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Saturday, March 31, 2007

-1:48 AM

i've been baking lotsa cakes recently...for jess to be exact. n wow...i am a goot baker lahz!!! not ENITRELY my efforts(wif jess , eileen n phoebe!!), the cakes r DELI-CIOUS~~~!!! n all the cakes tt we haf baked so far r all chocolate cakes~~!! so CHOCO-LI-CIOUS lahz!!! they're reali nice...not too sweet n not too bad to eat. well, these comments r from others tt haf sampled the cakes..not by we ourselves.so..i tink they r nice. but becoz of the varyin weather few daes n the choco cakes, i'm hafin sore throat le. as in real bad de sore throat lahz.. i sound like a Man...lolz...n it sucks....i cant tok for it hurts wheneva i tok, cough or even swallow my own saliva!! sianz!!!

went to SIM yesterdae for the application to uni. there r 2 aunties tt r so "polite" lahz. being new there n hungry, we(mi, jess n phoebe) decided to check out the Mega bites(wif the take away counter de!!) cafeteria. not knowing wats on the menu, we decided to go in n take a look. so when the aunties asked if we r eating, confirm we juz replied them sayin tt we r takeing a look 1st. n guess wat the aunties replied?!?!?

"see lahz see lahz.. wan to see den let u see lor, aniwae see also no need money wan mahz..."

wah, damn polite lahz....so bloody irritating lahz. i was walkin at the back thus i heard it. n immediately i felt so fuckin fed up lahz. of coz i told the gers n got a shock. their reaction was worse den mine. i'm considered goot temper le..wahaha...lolz!! the food there was reali nice n wif real BIG portions!!! hehehe...to reward the aunties, we ask to pay together n lata changed our mind to payin individually after she printed the receipt. aren't we considerate?!?!? lolz~!!!

went to eat pepper lunch express wif mum, ling n auntie. i tink its nice lahz. except my throst was killin mi. n yeah, did something reali nice together for my family n my boi. not goin to sae it out coz he might noe when he checks this post. so tell u guys some other dae.

Dinner N Dance
was reali fun. got sabotaged n haf da go on stage. the food was ok. n the MCee was reali entertaining. got everyone of us luffin so hardly. wendy came at a lata part though but not much fun was missed!!! overall, tt dae was fun lahz...reali enjoyed. but inda sad tt everyone's goin their own ways le n meetin up will definately b hard.

sweetheart, muacks. love ya lotsa...

Monday, March 26, 2007

-3:15 AM

in e morning @ 3am...i found out bout something exasperating...but i decided not to let it rule my head too much. so, i found out the best wae to deal wif it.

EXTREME MEASURES SHOULD B TAKEN IN EXTREME CIRCUMSTANCES.

mayb onli tt someone will feel tt change ba...hahaha...goot for it!!! i felt happier this wae. n also for the wae things r rite now. juz dun understand y there r soo mani this type of ppl around. God should eliminate them for the sake of mankind. btw, god was kind enuff to let them live n probably hope tt they would use tt tiny weeny brain tt was gifen to them to contribute something goot. but no...instead, God didnt expect the worst to come outta these brains.

but i understand. too much to envy over, too much to b desperate over...i pity them... i feel sorrie for them. mayb i should b n mayb i shouldnt b. aniwae, i wasnt pointing out anione. so if anione was to take it TOOO PERSONALLY, too bad, i cant do anithing to make u feel betta. juz pray to God n hope tt He forgifs u. n yeah, i'm doin u a great flavour by tellin u this.

b contented wif wat u haf n stop envying others. its for ur own goot.

n b4 i 4gets, sweetheart, u're veri much missed...n i love u. for all tt said we couldnt last, may HELL b wif them. for my love for u will alwaes b true. ur love for mi is e greatest thing tt could ever fall upon mi. muacks. to everybody else, i love u guys too..

(P.S xian, u're goin holiday le, hehehe, u noe wat to get for mi arhz~~~!!! lolz!! =X)

loves,

eve

Friday, March 23, 2007

-11:04 PM

went out wif jesselle n winnie 2dae...pity tt lai fun cant join us..if not, could haf a small gathering (w/o tse chiew n jo n the other gers though). n i actuali went out of the house @ 11am!! hehehe...so early juz for the Uni application. things happened. n mum's wish too...so i went to apply for uni.. so straight in the morning, i went all e wae to clementi wif the gers. n as usual, winnie's late.

mi n jess went over to Bugis street to shop shop awhile. but i guess we were too early. onli a handful of shops were opened. got ourselves some munchies b4 we finally settled down @ this manicure shop for express manicure n pedicure!! hehe...manicure for mi n pedicure for her!! hehe...e service n nail color is reali nice. e seats r nice too...so comfortable... n guess wat??? it onli costs mi $8.90 n jess $13.90!!! omg!!! CHEAP rite? somemore u get to use OPI nail color!!! wahaha...but reali...so comfortable tt we almost fell asleep there lahz~~!!! hehehe...but we soon left to meet winnie n went to SIM..

after tt, went over to recruitment agency. i wan a job. i'm so damn broke liaoz...ahaha...den went to eat e "delicious" nasi lemak. so not nice lahz....reali dun understand y tt stall still got TV recommendations...!!! sianz!!! hehehehe....lolz!! but after tt, we went back to TP le. winnie got tuition u see, so we went back to print our transcript...n guess wat? gotta wait for 5 workin days b4 we can get them...so long. sianz half throughout.

dnd is coming...dawn's got her ownplans n simin got hers. tink they already prepare for it liaoz. dunno if i should start tinkin bout it too. ask jess for her help for tt day's make up le. haha...hope tt she can help mi wif it though!!! hehe...thanks in advance~~!!! hehehe...

n i should start working ASAP~~!!!

Friday, March 16, 2007

-4:58 PM

i love drinkin...is tt a goot thing??!?! i dunno if its goot. but it certainly doesnt put my life in a pathetic wae either. so i presume tt its goot. besides, drinkin red wine proves to b goot to the body if drunk in a healthy wae. mayb its becoz i juz finish 1 bottle of red wine wif my neighbours tt y i haf the sudden thought of blogging bout drinkin. i thing i reali hate drinkin is : my face doesnt go RED after drinkin!!! y do ppl go all red like a tomato but i dont?!?! well, i certainly hope to b like 1 for i've neber been like tt b4. my sistas, my mum, my gers....they all do. i heard someone telling mi b4 tt, drinkin promotes blood circulation. n it shows when one's face goes all red after all tt drinkin.

DOES TT MEANS TT I DUN HAF BLOOD CIRCULATING ROUND MI~~~?!?!

hehehe...dun tink so lahz. if anione's wonderin if i'm drunk or not...i'm glad to tell u tt i'm not drunk yet. i can hold my liquor pretty well...mayb high esily...but neber drunk. to sae it truthfully, i've neber been drunk b4~~!!! hehehe...veri high? yes... drunk?? no.. mayb i should sae thanks to my dear nieghbours for trainin mi tt well. we alwaes come out n drink by tt small table tt placed juz outside our doors, at the corridor. hehe... martell, XO, red wine, sake... u name it, we haf it...if not, i would haf long gone when i 1st club~~!!! hehehe... due to the frequent drinkin sessions...i tink i can hold liquor quite well i guess.

i wonder if i'll haf a big roly poly belly by the time 1 reach 40 or not. drinkin promotes a big belly man. i'm quite afraid. i hope it doesnt work in my case man. pray tt i dun get it. for my frenz hu likes drinks too, do u guys worry bout tt kind of problem n regret bout it?? hehehe...actuali i do, but its juz tt when the time comes again, i forget all bout the regreting n drink again. i guess tts mi...how bout U?? hahaha...

juz finish my tok wif sweetheart, he's finally back from tt 2D1N field camp. juz had our 14mths anniversary b4 he left for e camp tt dae. nothing much, but i was glad tt we managed to spend it together...juz e regret tt nothing special was there for mi. kinda regret but well, wat matters most is him i guess... hope he's not too tired from the camp. miss him these few daes... oh ya, went to the metro sales wif xian n ling...n there was nothing much to buy from there...

SUPER DOPER NOTHING!!!

i wonder how ppl managed to fill up their shopping bags(it was provided). n wat the hell they managed to fill it up wif. i didnt buy anithing for myself but bought something for sweetheart. i'm not gonna buy wat it is, but i do haf a message for baby. baby, if u're reading this, i wanna let u noe tt i'm gonna clear all of ur oldies wif the new ones tt i've bought!!! hehehe...time to clear!! as the chinese saying goes "jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai" (the old doesn't leave, new one doesn't comes) hehehe....beware!!!

went for supper wif xian, ling n han (he joined us lata) @ ECP Mac. reali nice, n went for a short stroll by the beach. baby, its time we take some time off n spend some sweet time ourselves. after tt, e went back. heard some pretty nice singing from the bernice's pub n yeah, hope to go back there sometime soon.

n in officially 3 daes time, i'll b goin for my final interview which i hope to make it. reali scared but i noe i need to haf self confidence. i reali like this job n yeah, hope to get it. frenz hu noe, pls pray for mi. for those hu dunno, pls pray for mi as well....(thanks~~!!) n if i reali got the job tt i wan, i swear i'll publicize e job tt i've been trying soo hard to get. so pray tt i get to tell....if not, i'll b too shag to even type it out le... =)

no one's online n i'm goin to watch TVU player le...i'm hooked onto it!!

byes..

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

-5:06 PM

sometimes, i juz haf this love-and-hate feeling for them. i remembered my mum sayin tt she once consulted a fortune teller n he actuali told my mum i haf an affinity wif them. sometimes i wonder if its my character or it is tt so call affinity tts y i get along well wif them.

KIDS....

tts wat i've been tryin to tok bout. i dunno if u ppl haf this kind of feelings too for them or its juz mi. been at home these few daes. n been handling on alot of kids' stuffs.n my 2 neighbour's daughters r more den enuff for mi.

sometimes they r juz too nottie for mi. or mayb i should sae tt they r too clever for their age?? losing abit of their childishness...tt makes them abit too adult ?? for an example, there was this once when my mum was still workin 2 Changi Airport. n she was leaving the house n lockin the doors when this little kid came running to the door n called her.

ger : auntie florence, where r u goin?
mum : i'm goin to work lor...u wan go wif mi izzit??
ger : u goin to Changi Airport to work izzit??
mum : *shocked* ya lor...hahaha...

muz b wondering y my mum was shocked. no one has ever told this 2 yr old where my mum was working. e onli possible thing is she heard it while the adults were tokin to each other. but tinkin back, is it reali possible for a kid to catch wat the adults r tokin bout?? n bw, no one ever told her tt my mum was working @ Changi Airport!!! i'm seriously gettin all confused up le.

n yeah, back to topic...juz todae when we went out. both kids wanted to hold my hands n walk. its like i'm not their mum n i was chosen. its not tt i'm complaining when i'm obviously like so well-liked by kids, but when the quarrelling part comes...it will drive u mad. both the gers will b like shouting n hitting each other. n soon, all the "rain" comes falling down from their sparkling eyes. den i'll b like wondering, where did the angels tt i holding juz now?? haiz...n yeah...this is wat happened juz now. n all kids r like Rambo lor. hitting n scratching n kicking mi...i hate it. n one thing, their mums juz dun CARE... n either
1) open n close one eye. 2) neber see.

i swear to God tt i reali felt like slapping them, scolding them, hammering them n even throw them n so on when they r reali nottie. but it's juz like when u're about to b soo angry wif them. they shown u the most angelic faces tt makes u juz go like AWWWWW. its juz like the cat in Sherk 2. i hate it. n when u r thinkin of like sae neber mind lahz..., they turned into devils again. sickening!!!

i love kids...(see, i'm contridicting myself again!!!) boi juz tok to mi bout gettin married @ age of like 27-28. den i'm screaming like i'll b 26-27 by den liaoz lor!!! i told him bout mi wantin to get married at round 25-26, so tt after like 2-3 yrs of honeymoon period, i can get a child. i dun wan to haf too big an age gap wif my kid. i still wan to go out n let others exclaim loudly n sae " wow!!! u look juz like the big sista to ur kid!!!" hahaha...but rite now, writing bout these kids, i'm wondering if i still wan them. God...

P.S sheryl, i hope u'll haf a goot time wif ur sweet ger. hope tt she will not b one of the devils tt i tok bout...!!! hehehe...kidding!!!

Monday, March 12, 2007

-4:35 PM

i'm back to blogging...been reali out of moood to blog...plus exams, new year, fren's burfdae n so mani so mani...so stress tt its been up to my neck le. graduated for like 2 weeks liaoz....haha..since my exams n i've been doin nothing at home actuali. been goin for some interviews but well, the ultimate choice is still not up yet though.

Interviews/studies
1) interviews has been goin on. n well, i certainly hope i can get the kind of job tt i wan. but its realli kind of frustrating to even pondr bout whether i should get into a uni n consider studyin anot. its like every adult tt i tok to wants mi to continue my studies. i reali wan to do so, but i haf my obligations. sometimes, life juz doesnt go the wae u wan things to be. if i haf a choice, i wanna b greedy. study n get the job tt i wan @ e same time. but well, i understand tt working n studyin at the same time will get one no where. tt will onli b/may b if one is reali reali reali hardworking. i noe i'm not cut out for tt. so i juz hope tt God will watch over mi n makes sure i dun go the wrong way in life.

2) I've been goin for my dream job's interview le. n i'm glad n happie to sae tt i've been to the final round of interview le. hopefully i'll get it through. juz e thought of e interview makes my heart pounds so hard rite now. baby bought mi this blazer for my final interview. hopefully wif his blessings n my mum's n God's n mani others, i'll get through. but seriously, after all these interviews, my hope is getting greater. as the saying goes, "the greater the hope, the bigger the disappointment". i'm unsure if i should place ani hope or watsoeva. Bless Me...i sae.

IFC Chalet
the chalet has been reali successful. alot of ppl came n tts wat makes mi happie n felt satisfied. for all those tt we fail to contact in time for the chalet, i'm reali sorrie. but well, all the hardwork was paid off. of coz, there r ppl tt i wan to thank.

1. Zac : thanks for the great leadership shown. this chalet will neber be successful w/o u.
2. Simin & Edwin : thanks for the great variety in goot food~~~!!! ur effort was recognised!!
3. Dawn & Gino & Joy: thanks for everything tt u've done. from helping out till the closing.
4. Everyone tt came : thanks for coming. w/o ur presence, evferything will b in void!!!
5. Me : thanks for putting effort!! LOLZ~~!!!

i'll neber forget this chalet. n of coz everyone tt makes it happen...for the organisers, make a dae free so tt we can celebrate k? for those hu wanna join us, remember to let us noe!!!

Lai Fun's Burfdae Celebration
hey gers, it's reali fun clubbing wif u gers. i reali enjoyed myself. hope tt we'll come out more often. our 9 years of friendship r ties tt cant b erased wif juz a few simple words. u gers will haf mi throughout all tt comes. tse chiew, when's ur burfdae coming?!?! we wanna meet out again!!!!

Baby

sweetheart, i love u juz as much. if not, even more. i'm still tt ger u love. i guess, words r juz neber enuff to describe the love between us. muacks.

e mi rite now is like so BROKE tt i dunno where to start finding money to spend. i hope my dream job comes quickly enuff for mi to start work asap!!! hehe...den earn money asap!!! i need money!!! ani pics will b up real soon...(i hope!!)