Surrounded by all the lovely people tt she needs in her Life. Swinging twen-ties, she has NOT got her license soon enuff to drive around nuts. LOVE her, ADORE her for she needs NO others to interfere in tt fabulous life of hers. Take xtra care for she's NO softie as she plays serious netball. simply at e mercy of sHoPpiNg, sHe wiLL NOTREFUSED to any forms of DONATIONS tts gonna come her wae. =)
N Lastly,
her boi fren, hu is her heart, her life n her soul. =)
He the ONE she WHOLLYBELONGS to.
Key.Of.Heart
Him, the one hu will make her heart flutter
be LOVED, juz like how she savouring every min outta it.
Made.In.Twenty
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Wakin up to find another day The moon got lost again last night But now the sun has finally had it's say I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in It's all over me I know you're here, in the dark I'm watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot
[Bridge] And all I know is you've got to give me everything And nothing less cuz you know I'd give you all of me
[Chorus] I'd give you everything that I am I'm handin over everything that I've got Cause I wanna have a really true love Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring And I wanna make it worth the fight What have we been doing for all this time Baby if we're gonna do it come and do it right
All I wanted was to know (I'm safe) Don't wanna lose the love I found Remember when you said that you would change Don't let me down
It's not fair, how you are I can't be complete, can you give me more
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
Oh please, you know what I need Save all your lovin for me We can't escape the love With everything that you have
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
-12:22 AM
fridae dates tt were cancelled were neber a deal to *. waitin for more den 4hrs were taken for granted. waited to dinner wif * was taken for granted.
calls tt were neber made were received onli after calls to * haf been made. being there was neber appreciated. they were instead called selfish.
presence was onli noticed when no one's around. mistakes seen n goods forgotten. concern is nuisance n uncaring is UNCARING.
end of story.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
-11:48 PM
Hi everyone, 2dae's a special dae. for it's mi n my baby's
17TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY~~!!!
hehe...baby, through all times, u were there for mi. be it happiness or sadness, u're alwaes there wheneva i needed someone to juz hold mi n lend a listening ear. i'm seriously gratefull to all these n i hope tt for e future years to come, u'll stil continue to love mi juz e wae u shower ur love upon mi now, if not, even more love(lolz~~!!) things happened between us, be it goot or be it bad. but i'm glad we've gone through it together at least for wateva tt had already happened during the past 17 months. n i certainly look forward to being juz by ur side, being the onli woman tt u'll eva need in ur whole life. no one's perfect, so i hope we'll strive hard together towards a more fulfilling and understanding relationship. last but not all, i LOVE u darling..
n not to 4get, i went to SIM to attend the UOL's enrolment tok. n pls lahz, it was soo early. at 9am!! imagine mi hafin to wake up at round 7am juz to b able to reach ON TIME!!! wat if next time lesson start @ 8.30am lehz?? i'll b dead!!! n e journey to Clementi is like 1hr plus lahz...reali sianz lehz...there's like nothing u can do on the tain except to sleep, entertain urself wif ur own's mp3 or juz stare into space like an idiot lor. n e worse scenario is to b soo sleepy but yet u cant even find a single seat except to stand in a squeezy corner. oh ya, btw, i was saying, so tired was i but i still managed to drag myself outta bed n was late for like 15mins. hahaha...
the tok was ALMOST rubbish. out 100%, i would onli sae tt mayb like 30% was useful. n guess wat, i was soo bored tt i even borrowed from winnie's her CLEO to read when the speaker was tokin lahz. reali, i didnt tried to b rude. but i juz couldnt stand it. n at least i was betta den the person sitting behind mi. (he was sleeping comfortably during the second half of the tok!!!) n b4 the tok ended, we left e lecture hall 15mins earlier. BTH~~!! hahaha
after tt, we went to eat the jian dao curry rice. wah lao, damn nice lahz...!!! so SHIOK~~!!! hehee....n followed by shopping awhile for like 1-2 hrs at bugis. n guess wat?!?! we 3 took a double deck bus 12 back. the above deck was full of ppl. but there was quite a handful of uncles occupying 2 seats wif themselves on 1 seat n his stuff on the other. n soon i was e onli 1 left w/o a seat n yet when i looked around them soo mani times, none offered. juz when 1 auntie (round 40-50, pretty for her age i suppose) came up to look for a seat, 1 man took his stuffs up n eye contacted e auntie to come over n sit beside him. n jess n winnie started luffin lahz. do wat?!?!
the uncle prefer e auntie den mi.
am i reali tt ugly?!?!! hahahah...i've to like look around n try to look pitiful n yet none AUTOMATICALLYoffered mi a seat. n yet when e auntie came up, immediately she found a seat. HOW UFAIR CAN GOD BE~~?!?!?! n e 2 of my best fren can still tell mi i cant b cpmpared to a auntie for its a uncle sittin there. n straight after tt, e thunderous laughter followed. (-_-)
hahaha...aniwae, i met up wif sweetheart 2dae...nothing much but still, i'm glad i managed to spend 2dae wif him. though we were busy wif his camp stuffs, i still tink tt it's been a joy n blessing to b juz beside him on our special dae. n while he was sending mi back juz now, 2 ladies were on a bike. e driver (obviously being a P Plate) being new, stalled her bike's engine. n when they finally moved off, e lady at the back was taken by surprise n her jacket fleww off n dropped onto the ground. if ani one of u were in tt situation, wat will u do?? for mi, i'll go back n pick it up. n yet, e ladies did something i couldnt understand. They JUZ LEFT e jacket on the ground n moved off~~!!! lolz~~!! crappy...n we do haf alot of weirdos in our tiny island...
haiz...im so tired 2dae, n i'm still waitin for my baby's call...mummy's off to sleep le...i'm goin too le...byebye ppl...update soon le...take care!!!
Friday, June 08, 2007
-10:25 PM
boohoo!!! so sianz so sianz for the past few daes...i didnt noe tt there has atuali been soo mani probs in my family n some stuffs till all these daes n guess wat? they all flew to mi straight in the face juz these few daes. one after another n it juz seems as if it's neber goin to stop. like its neber goin to end. n rite to all these probs r all becoz of money.
MONEY is the ROOT of all problems.
i certainly believe in tt after wat has happened these few daes. i once heard someone saying this, "everything in this world needs money. even tt e grass below our blocks need money. if they dun need money, do u tink anione would b so great to provide the grass?" haiz, i guess tts reali the case. juz like 2dae, i went down to SIM wif jess. n guess wat? upon reaching there, we juz got to noe tt the money tt we paid the previous time (a total of $4688.25) was juz the fees for the lectures, tutorials n mock exams by SIM. n so, i even haf to pay 49 pounds for UOL's registration and a freaking 488 pounds for UOL's admittance or course fees. regarding the 488 pounds, i'm not too sure but i'm definately sure tt this has to b paid if i wan to pursue a degree wif UOL at SIM. and all these r not included in the $4688.25. it has to b paid b4 school commences on 30 july. n guess wat? after converting the pounds to sing, it's a whopping amount of$1200(rounded up). n tell mi, where should i go to get this big sum of money?!?!?!
rite in the beginning of the studies, i understand tt the fees for the whole yr would come up to a max of 8.8k but tt wasnt wat i thought the 8.8k would consists of. n all these payments has to b made separately. if some of u guys noe, my aunt is sponsoring mi for my degree. but how thick skinned am i suppose to b to keep goin back to them to ask for money again yet again?? n to be exact, there r some amounts tt haf to b paid in pounds n this means tt when the time comes, the payment will b converted into sing wif e currency at tt time. n tts e amount i haf to pay. n i reali wonder if i should take up a part time course. to study n work at the same time wif my aunt's support. i'm unsure if tt would b a goot idea but this certainly seems to e best of all ways tt i haf now since money is wat i'm concern most now. haiz...is studies onli for those rich kids onli? this reali makes mi wonder...no, make mi n jess wonder. n i'm seriously troubled.
time n time again, when ever i'm approached by ani of my fren, asking for advice on whether to take full time / part time studies, i would juz blatantly tell them tt full time studies would b a better choice w/o fully understanding their concern. yet rite at this moment of time, i'm actuali hafing doubts if i should go for a full time degree. n i'm truely disappointed wif myself for i couldnt even convince myself rite now to juz finish tt 3 yrs of full time studies n yet i still dare to pursuade others to take full time studies. n this prob reali drives mi crazy. n i reali hope tt GOD can juz let mi win like $100,000/- in either TOTO or 4D. or even betta, let mi wake up tomolo will the bags of money rite in front of mi. n all these probs will b solved...
training on tues n wed has certainly allowed mi to understand my own skin's texture n needs as well as understanding the type of complexion tt one has. i've benefitted much from this course. reali. n i'm kind of looking forward to startin work. its juz tt there r juz some moments tt i feel scared tt i cant meet e quota. but it shouldn't b too much of a prob rite?!?!? hehehe...
baby's sleeping now n i'm rite here blogging. he's soo dark lahz. n soo tired...tink i'm goin home soon le..n i love him so much..words can neber express how much i love u sweetie...muacks..
Sunday, June 03, 2007
-1:55 PM
lotsa things happened this weekend...1stly, tse chiew's burfdae!!! hehe...love this darling ger soo much...
ger, thanks for alwaes being soo sweet... for alwaes being so steady... i'm glad u enjoy ur burfdae for i enjoyed it juz as much.. happie 20th burfdae~~!! MUACKS!!
well, we went to town. actuali wanted to go to MIND's Cafe...but due to our screaming for food stomach, we went over to Cafe Cartel @ PS. hehe...n got a treat from jesselle's god father...n we ate a whopping $100++ for tt SUPPER~~!! hehehe...thanks jess.... oh ya, total of 6 of us, lai fun n her bao bei, win, jess, mi n e burfdae ger~!!!
but straight after our supper, we were so full tt we juz felt like sleepin rite on the spot. n in the end, we didnt go there but went to jess's place. there, we cam whore awhile b4 we cut the cake n share it...but to the supper, we reali couldnt eat the cae n ended playin games so as to finish up the whole cake. luckily it wasnt too much a cake to start wif. wahahaha!! n courtesy to jess, we opened a bottle of vodka. n continue the nitez tt wae..loser drink n as usual, the 2 persons were so drunk tt nite.
LAai fun n Jess...
hahhaa...e both of them were soo drunk lahz...bth!!! hehe... n when jess tried to run awae n hide at her bedroom, mi n lai fun DRAGGED her out of it to continue the game!! n trust mi, the 2 of them looked juz like 2 tomatoes!!! LOLZ!!
haha....we went home at round 3am wif lai fun n her babe sending mi back...wat a fun nitez!!! i wanna go to MIND's Cafe again...will drag baby down wif mi!! hehehehe....
oh ya...post some pics up, it's juz some gifts tt baby bought for mi when he went to taipei. i promised to share wif u guys n here it goes...
the CK IN2U
e baby loves mi hand fone strap
Love ya baby...