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Saturday, April 29, 2006

-10:12 AM

woohoo!! finally the dae comes man. end of my veri 1st week. wah...cant believe it man...onli 7 daes n i already cant tahan liaoz...everydae is like sleep, eat, do a lil bit of project n slack. wah...being to experience of being a pig sia!! n now, i'm goin to b a real pig. wth!! rite now, i'm juz back from bathin n goin for dinner lata wif baby..dunno if we reali goin to club anot. i reali hope tt there wont b ani troubles comin up sia!! juz let mi go will u? haiz... aniwae, i hope to go to mos!! i hafnt been there n i heard it's reali NICE~~~!! wahahahaha...

i watched scary movie 4 in skool 2dae.damn lame sia.but almost like no story line at all de...juz make mi luff wif all the funni antics nia...lol...but it's reali fun to watch wif 7 other people when all of us r supposed to be working on our projects!! lolz!! i tink the onli thing laggin juz now was a real big screen n veri comfortable seats. if not, it would haf been a reali nice experience watchin movie in MP-SIP work areas. hehehehe...i'm goin to charge like 5 bucks next time for every movie lor!! wah, i'm goin to rich!! lolz!! kidding arhz!!

this whole week been sianz i guess. for god-noe-wat reasons, i n darling hasnt been on reali goot terms. troubles which isnt a prob seems to b a prob now n so, quarrels for the past 3 daes...damn sad...dunno wat's actuali happening sia.

Baby, i noe u do look at my blog, n so there's words which i reali wan to let u noe.

all these months, i noe i've got a bad temper. n i've been sayin tt i wan to change but till now, i hafnt been able to. for this i'm reali sorrie. but at the same time, i wan to let u noe tt it's not mi tryin to b diffcult this time round. it's juz tt i thought u could haf shown mi a lil bit more of care which i'm sure u can come up wif.

i do understand tt u're rite now at this point of ur life n it's reali important tt u make it for ur project n stuffs like tt. n tt practically slam the sign tt saes " plz do not disturb" when u're workin on it. but there r times when i juz cant understand when u can haf time for others but alwaes puttin mi at the last of ur list. n of coz, this might not b true for u. sweetheart, i'm sorrie...i reali dun mean to mean tt we should stay together n b sticky plasters. i've reali tried hard to keep on reminding myself tt i should b a busy ger on tt workin veri hard on the hard nut MP-SIP project. but sometimes, i juz can help but juz wan u by my side.

sweet heart, no matter wat happens, i juz wan to tell u tt i'll neber let go of u. i'll reali reali try hard to change my temper. so PLS try to HELP n not AGITATE mi k? baby, i kope u reali understand all tt i've said. i love u...

Monday, April 24, 2006

-4:17 PM

haiz...last dae b4 my skool term starts. damn. the feeling sucks. n seriously, i'm reali not prepared for it yet. how i reali wish i could haf afew more daes of holidaes(actuali, i noe afew daes are neber enuff.) well, tts all...i'm grumbling...grumble grumble n grumble.

2dae sianz...stay at home for nothing throughout the whole dae too. onli played wif the small kids n continuewd rotting at hoe till round 4 plus b4 goin to interchange to shop around wif my sista. well, we're actuali tinkin of goin to the sale tt Isetan's coming up but in the end, we onli realized tt we made a mistake after mumy gaf us a call n told us tt the sale is from 28 April to 1 May. but well, it didnt dampen our spirits too. we continued to shop w/o the sale. =)

i was goin round lookin for my shoes n bags. wanted to get a new pair of shoes n poof! i bought a new pair of shoes!! woohoo!! was actuali tinkin bout it coz of the size, color n alot of stuffs, whether it fits or not or wateva lahz. finally i bought it. reali happie bout it though. n this is my new shoes.

i also bought a cardigan n some socks. wah lao, the cardigan reali goot buy lor. bought it for onli 10 bucks. hehehe...sooo veri happie...but i spent quite alot too. like $99.90?!?! haiz...n half of it was spent on my ez-link card!!(in fact, more den half the money spent was on the ez-link card!!) hehe...dinner 2dae was full too...to tink tt i actuali didnt haf ani rice or noodles for dinner...juz greens...veggies. hehehe...i'm on my wae to a slimmer body liaoz!! lolz!! 2dae's shoppin has also let mi found quite afew nice stuffs. bags especially. 2 reali nice bags. but i thought mayb i should save abit thus didnt buy them. but somehow, i got a feeling tt i'll be gettin them. =)

saw chiew ching n lee shyan 2dae. hehe...so long neber see them le..its nice though. to the gers again...n also tt dirah. wah..will be seein her tomolo too!! abit of dunno how to describe my feelings. xcited n sad. xcited tt i'm gonna see my frens real soon n sad tt i'm startin skool. i guess it's alwaes like tt rite??

btw, in afew more hours time, i'll be in skool liaoz!! oh my god!!

n dear, i reali miss ya 2dae...hope u'll see them n mayb understand how i feel through these few words. i'm gonna let u noe tt all those "superstitous"(ok, i'm lousy in eng!!) beliefs r not gettin into us n i love u sweetheart. miss ya lotsa.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

-5:18 AM

hehe...was there at my dear's house the whole dae yesterdae. actuali not the whole there lahz...went there at round 3 plus n b4 tt, i went for my driving practical!! it's been soo long since i last went for my driving practical liaoz...so i was reali kinda nervous, scared tt i wont remember wat was taught during my 1st lesson. haha...but heng heng, i still remember n the teacher even said tt i was doin well!! hehe...but becoz of this driving, i also went broke le...paid a sum of 400 bucks for the fees n i'm left penniless!! oh my god!! to tink tt i was still happily tinkin bout shoppin the dae b4 using my pay money. but now, all gone. pathetic. sad. broke.

n i was sayin tt my driving went well rite? haha..it sure went well. reali hope tt i can get my drivin license fast fast. coz from wat i noe, government goin to stop all those hu r goin to get a driving license from tuition by a private teacher le. n this means tt all r to learn from skool the next time!! sianz lor...skool's fees r so ex den so hard to pass also whereas private fees r cheaper lor. this is certainly not a goot thing for all i guess. imagine paying more when everyone's so poor le. haizz...hope this will not come true!!

so there i was, at dear's house, watching him sleep at first when i also fell asleep for awhile b4 we woke up, ate, cleaned his room n watched dvd. Keeping Mum!! Keeping Mum is a okok show nia...though funni but not reali veri nice i should sae. but nebertheless, it somehow entertained mi.

after the show, baby n i went back to my house. n we tried fixing the stupid com for the whole of like 5 hrs!! late into the nitez till 4 plus b4 we finally slept.wah lao, com download so slow n out of the 5hrs i tink 70% of the time is spent waiting for the com to download n install updates!! sianz lor...n now tt i'm awake baby's still sleepin...mayb yesterdae nite too tired le...haiz...now, i'm sad too. skool's restarting soon le. in like 1 dae time? damn sad lor.sad till i'm shag lor. dunno wat to sae. but well, 1 thing to be happie. i'm gonna learn how to use PhotoShop n edit my pictures. so i'm gonna wait for more interesting pictures to come. hehe =)

Thursday, April 20, 2006

-6:36 AM

i'm juz back from lunch wif gino n zac. well, i actuali haf a meeting wif my supervisor for MP-SIP 2dae @ 10am. well, his name is Ng Wee Boon. n yeah...he's our supervisor. he kinda look nerdy (erm..in my eyes, he kinda, so no offence) though he's quite nice. at least he doesnt sounds n looks like one of those ediotic n nasty n old lecturers around. lolz!! n plus the wae he toks to us, well, ok lahz quite nice also. so, should be ok.n i kinda look forward, not forward for MP-SIP but as Mr Ng as my supervisor.

i was actuali sayin tt skool's gonna start liaoz!! in 4 pathetic daes sia!! oh i hate it!! no term breaks n so on...wat the hell, reali suck my blood sia!! n love holidaes, imagine sittin in tt pathetic room from 9am till 5.30pm everydae! oh god!! it's goin to be the same as how i work in uob tt time sia!! n i juz cant stand it!! but juz now, i was bout to ask Mr Ng if we would haf our sem break n he said we would haf MP-SIP for 19 weeks n after tt, we would haf our sem break!! hehehhee!! if e wae tt i've counted is correct, i would juz b in time for the sem holidaes!! hehehe, yeah man!! certainly hope tt e wae i've counted is correct!! wahahaha!! n tts juz soOoOo cool!!

after meeting, it's lunch time!! Saviour Gez lunch time!! it's been so long since the Saviour Gez last haf lunch 2gether. but well, this is ~~not~~ a thing to worry bout as we would haf a whole load of 19 weeks to haf lunch 2gether startin from next week!! oh god!! n so we were eatin while we suddenly haf a plan tt we're gonna start out a business!!

so the plans came on n we were discussing bout them. but rite now, i'm not gonna gif u guys the details yet. y? becoz we r not sure, for this plan might ~~NOT~~ work out too. well, we'll juz see again. but if we ever do work it out, do remember to come n shop wif us n gif us ur support k? thx alot in advance!!

okok..tokin so much, i almost forgot to let u guys noe tt my sweetheart's coming home 2dae!! so sianz sia...finally he's coming home 2dae...hope da see him real soon. gonna gif him a real goot hug n a real goot kiss!! hehe... i'm gonna take a rest now...lata still haf da go to the bookshop to get afew materials for the lazy kid tt i'm gifin tuition lata!! bye guys...

i miss my darling boi~~~

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

-3:17 PM

ooh...second dae w/o my love one. well, i was sayin tt i was gonna update bout my life yesterdae rite? well, nth much...couldnt sleep much n thus woke up early...haiz...but well, i decided to make full use of my life while my sweetheart's awae!! i decided to gif my room a cleaning!! spring cleaning time!! n so...i went...from the afternoon all the wae to like 6 plus!! i was cleaning my room!!

i wiped all my cupboard, gaf my mirror a bath, gaf the walls a wipe on their faces n swept up the floor and gaf them a clean face too!! hehe... tt was how busy i was...i even washed my window grills!! hehe... hardworking rite? i knew it man. even i myself couldnt believe tt i actuali cleaned up the room all by myself!! well, it was actuali this case, i reali didnt haf the time to do all these stuffs when baby was around for it's either i hang around wif him whole dae long or he hangs around wif mi whole dae long. in short, sticky plaster wif each other n thus tts how bad my room became. so i decided to do it while he's awae.

2 reasons why i'm doin them now.
1) i can do some of the stuffs tt i'm supposed to do but neber did them.
2) i could concentrate on doin them.

see...haiz...i'm such a....i also dunno wat 1 should sae. n after tt, went to eat wif my sista n went for tuition le. throughout the whole of yesterdae, baby was reali sweet enuff to actuali call mi on the fone quite afew times though fone bills r expensive. haiz...all the telco should reali reduce their prices.

see...if they had reduced them, they would also be able to earn more from those making international calls. y?
1) if the family wan to chat wif their relatives or watsoeva hu's overseas for long, expensive fone bills will prevent them from doin so. for eg, my aunt. whenever her son calls back from canada, she will alwaes hurry throughout the fone call. all mostly, all i can hear is "aiyo, dun tok too much on the fone. bill's veri expensive. chang hua duan shuo (dun round about n juz sae ur point). fone bills r veri expensive."
2) when more ppl are able to afford callin international calls, naturally business will come rolling in. izit? it's extremely hard for us to try NOT to save when bills are charging so high on both side. reali...haiz...

aniwae...they should reali tink bout tt again. i guess.

2dae's not too bad a dae too. woke up n went over to changi airport canteen for lunch wif mum n sis after mum finished work. lata both mi n sista decided to go shoppin at Expo as we heard of the john little sale. but little do we noe tt the sale was already over on SUNDAE!! haiz...wasted trip lor...damn sad. n thus went over to TM n CS to shop lor.

but well, i guess God's fair. becoz we missed the john little fair, we managed to get a few stuffs at the Metro sale!! hehe...so nice! somemore at a cheap price lor!! feel damn song. btw, i'm a cheapo. hehe...i'll alwaes feel veri lucky wheneva i'm able to get great deals at low prices!! hehe...lolz...well, btw, i've decided to save so i SHOULD B a cheapo.

tts all, spent the rest of the dae rotting at home. doin nothing...i got quite afew calls from my baby. n i'm so glad he's juz awae for 3 daes 2 nites, if it's ani longer, i would haf died i guess!! bay, come back faster!! n he's comin back TOMOLO!! hehehe..

i'm waiting...

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

-2:59 PM

baby's away to Malaysia - Genting Highlands... n i'm reali sad tt he has to go. n here i am...ins ingapore...awae from him. guess i reali cant leave w/o him for a dae...i hope wednesdae comes quickly...

things for mondae will be updated tomolo!! see ya guys soon.

damn sad. =(

Sunday, April 16, 2006

-2:51 PM

all ur lies...they hurt mi...dun u noe tt it's hard for mi to believe someone? y do u still do it even though bout it? rite now, i dun even noe which of those words tt u sae r true... how mani is true or all r lies?

please tell mi urself...

Thursday, April 13, 2006

-4:50 PM

wat a boring dae...practically nothing much but sleep whole dae...y? coz i slept real late yesterdae...tts y i onli wake up at round 4pm in the afternoon wif baby 2dae!! woohoo!! long time neber sleep until so loate le sia!! 13hrs of sleep!! nowadaes, i can rarely sleep for so long even though i'm hafin my holidaes rite now sia...hehe...but i'm reali feeling reali full of energy after the sleep..hehe...

after tt, went to eat if baby at tampines mart for breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. hehe...1 meal per dae!! i'm goin to slim down!! hehe... lolz!! erm...aniwae, after the dinner we went back to my home n it was already 7 plus le...n soon, i haf da go for my tuition liaoz!! =( baby slept at my house too...guessed he's reali tired...had a whole nite of nitemare. poor him!! haiz..n so he fell asleep while watchin the 7pm chinese drama serials...haha.. he reali looked like a baby when he sleeps. even mummy tinks so sia..his face turning all red and his abit chubby face and he sleeps so veri soundly...hehe...even while typin this entry, i would smile while tinkin of his face when he's sleeping...hehe..

i'm puttin up a pic of him sleepin now k? let u guys sae ur views ba... baby...dun be shy k?

my sweetheart sleeping..

2dae tuition quite ok lor...haha...after tt den went home le...both baby n mi r reali feeling restless now...slept too much in the dae n now nohting to do sia...haiz...damn sad lor...so rite now..i'm tinkin bout the things i wanna get. hehe..duno y sia..though i'm not even workin now, i'm tinkin of the things i wanna get. haiz...damn ediot sia!! i should go hit myself in the head to wake myself up!! but still, i wanna get some things... =) i tink tts gers...

Things to get

1. My driving license
2. A digital camera
3. New clothes
4. More $$ [ =) ]
5. New bag
6. New shoes
7. Parfum [ been tokin bout it for so long lor!! ]
8. A whole new set of face care
9. Get myself a slimmer body!!
10. Gif baby a new mi hu's goot tempered n loves him more.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

-6:53 PM

beautiful morning...woke up at round 11am and waited patiently for my breakfast cum lunch bought by my mum...i'm seriously craving for century egg porridge or duck porridge. so while waiting, i n Ling started watchin Resident Evil Esp 2. baby bought the dvd n lent it to us. woohoo!! it was how i started my morning.

soon after, mum reached home and i was already veri hungry bt den. but it turn out to be tt mum bought vegetarian porridge for mi!! haiz..reali disappointed sia...i was reali craving for either the century egg or duck porridge...but...haiz...end up is vegetarian... =( not trying to sae vegetarain not goot or nice...i noe it's juz aas healthy or mayb even healthier..but it juz wasnt wat i wanted...

neber mind bout tt..i went out to meet ade and baby to go to ihub chalet...hehe..at 1st, we sae tt we gonna reach there round 1 plus 2...guess wat? we ended up there at round 5 plus 6!! haha...we went shoppin at Tampines Mall!! i bought the toner, moisturiser and exfoliating cream from Za and spent $37!! haiz...i'm reali wasting lotsa $..after tt we went for a veri nice lunch at pastamania...woohoo!! and lata went shoppin for my baby's slippers..poor baby...his slippers has been gifin him probs..so...da da... NEW SLIPPERS!! CROCS SLIPPERS!! hehe...so nice and light n durable~~(like wat the newspaper said) wah...the 3 of us reali shop till we actuali thought of not goin to the chalet and juz shop for the dae sia!! n luckily we didnt...phew!

n at the chalet...i was the cook for the nitez!! i cook lotsa stuffs!! mayb not bout whippin up lotsa dishes...but there i was...frying bacon...crabmeat sticks..nuggets and luncheon meat!! haha...soo happie...like i can "do" so mani dishes hehe...reali pleased...rite now is adh time again...he watching a scary show n i tryin to blog now coz i dun dare watch e show...haiz...tink i sleep soon le...

sweetheart and mi

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

-8:29 AM

well, did i mention in my last post tt i was suppose to go to Malaysia 2dae? well...as usual, it didnt turn out well... haiz...it's alwaes like tt...i didnt wanted to sae much bout it verbally as i noe it wouldnt help much...but still i juz cant help but reali wan to type it out as there's reali no one i could sae my disappointment to since the 1 hu's suppose to understand mi the most couldnt even understand and feel my disappointment.

everything's been planned, i even pushed my tuition awae for this trip...been lookin so forward to it...but there's 1 thing i forgot. like the chinese saying tt goes, "ren suan bu ru tian suan" i forgot tt there will alwaes be "unforeseen circumstances". one thing i reali dunno wat to sae. why does it alwaes haf to happen juz when everything's been planned? y doesnt it happen during other occasions like fren's gathering and fren's trip? not tt i'm not tryin to be understanding...but juz too much of a concidence to make mi see it.

wateva happens 2dae, i'm not tryin to blame anione...but juz tt no one reali understands how i feel. all i wan to sae is this:

"too mani occasions of concidences will onli make mi lose trust in u. dun complain tt i dun trust u when i come askin for it's u hu done it..."

Monday, April 10, 2006

-8:31 AM

ooh...it's been so long since i even haf some time to myself and juz sit down rite in front of the com and juz blog. i guess it became quite a fact ever since i got attached. tt i rarely even go online and chat wif my frenz on windows messenger.so guys...if i'm missing out on anithing and u guys juz wanna let mi noe...pls...gif mi a call...let mi noe of how u guys r doing...so a real BIG SORRIE...!! and rite now, let mi juz tell u guys some of the rubbish tt i've been up to.

yesterdae was Saturdae and i went to SSDC (Safety Singapore Driving Center) wif baby. sweetheart's been learning to to ride a bike at the Center. or i should sae he juz wanna get a license so tt he can now LEGALLY ride a motorbike on the streets. but well, tts a goot thing too at least he wont go n break the law for wateva reasons. hehe..lolz..both the car n bike license coming down my boi's wae. and hopefully he gets them soon. becoz i wanna b the 1st to be sittin next to him when he drives or rides!! =) and of coz, hopefully baby will get his dream car fast fast too... tts the Subaru Imprezza WRS STi !!! his dream and my dream.....OUR dream...this car below is his dream.

hehe.. and so, i was sayin tt he was learning his bike yesterdae, n everytime he would haf da wear the safety gadgets on him. n i seriously felt tt he looked kinda nerdy in tt. wahaha. so...all the ppl leaning bike looked nerdy too!! hehehe...lolz..

e sky wasnt lookin reali goot yesterdae...cloudy wif all the dark clouds above us, threatening to rain on us anitime. but luckily, light drizzle and tt was tt. no more till we reached his house. and bac home, we watched Ice Age 2: The Meltdown. reali nice show. and if u eva asked mi which charcter is my fav, i would say the Scrat the Sabertooth Squirrel!!

for he's alwaes so "hardworking" 4eva working so hard to get n hidding his acorn. all the wae from the 1st movie till the 2nd movie and it's still working so hard. but he's 4eva so cute, meetin so much obstacle when he's so close to gettin his prize. ehehe... n i definately gonna sae PLEASE go and watch the movie!! it juz so nice and touching...definately worth the show!! hehehe. =)

some of the pics from the show.

the herd of Ice Age 2: The Meltdown

Diego

Sid teasing Diego

so 2dae, i onli woke up at 3pm. hehe...allt he wae, from yesterdae nite when i started sleepin at 1.30am all the wae till 3pm. hehe..i'm a pig...i guess tts life during holidaes ba. n i am reali extremely BROKE rite now..if there's anione feeling too loaded and wishes to donate some $$...hehe..my pocket's alwaes open for donations!! hehe...tts all i guess...grandma's here and baby's still sleeping...btw, i'm goin to johor wif baby for a short holidae trip this mondae which is tomolo!! will update about it soon!! mayb bring back some more pics.

and tokin bout pics, there's so mani pics which i reali dun haf time to put them up due to the lack of time..erm...i'll be puttin them up reali soon...dun worry guys!! see ya again..more updates comin the wae!!

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

-6:32 PM

- " wei shen mo wo zuo shen mo shi qing duo yao gen ni jiang? ni ke bu ke yi gei wo yi dian freedom??" -

haf u ever wondered how much these words hurt mi?? eva wondered how deeply i'm hurt? i guess u will neber noe...

-10:17 AM

oooh....full of energy now...thanks to baby...i've slept the whole dae in his house!!! all e wae...hehe...in the morning till 5.40pm!! woo...sleepyhead rite?? guess mayb i reali cant get down to sleep tonite liaoz...

as for the survey thingy, i reali dunno if ann still wans those surveys not...all these while she keep on draggin things...for 2dae, i've even waited for the whole dae for her to call mi back le!! wah...so irresponsible de...reali buey tahan!!

rite now, i'm bloggin n baby's watching show. he hor, reali ncant be bothered wif mi sia...neber mind...i'm gonna disturb him liaoz!! hehehe...byebye guys...update soon!! =)