Surrounded by all the lovely people tt she needs in her Life. Swinging twen-ties, she has NOT got her license soon enuff to drive around nuts. LOVE her, ADORE her for she needs NO others to interfere in tt fabulous life of hers. Take xtra care for she's NO softie as she plays serious netball. simply at e mercy of sHoPpiNg, sHe wiLL NOTREFUSED to any forms of DONATIONS tts gonna come her wae. =)
N Lastly,
her boi fren, hu is her heart, her life n her soul. =)
He the ONE she WHOLLYBELONGS to.
Key.Of.Heart
Him, the one hu will make her heart flutter
be LOVED, juz like how she savouring every min outta it.
Made.In.Twenty
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"Oh i'm fine. Life been good. Haha. Take care too. I'm not free till next wed. nitezzz."
n it juz ends everything. all tt i've to sae to u, all tt i've to ask, all tt i guessed.
i noe she's goot to u n i dun blame anione else except for mi myself. it's mi hu suggested tt u should move on wif her. its mi hu said tt we needed more time. its mi hu knew tt u needed my love more den anithing else n yet i still blatantly rejected u. i blame no one. she's lucky she's picked u up. theres nothing more i haf to sae. wheneva i tink bout all these, all the speech n words came out w/o a noise, n yet all i haf r tears tt start to fill my eyes.
kang told mi tt i should try hard to get u back. mayb this time round, it's should b my turn. but yet when i tink off all the words tt u've said to mi after we broke off, i cant do it. all the waits, all the wooing mi back r juz words. mayb i shouldnt haf believe mi in the 1st place aniwae. till now, u still dun understand mi. my mouth is sharp but my heart is not...
eva since tt nite when i thought of all the stuffs tt i did wif u at town, u started appearin more n more in my mind. 2dae's been the worst dae i guess. u occupied my mind the whole dae n many a times when tears flood my eyes, i'm juz glad tt i'm in skool n i didnt wan to cry in front of others n therefore, the tears didnt flow. everywhere i go, i tink of us...all the happie n sad times...it was onli till now did i realize tt i actuali remember veri vividly bout all the stuffs tt happened to us. it warms my heart n den stab mi at the back, hard n cold. e feelin sux.
sweetheart, i noe she's goot to u n i haf no right to ask u to come back to mi. i dun wan it to seem like i'm contridictin myself by askin u to move on n onli to hold u back at the veri last min. all i request is... she'll reali love u wif all her heart n u to remember tt i had love u truely n deeply b4, now n in the future.
....Baby, I Stay In Love with You.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
-11:27 PM
i juz dunno y, i reali had a sudden urge to write an entry into my blog 2dae...it's like it's been soo long since i last post an entry liaoz...n this blog is like practically stagnant for dunno how long le n yet when i looked n checked back, actuali i haf soo mani unposted entries in my blog. i mus sae tt this blog has reali walked most of my teenage yrs wif mi...times when i'm sad, happie, angry, frustrated or even annoyed n so on so forth... it's been veri goot yrs n i still remembered how i used to post everything onto this blog to share my feelings wif my frens n even u... tokin bout now, i noe u used to check my blog w/o fail every week or ever few daes, though i've been reali lazy for the last 1 yr, n didnt reali wanted to blog, but still u made an effort to come into this web-combed blog to check on mi.
juz 2dae, juz when i was out wif my frens, alot of memories came into my mind...i went to watch a movie wif my frens after klass. somehow or rather it made mi tink of u. e wae u used to b annoyed wif mi wheneva i jump wif fright in the cinema n scared u, makin u jump wif mi. i can neber forget. although i hate the wae u shout n mi n tell mi tt u dun like mi to do this n i would get so irritated over it, i still love watchin movie wif u. it reali kinda made mi sad. i reali dunno wat's wrong wif mi..all of a sudden, it juz seems like u occupied my mind n my heart juz like u used to do. juz when i thought it was ok, i went to haf jap food wif my frens, n yet all of a sudden u came into my mind again. somehow or rather, e thought of us goin to our fav place for sushi barged into my mind. all the memories of us hafin fun over food n choosing our fav food...it reali saddens mi...
on the wae home 2dae as well, i heard this song on the radio by 3 doors down, "here without you". i can still recall veri vividly when we 1st started goin out, this was the song tt u told mi u love. it was den when i was hearin this song, tears flood my eyes..alot of things tt happened to us, happened between us, our stuffs, ur stuffs n mine, they juz flash thru my mind...at tt point of time, i reali had wanted to call u n tell u tt i wasnt prepared to let u go. mayb i alwaes thought tt i wanted to be on my own..but mani a times, when i'm at my lowest n darkest times, it's u tt came into my mind. ultimately, its u tt i still wan to go home to, cry to n listen to u coax mi sayin "dear, bu yong jing de. i'll alwaes b by ur side, protecting u no matter wat happens."
now tt everything's over n has come to this stage, i dunno how to sae things out in my heart as well. n i noe tt probably u'll neber see this entry of mine for u may already haf other posts to see to le. my blog link may jolly well haf long disappeared from ur favouries link as well...however sad i'm feelin now wif all these thoughts in my mind, i noe they're all over le.. she's doin well n fine, replacing mi by ur side. N i hope that she doin a goot or even better betta job tt wat i've done previously in takin care of u. to mi, u're alwaes like a big baby tt needs so much love n care. from ur personal needs to tidyin up ur stuffs to organizing ur time n stuff for u to everything.
i reali love u yong..up till now, u're still e one tt i misses n loves the most...n i dun tink i can eva do all these or love this much to another guy again. lookin thru all the pics tt i haf now of us...it reali saddens mi...i reali love u. n i alwaes will...muacks!!
