i tink its time to wake up from my holidaes and dreams. but somehow, i juz cant seem to do juz tt. e moment i step into the lec recently, all the yawning starts coming n all the water in my eyes start flowing, like out of no where. lids gettin all droopy n heavy. i dun like this at all. i'm supposed to b reali concentrate n studying. as in 100% concentration. every lectures cost my mum an estimated amount of $45. n tt means tt every 1hr is $15, half an hr is $7.50 n every 5 mins is roughly $1.25. how "CHEAP" ??? i guess i reali haf to start on my revision n puttin in my 100% effort so as not to disappoint my mum. =(
recently, its either work or skool, skool or work. if i'm lucky enuff, i might get a rest dae. i'm startin to b sick n tired of this kind of life. all work n skool. its was no longer like poly daes whereby i still haf time to go malaysia... i miss poly life terribly n horribly..!!! daes of freedom r over. rite now in this uni, i feel so restless. i once heard someone saying this, "uni daes r the most colorful n interestings daes in my life." i dun tink tts the case for mi. becoz of the 3hr journey to n fro from home to skool n vice versa, i didnt wan a CCA for fear tt i might haf to go back to skool on non-skool daes. but rite now, i'm feeling so fed up this kind of life tt i'm living. damn bored lahz. i wanna haf my fair share of skool, work n fun. n i'm so mixed up now. i'm leading tt kind of go-skool-n-go-home-straight-after-skool kind of life rite now. i dunno...
sometimes life aint easy. its alwaes bout relationship wif others here n there. its hard. sometimes i've got soo much of thoughts n feelings tt i wan to tell. but juz tt i aint got the time to blog bout it. n when i finally haf some time, i juz dunno wat to sae...but i hope all things will get betta...oh ya my dear poly darlings, pls meet up soon k? will find 1 dae n organize a outing de!! hehee..miss ya guys soo much le!!! k lahz...i gtg le...update asap i promise!!
one pic of mi after my work training!!!
