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Sunday, October 22, 2006

-8:42 AM

did i even remember to let u guys noe tt my boi came back yesterdae?? was out for almost e whole dae yesterdae. been out wif my cousin first. its been so ages since i last went out wif him. i still remember vividly when i was young, the 3 bro n sis cousins treated mi so well. bought mi ice cream whnever i cried, piggyback mi around, played hide-n-seek so noisily till my grandma would come running after us wif tt den fearsome cane. n so mani more stuffs back den.

after which, met up wif dawn for her hair fixing session. reached there lke 20 mins earlier. n while waiting for her, i shopped. hahaha...i guess tts e onli kind of thing to do. but feelin reali tred i went to e toilet @ century square n sat @ e sofa there till she was bout to reach tamp interchange.haha...how ironical? i alwaes haf this weird hought bout the sofa inside the toilet of century square. n even felt quite eccentric bout this idea. n yet it was yesterdae tt i had this chance to experience it. after finish using the toilet, n i was feeling reali tired from all the walking..n i sat there. waiting for her...lolz!! n on e whole, nice sofa!! hehehe!!!

dawn went to rebond her hair n i left ade wif dawn not soon after...went to pick baby up. haha...my sweetheart has gone from a boi to a fine young man!! i reali couldnt recongize him. he slimed down soo much!! so tanned he was. feel so man, sound so man n behave so man. hahaha...reali couldnt believe tt it was my boi...

went to phuture yesterdae wif him n his group of frenz..as usual, phuture was all jammed up. loads n loads of people tryin to get a piece of e dance floor. but tt wasnt wat both of us were tinkin. he taught mi a new game n i was pretty good in btw. hahaha...but something happened though. e car wasnt workin in a goot condition. his sista 4got bout the hazard lights n left the car void of battery n he even had da pushed e car wif jia wei, hu went to phuture wif us.but well, we left there @ 2.45am n went home to sleep.

baby...love u soo much..i'm glad u're back..reali glad tt u're back in my arms again...

thought bout some stuffs this 2 daes. mayb not all winners in any arguements should b determined from hu is the one wif the last luff. n its definately not goin to be hu wif the last words either. everyone's been tellin mi to juz ignore them n i tink tts wat i'm goin to do from rite now. everyone has eyes to see for themselves. everyone has a mind to tink for it themselves. i'm tired from all these stuffs. n i'm leaving it for all the juvenile delinquents. i juz wanna concentrate on my life wif my loved ones.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

-3:05 PM

wats wrong wif these people again?? something i cant help but ponder over y these people juz cant let it go. do they reali haf too much time to spare?? but even though IT has "increased" ITS vocabulary tremendously overnite (probably becoz of the lesson tt i've taught in my last post), it's mentality hafnt got much inprovement. mayb after a few more therapy sessions, situations might improve. should i start charging for my therapy sessions for the IT?!?!?! gif mi some comments man people. n to tt IT, pls dun sae u dun need it. u seriously is in need of some help.

my life has alwaes been peaceful.fun.happening. n out of sudden, juz like a bolt of lightning tt suddenly flash across e bright clear sky, all these dregs starts appearing. seriously, hu needs all those comments of urs? since they cant seem to understand wat i'm tokin about, i thought it was onli reasonable tt they shut themselves outta my blog. instead, it brought adverse results. i've been tinkin, izzit becoz i'm writin something tt proves to be of too much for kids(tt r not yet of puberty age) tts y the words couldnt be understood. i dun need these pathetic remarks for GOD's sake. i'm juz as happie as i'm rite now.

btw, i've decided to keep all the posts tt IT has posted(moderatings will be imposed btw). take a look people. for all those hu r interested. u guys judge for urselves. i shouldnt b in a position to judge. for everyone hu has noe mi noes i best. be it goot or be it bad, KEEP IT TO URSELF. if i'm a fren worth keepin, do continue to befriend mi; if i'm not, all i can sae is, i'm so sorrie tt i cant be ur fren. seriously, i need no comments bout mi....

call wateva u wan, tts the wae i am...i live for myself n tts y i've alwaes stressed tt I NEED NO OTHER'S COMMENTS. so y come n bother mi when i've neber needed ur presence in my lifE?? i dun tink i've ever FORCED anione to visit my blog. everything is outta ur own will. SO Y VISIT MY BLOG WHEN U DISLIKE MI TT MUCH??? doesnt it sound irony?!?!

so...

(to e IT)
since u dislike mi so much, JUZ LEAVE. its embarrassing enuff to be CHASED AWAE LIKE A RAT. so y keep comin back? PLS, GET UR OWN LIFE. if u juz need someone to quarrel wif, find others, i'm not in e least mood to even communicate wif JUVENILE DELINQUENT like u. whether i'm sick or crazy, i guess it should b none of ur business. pls dun come here n pretend to act like ur reali concern bout whether i'm sick or not, for i NEED NONE OF THESE. is there reali something wrong up in ur head? or u simply dun understand wat i've been tryin to sae to u?? or izzit tt ur thick skull is in the wae of these words getting into tt dense brain of urs?? n i'm juz a veri ordinary person tts y i dont haf much for others to be jealous over. but let mi noe ur reason for keep comin back. tts something i reali dun understand. btw, i've got a question for u. izzit tt u reali LOVEEE SHIT SO MUCH?? y do u keep mentioning tt word?? or izzit u've got some fetish for shit?!?! juz wan to let u noe, i DUN LOVE SHIT AS MUCH AS U DO. so pls, keep it for urself. n b4 i forget, JUZ LEAVE..i reali dun need u here RAT...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

-3:10 PM

e min i check on my blog, i saw this reali annoying post on my blog.

" hu e hell r u? y do u haf to be respected? "

tt was not the end of it though..i couldnt reali be interested to remember wat it wrote. but still, it said something of like "go eat shait" tt kind of a thing. hu the hell / right does tt person has to be able to slash IT'S horrid mouth of ITS at the VERI TAGBOARD OF MINE~~!! god...ok...to let u guys noe 2 INTERESTING FACTS:

1. this person doesnt even haf the GUTS to stand out n let mi or my blog's fans noe its BIG, DISGUSTING NAME.
2. this person doesn't even noe how to spell e word "SHIT" !!!

with regards to tt, all i wan to sae is 2 things.
1. pls, if u reali wan to tag at OTHER'S TAGBOARD pls..show e guts tt u haf PROUDLY DISPLAYED in shouting all ur rubbish n type out ur name. there's reali no point in hiding ur name. if u're reali tt great, u should haf been gifen a reali GREAT name e min u're born. izzit tt ur name is too OBNOXIOUS tt it shouldnt b noe?? if tts e case, mention it straight in e 1st place next time k? i'll remember to take pity on u..

2. erm, regarding one's command of english, mayb i shouldnt speak too much. i could still vividly remember tt i learn to spell the word "SHIT" at a tender age of 7. erm, is it ok for mi to sae tt e person hu posted tt comment doesnt even haf the command of english equivalentto a kid of age 7?!?!?! well, mayb tts a point tts worth my time to ponder over too..

n due to my kind nature, i've decided to just let e matter past. Partly becoz i dun tink naming out e culprit will b a goot thing but more of a "i feel like doin a goot thing". btw, if u guys wanna noe, tt guys's using e IP address : 202.147.38.96. hehehe...well, technology's so advanced these daes, so dun tink tt not writing out UR FARKING BIG NAME DOESNT ALLOW PPL TO FIND OUT HU U R. eventually, u'll b found out. so WATCH IT YA~~!! btw, to the POLITE question tt IT has post for mi, i've an answer.

THIS IS MY BLOG.

dun understand?? simple. it basically means tt this is my blog so if u wanna come n visit this blog rite here wif the address of " http://windger.blogspot.com " , RESPECT HER STUFFS N HER WRITINGS. simple as tt. even when u go to other's house, u respect their stuffs coz its NOT URS, ITS THEIRS... so all i wan to sae is, IF U DUN LIKE IT, FARK OFF...I DUN NEED U HERE SPAMMING ALL UR NONSENSE...GET IT?!?!

haiz..sometimes humans r juz like tt. jealous of wat others haf. i recall an incident whereby one of fren's blog also invited UNWANTED GUESTS. it reali caused her alot of troubles n tts y, she kept her blog clean of tagboard. wats wrong wif humans?? rite here is my blog n u're asking such an obvious question. do u reali wan mi to question ur intelligence level?? wats wrong wif u? dun u even tink 1st b4 ranting out at others?? tt wouldnt show how humilated i am by ur comments. it onli show others of how HIGH a level of intelligence u haf. i'm utterly disappointed. so disappointed by the kind of behaviour tt IT is showing rite here. btw, i reali dun wan others to noe tt this kind of BRAT actuali comes to my blog n perhaps reali read my blog posts.

from wat i noe, famous bloggers alwaes haf this kind of people visitin their blogs n start all their rubbish on other's tagboard. all they can do is juz start using e FAKE name tt they haf thought of 1 sec ago n start pouring out their dregs on the tagboard. so people, next time if u ever wan to do such a thing, pls tink bout wat i've said. n all i can sae to tt veri person is

"pls GET A LIFE!!! there's reali no point in u doin all these silly things which reflect ur childish mind. all these r supposed to belong to e budding age of 9 - 13, when u still go round sayin "hey, lets not fren him/her". i reali dun wan to sae all these stuffs again...if u wan to tell mi things, use ur OWN NAME n sae. y hide? there isnt a need for all tt. i welcome all goot n bad comments. but pls, be POLITE. if not, it will again reflect how much of good upbringing u haf receive..."

btw, e comment has already been deleted. anymore of such comments will also be DELETED n no more posts will b written for these jerks...thank you!! btw, went to vivo city wif my sis 2dae. will update on it soon~~!!

Monday, October 16, 2006

-12:13 PM

well, i'm back...at last, for all those hu haf been faithfully checkin up my blog for posts, thank you. its like ever since my boi went to army, i hafnt been updating at all, well, its not tt i didnt wanted to upload....but i juz tinkin tt since i wanna update, i might as well wait till i haf some pics to show u guys (to make reading more interesting, u see!!) den i post my entry...n hehee...all this while, i didnt blog becoz of this thought. it's neber becoz there wasnt ani pics...its juz tt i'm alwaes either too busy or LAZY to even edit them... haha..after learning how to edit pics, i seemed to make it a point tt i HAF DA edit them n make them as nice as possible b4 i can upload them. haiz...wif the combination of my laziness, makes mi blog even lesser these daes...

but rite here 2dae, i'm bout to update all tt happened to mi recently, BRIEFLY....hehehe...lotsa pics to show u guys...some form my burfdae celebration, mi n my sista, n so on so forth...

stay at home. go out shopping. meet up wif frenz. clubbing. stay at home.
these r the kinds of things tt i did while my darling was in army. practically, its juz either mi goin out to spend the pathetic few bucks tts left in my pockets or staying at home to save them up.. haha...as if it reali helps to "mend" the enormous hole tts already in my pocket. HA..!! been tryin reali hard to save up. coz i reali dun like the hole tt i haf rite now. so mani things been on my mind last few daes..some of them r the problems tt my ger frenz had n of coz, my own probs too...

btw, i met up wif xian tt few daes after my burfdae n she reali gaf mi a reali sweet surprise... she gaf mi a foto. its not the foto tt was special it was juz a foto which there was onli 2 of us inside. it was a foto tt gaf evidence of us goin through all times, through the years. foto of us in our skool daes, when we juz came out of skool, when we met up to tok bout our lives, when we had our gathering, when we had our experience @ ICON n so on...it was reali special...i reali love it..

isnt it lovely?? reali love it...thx to her...

oh, n i was sayin i celebrated my burfdae wif my boi. it seems like so mani years since i last had someone wif mi for my burfdae. ok...juz 3 years...n i'm glad he's here wif mi..went over to ECP bar. it was at his fren's workplace...reali nice, except tt tt dae was kinda like rainy. haiz...but i reali enjoyed the experience. lata which we moved to the other side of ECP (mac's side) n wwent over to tt bar which i cant remember wat's its name. reali nice. the songs played were fantastic...
listen to the band. played pool. had drinks. played bowling. marvellous!!

P.S baby, i love bowling becoz of u...

did i mention tt i accompany baby to Changi to see him report for his 1st mdae of NS?? haha...i still remember how much i reali didnt wanted him to go in. its reali such a pity tt he fill the form tt could allow us to go in to tekong wif him. well, tinkin of tt make mi a little mad at him. if not, i'll b able to see longer n not haf da wait till so long..haiz...so i took some pics b4 n on the dae he went off.

haiz...so mani things on my mind, but i tink mayb i'll tell u guys tomolo. hehe, this wae i'll at least haf something to write. if not everydae's like so bored den i reali dunno wat to write...take care!!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

-2:03 PM

a lazy dae to begin wif...slept at 2 plus 3 am last nite. hehe...been watching "Goong Korean Princess Hours" on youtube. i tink i obessed wif watching korean drama serials le...firstly, it was Full House...now its e Goong Korean Princess Hours...hahaha...so i practically woke up at 1.35pm in the afternoon todae. hahaha...wat a sleep. these daes, i've been sleepin late in till afternoon. its been so hard for mi to even catch this kind of sought after sleep afew months back when i was "serving" my SIP. hahaha...

the plot is somewhat the same as Full House. mayb Full House has more handsome actors..haha...i tink i'm crazy le..lolz!! but people, if there's a chance catch the show, its realli nice..worth watching too..there i was the whole dae, sittin in front of the com n watching "Goong" again...all the wae till baby finished his service at tekong..oh ya, did i mention tt my baby's goin to army soon? its like 3 more daes lor n he's goin in officially liaoz...rite now, he's servicing. haiz...as for mi, i tink i'll be looking for a job. so tt i wont b so sianz at home n BROKE...i'm so broke now lor. its like holidaes rite now but i cant even go shoppin...no, mayb i should sae, DUN EVEN DARE to go shopping...haha...lack of $$ u see.

these few daes, i've been goin shoppin wif baby. goin around to buy things tt r needed for his future daes in army..haiz, guess i'll be missing him veri much. seriously, it's goin to be hard for mi, i tink....haiz...

hey people, come call mi out k?? hehehe...