cks!!
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
-2:47 PM
well well...startin skool...2dae...is the 1st dae sia...wake up at round 8 plus ba. actuali suppose to go cheer wif the other mentors for the freshies de...but i late le..haiz..but 2dae was reali cham...early int he mornin..i gotta go to tcc to make my cds...coz noe y?? i didnt got ani!! haiz...stupid computer!! didnt gif mi 1!!! haiz...make mi haf to go choose n select sia...i so scared i cant haf e 1 i wan lor!! wait so damn long sia...from 9amwait till 11am lehz..make mi skipped my 1st lectre on the first dae of skool sia! so sad!! haiz..but ok lahz...2dae skool ok lahz...abit sianz lahz...alot of ppl in skool sunddenly..after skool, i went to haf dinner wif xian n ling!! walk walk lor...b4 goin home at 9 plus. after tt is online all the wae le...
win...thx for the tok...i dunno if u will see this blog of mine...but i wanna thx u...its reali nice to tok to u again...after all, i'm glad we're still able to tok....so mani things happened between us...both happie n sad...in fact...all of them r cherished...every single 1 of them(memories)..reali nice memories of the past...all thx to u....thx for being there...
Monday, May 23, 2005
-8:08 PM
hehe...2dae juz practically did nothing lor...woke up at 10 plus den slack all the wae till lunch le...mummy came back wif vegetarian food for us 2dae...so...this means tt i'm a vegetarian for 2dae...haiz...after lunch at around 1 plus, i went back to sleep till somewhere around 5 den i woke up. haiz...i'm a real pig!! after tt, slack slack watch tv n did nothing lor....sianz lehz...xian, mon, les, han they all went to sentosa...wah...the worst thing happened lor!!! bells' bag kena stolen lehz..sianz half sia...all the valuables lehz...all gone sia...!!! reali suay!! as for mi, i didn went coz i was hafin my AV!! haiz...miss out all the fun sia there sia! but luckily, we stay at leslie house overnite lor...which is where i'm blogging now...peck...rod..janice...wah...every1 lor...haha...they played mj while i tried to learn lor...we even went for "supper" and saw 3 ah aqua(gays)!! but they reali veri pretty lahz...now the guys are still playin mj while mi n xian in leslie room sleep lor...buey tahan liaoz...reali tired!! haiz...i goin to at least catch a nap liaoz...byebye!!
Sunday, May 22, 2005
-2:30 PM
haiz....so long neber blog le...tink is like been 4 daes le hor??coz the last 3 daes been reali busy...its been goin to skool early in the mornin n back home to sleep to get ready for the next dae...well...orientation mahz...wat to do?? so tired...tink i'm seriously hafin dark circles under my eyes i guess...but the whole orientation haf been reali fun...gotta to noe quite alot of new frenz sia...actuali mayb not considered new frenz ba..."seen b4" fren in skool but neber tok b4 lahz....hehe...my mentee klass...oh my god!! tts a real prob sia...!! wah...neber seen yr freshies bully mentor sia(okok...i'm the 1 being bullied!!)...but reali fun bunch of guys man...nice to be wif!! den still remember on the last dae...i took part in the dragon boat race against some other skools mentors...wah...now den i noe dragon boat is sooooo fun!!! oh my god!! i reali love it i guess!! neber noe tt dragon boat would b so fun!! lastly...the jam n hop on the last dae also nice lahz...erm...i muz haf been an ediot!! lolz...joinin zac wif his crazy moves!! lol....actuali we both sae to go home after checkin things out there for awhile but guess wat?!?! we ended stayin throughout the whole thing sia!! oh my god!!
recently been feeling kind of not myself...feels like mayb things should change...but i dunno wat makes mi feel this wae...all of a sudden...myself is all i reali wanted...nothing else more...haiz...wats happening?!?! some1 pls help mi!!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
-12:48 PM
haiz...mummy n grandma has gone to Thailand le...they left this morning...at round 7 plus like tt. reali dun wish for them to go sia...though its onli like 3 daes nia...but sianz lehz...haiz...hoep they will fast fast come back!! den i went to skool 2dae also.y lehz?? for the briefing for tomolo's orientation lor!! the IFC cheer n clap so sianz de...dun reali match also lahz...(i feel!! oPpS =X) lata on...baby they all came into the lec le!! i sat wif baby n stewart!!! haha...but the whole thing i also wat they tokin...i down there sianz sianz sia...hehe..lol...after the whole thing ended at round 5pm, mi, baby, johnny, johnny's fren, liping and zac went to eat at bedok interchange de hawker...ok lahz...after eatin den we separate n go home le. but mi n baby didnt hor...we went to walk walk lor...at tampines mall n even saw winnie n wei ling!! hehe...they went to watch a horror movie sia...wat the hell!!! i dun even dare to watch horror movie now sia!! haiz...den we went home at round 7 plus. haiz...baby lost his ear phones!! somemore not even 4 daes old sia!! haiz...so sorrie...muz b my fault!! so sorrie!! i hope i can wake up tomolo in time for the orientation!! somemore haf da wake up at 6.30am sia!! i tink i gonna haf an early nitez 2nitez~~!! oh my god!! orientation practically means skool's startin le!! sianz sianz sianz!!!
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
-1:53 PM
haiz...so sianz so sianz...!!! ediot!! this morning didnt do anithing sia.whole mornin is juz wake up n eat n go back sleep nia. tink i'm goin to grow into a pig le!! haiz...sleep till 2 plus b4 i go bathe n took grand ma to collect her passport for tomolo trip to bangkok.After tt, mi n grand ma even had prata at the coffeeshop near her house b4 we went up to her house.well, went back to collect some of her clothes to bring it to my house as she's stayin over nite at my place so tt they(mummy & her) will b in time for tomolo's flight. after dinner...nth le lor.den change my blog lor.hehe...but juz now...i haf a quarrel wif my ediotic smallest sis!!! f*cki*g ediot!!! wan mi to help her wif some stuffs still can tok to mi in those type of you-owe-mi attitude n tone!! crazy!! of coz i didn't wanted to help her. den when she herself switched off the iron's switch, she accused mi of switchin off her switch!! crazy sia!!! even call mi jiao lang!!! ediot sia!! still can tell mi she will neber help mi in future regardless of ani help tt i'll need sia!!! wah...pls lor...it's alwaes been her hu needs help from mi lor....still can tell mi tt!! she should b glad when i didnt sae tt to her hor!!
wah lao!! i reali feel irritated by her sia!! annoyed!! fucking ediot!!! can ani1 understand how i feel now?!?!? haiz...i hate this feeling!!!
Monday, May 16, 2005
-2:45 PM
hehe...woke up beautifully wif the thought of shoppin 2dae!! hehe...goot dae to shop especially wif the sunny sun...meet xian at 1pm at small mac...after tt, we went to bugis there to shop le..haha.. we bought each a skirt of the same size n color sia!! oh my god!! after tt...we walk around bugis village lor. but we quite hungry so halfwae went to Long John Silver to eat lor. we shared a combo 1 and fries 2gether!!!so fun!!! walked around till 5 plus when we decided to stop le. noe y?? coz too tired le..den wait for ben n ryan to come lor...to haf dinner~~ at the end of the dae when we stopped shoppin...both of us had a skirt n tee!! ooohhh...nice!! When they arrive...the 4 of us haf dinner at the food court b4 meetin bell n mon. We actuali went to orchard lahz...we slack at the Wantan Mee(WTM) b4 moving on to take neoprints!! wah...when drawing the neoprints damn fun lor!! all kinds of faces!! haha...after tt, go home lor!! mon n bell sleep on the train sia...so sweet!! but mi n ben didnt lahz...haha...like tt lor...now already 11plus near 12am le i den blog...mummy's goin off soon le...already startin to kinda miss her le...haiz...baby, pls reach home fast fast n bath k?? i reali miss u!! n i love 2dae!!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
-1:32 PM
oh man!! wat a boring dae 2dae was?? i woke up at 11 plus in the mornin but onli to sleep again at around 1.15pm after my breakfast!! haiz...so sianz...den i sleep all the wae from 1.15pm to 5 plus near 6pm!! haiz...2dae is practically a sleeping dae i guess?? haiz...nth to do sia...baby went out to do his stuffs le...his cds de!! baby...i hate ur journals!! stealin awae so much of ur time and takin u awae from mi!! sleep whole dae confirm also ur fault!! cant even pei wo!! i hate ur journals!! I WAN TO BURN THEM ALL!!! after dinner..went to the pasar malam there lor...walk walk wif ling but also nth much de..went home after buyin seventeen, the magazine already.now also slack...goin to go out tomolo!! i swear i muz!! i'm so sianz!!
Baby...i hate ur journals!! i hate them for takin u awae from mi!! i hate ur cds!! i hate them for stealing u awae from mi!! i wan to burn all ur journals!!! *sObZzZ*
Saturday, May 14, 2005
-1:20 PM
oooh....2dae i woke up juz when mum's bout to go market...den mi n ling at home 1st...but ling went out n i was left at home to "guard" the house till i go out...erm...2dae was a fine dae...i finish my notice board at round 2pm sia...so early!! i was waitin for baby to come n haf lunch wif mi b4 i go cut hair wif him...but he lahz...so slow...1.30pm still at home!! but i also feel bad lahz...coz he rush down in a cab tt costs him $9.70/- haiz...so sorrie baby!! i Love u!!! after tt...we went to eat at Long John...wah..dunno y i so hungry 2dae sia...i finished mine n even help baby eat some of his sia...!! i so goot ger...neber waste food finally!!! after tt...we walk walk b4 goin to meet xian & han to cut hair!!
erm...at 1st when the sytlist cuttin for mi...i was still abit of a scared...coz i was afraid it will turn out veri bad!! (haf a veri bad experience b4!!!) but...it turned out veri goot!!! even dad n ling sae it's nice..i gonna gif mum a surprise!!! after buying my contact lens at 201, we haf some light sides at Mac. after tt, gone home le...the jing zhong ren nice lehz...haiz...but so sad...gonna watch the i guess(x3) lata!!!
i reali like my hair..thx xian!!!
Friday, May 13, 2005
-2:40 PM
oh my...i'm startin out my own blog now...i hope it will turn out fine...reali hope tt it will....hehe...finally it can!! haiz...after much help from bell n myself too!! n of coz to xian n baby tts y i'm able to haf it!! hehe...baby i love u!! erm...okok...2dae i overslept le...suppose to go to skool to help joy...but hehe...every1 overslept too...heng arhz!! hehe..not onli mi...mayb becoz of the rain i tink...2dae in skool...we didn't do alot of stuffs till the e last part when all of us wanted to go home lor..other den tt...we were wasting our own sweet time lor!! =XxX baby came to meet mi in skool coz he also gotta rush his project!! wah..i so long neber see baby le!! but nice i tink...hehe..after lunch wif him, we separated le. but he came back to wait for mi lor. hehe...tt was when we started to hurry things.baby's fone spoilt le den went to ps to repair yesterdae. after doin the notice board, he waited for mi and left 2gether...he goin to ps n mi goin home...i tink i might b goin to thailand...coz ah ma cant find her passport...den mayb i will go in her place...erm..dunno...