+_[evE - wiNdgEr]_+

+_ exAms strEss _+

2009-05-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

exams been reali stress n i cant help bout tink bout wat's gonna happen after my exams end. it's juz like i've got soo soo soo mani activities planned for like IMMEDIATELY after my exams n yet i noe nuts for my papers. shit! if onli god can help mi now...

ping n mi haf soomani activities planned le!! steamboat lahz, rebel nitez lahz, GSS trip lahz...wah...super alot lor!! n i reali cant wait for 22nd to come!! tts like the start of everything lor!! haiz, its juz like recently den i found out i gt lotsa of stuffs to buy n i'm running out of cash!! i muz start workin le!! cash is soo low for mi liaoz!! argh!!

things hafnt been goin well for mi i guess. i missed u alot..sometimes i wonder if u'd reali understand mi thru these 3 yrs. thru all times when u were on my heart n it hurts mi, i was the onli 1 hu noes bout it. prolly mayb my family members n close frens hu seen them accidentally. yet u're the 1 hu can doubt my love for u. i reali wonder wat's wrong wif us.. y do we haf this communication prob wif us?? i love u soo much n yet besides u sayin tt u still love mi alot,all the things tt i've seen from u n heard from u r hinting mi tt u prolly dun love mi tt much le.

i hafnt changed n i hope u hafn't too. i still love u as much as b4 n i'm veri much still waitin for u to b ready as well.. but y does it means tt besides sayin tt u still love mi veri much like b4, there's nth else tt i can see from u to convince myself tt u still love mi??

+_ bEtrAyed _+

2009-05-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

i felt so betrayed...he tells mi tt all tts happening is exactly the wae thing as wat it is for mi... tts bullshit!! if both things r the same, i would haf accepted him long ago le...total bull shit...

u still tell mi tt u r waitin for mi to come back to u n tt u still love mi alot..but y r thing tt u've done r all tellin mi the exact opposite wae?? i cant seem to believe u animore. u're the 1 in the wrong n yet u tell mi we're the same!! yong, is this ur wae of lovin mi? i dun see ani proof at all.

tt veri dae when i was soo sick, i had to make my own wae to e doc myself. tinkin tt this is already the worst case, i haf to see u n her together. she sittin at the veri seat tt i used to sit. ya, mayb the word is "used to" try xplaining to mi in another situation den. did i eva go on a holidae wif u?? wat has she done in the last 3 yrs to deserve all these?? n i feel like a fuckin fool!!

i reali dun see how much i fucking mean to u...how bloody stupid i am...

+_ tOrn _+

2009-04-22T03:12:00.003+08:00

juz a short reply sayin

"Oh i'm fine. Life been good. Haha. Take care too. I'm not free till next wed. nitezzz."

n it juz ends everything. all tt i've to sae to u, all tt i've to ask, all tt i guessed.

i noe she's goot to u n i dun blame anione else except for mi myself. it's mi hu suggested tt u should move on wif her. its mi hu said tt we needed more time. its mi hu knew tt u needed my love more den anithing else n yet i still blatantly rejected u. i blame no one. she's lucky she's picked u up. theres nothing more i haf to sae. wheneva i tink bout all these, all the speech n words came out w/o a noise, n yet all i haf r tears tt start to fill my eyes.

kang told mi tt i should try hard to get u back. mayb this time round, it's should b my turn. but yet when i tink off all the words tt u've said to mi after we broke off, i cant do it. all the waits, all the wooing mi back r juz words. mayb i shouldnt haf believe mi in the 1st place aniwae. till now, u still dun understand mi. my mouth is sharp but my heart is not...

eva since tt nite when i thought of all the stuffs tt i did wif u at town, u started appearin more n more in my mind. 2dae's been the worst dae i guess. u occupied my mind the whole dae n many a times when tears flood my eyes, i'm juz glad tt i'm in skool n i didnt wan to cry in front of others n therefore, the tears didnt flow. everywhere i go, i tink of us...all the happie n sad times...it was onli till now did i realize tt i actuali remember veri vividly bout all the stuffs tt happened to us. it warms my heart n den stab mi at the back, hard n cold. e feelin sux.

sweetheart, i noe she's goot to u n i haf no right to ask u to come back to mi. i dun wan it to seem like i'm contridictin myself by askin u to move on n onli to hold u back at the veri last min. all i request is...
she'll reali love u wif all her heart n u to remember tt i had love u truely n deeply b4, now n in the future.

....Baby, I Stay In Love with You.

+_ memOries _+

2009-04-15T23:27:00.003+08:00

i juz dunno y, i reali had a sudden urge to write an entry into my blog 2dae...it's like it's been soo long since i last post an entry liaoz...n this blog is like practically stagnant for dunno how long le n yet when i looked n checked back, actuali i haf soo mani unposted entries in my blog. i mus sae tt this blog has reali walked most of my teenage yrs wif mi...times when i'm sad, happie, angry, frustrated or even annoyed n so on so forth... it's been veri goot yrs n i still remembered how i used to post everything onto this blog to share my feelings wif my frens n even u... tokin bout now, i noe u used to check my blog w/o fail every week or ever few daes, though i've been reali lazy for the last 1 yr, n didnt reali wanted to blog, but still u made an effort to come into this web-combed blog to check on mi.

juz 2dae, juz when i was out wif my frens, alot of memories came into my mind...i went to watch a movie wif my frens after klass. somehow or rather it made mi tink of u. e wae u used to b annoyed wif mi wheneva i jump wif fright in the cinema n scared u, makin u jump wif mi. i can neber forget. although i hate the wae u shout n mi n tell mi tt u dun like mi to do this n i would get so irritated over it, i still love watchin movie wif u. it reali kinda made mi sad. i reali dunno wat's wrong wif mi..all of a sudden, it juz seems like u occupied my mind n my heart juz like u used to do. juz when i thought it was ok, i went to haf jap food wif my frens, n yet all of a sudden u came into my mind again. somehow or rather, e thought of us goin to our fav place for sushi barged into my mind. all the memories of us hafin fun over food n choosing our fav food...it reali saddens mi...

on the wae home 2dae as well, i heard this song on the radio by 3 doors down, "here without you". i can still recall veri vividly when we 1st started goin out, this was the song tt u told mi u love. it was den when i was hearin this song, tears flood my eyes..alot of things tt happened to us, happened between us, our stuffs, ur stuffs n mine, they juz flash thru my mind...at tt point of time, i reali had wanted to call u n tell u tt i wasnt prepared to let u go. mayb i alwaes thought tt i wanted to be on my own..but mani a times, when i'm at my lowest n darkest times, it's u tt came into my mind. ultimately, its u tt i still wan to go home to, cry to n listen to u coax mi sayin "dear, bu yong jing de. i'll alwaes b by ur side, protecting u no matter wat happens."

now tt everything's over n has come to this stage, i dunno how to sae things out in my heart as well. n i noe tt probably u'll neber see this entry of mine for u may already haf other posts to see to le. my blog link may jolly well haf long disappeared from ur favouries link as well...however sad i'm feelin now wif all these thoughts in my mind, i noe they're all over le.. she's doin well n fine, replacing mi by ur side. N i hope that she doin a goot or even better betta job tt wat i've done previously in takin care of u. to mi, u're alwaes like a big baby tt needs so much love n care. from ur personal needs to tidyin up ur stuffs to organizing ur time n stuff for u to everything.

i reali love u yong..up till now, u're still e one tt i misses n loves the most...n i dun tink i can eva do all these or love this much to another guy again. lookin thru all the pics tt i haf now of us...it reali saddens mi...i reali love u. n i alwaes will...muacks!!

+_ on e wae back _+

2009-01-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

i went home ALONE 2dae...

utterly disappointed in u....

+_ gEttin bEtta? _+

2008-11-25T00:47:00.002+08:00

things r not as goot as wat i expect them to e now. n yet at this veri point of my life, i'm experiencing a low peak...i seriously hope tt things will get betta n turn for the goot.

i love u...i'm puttin in effort. can u see them?

+_ tts tt _+

2008-08-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

so sianz, my sales sux. tink i'm not gonna hit my sales target for the month liaoz...but still, i hope tt some rich lady will come along n prolly gif mi a $1400 sales!! n tts equivalent to the RE-CREATION DAY N NIGHT CREAM!!! hahaha...

I'M A DREAMER!!!

well, nvm, i'll juz keep tryin till i hit my target, for i didnt hit it last month. sucky!! missed tt 100 bucks!! juz by 1000+!!! damn sianz...work till i so sianz liaoz, reali feel like rottin at home n juz watch the tv. be it the tv watchin mi or mi watchin it, i juz wanna stay at home. sick n tired of workin liaoz.for i'm alwaes on the nite shift. neber once has the roster been fair to mi by gifin mi a fair share of am n pm shifts!!!

haiz, i juz dun wan to complain but sometimes i juz cant help mi. aniwae, jesselle's birthdae comin n she's askin my help!! i'm gonna help her do a nice 1 though!! will b goin over to her place early in the morning this sat to help settle the food. tt blur ger juz need some help lahz, if not her guests no food to eat le!! lolz!! heehee!!

i'm juz soo soo worried bout my exams results suddenly. haiz, its juz like as the dates for skool reopen steps in closer, my heart gets heavier n heavier though i've neber reali said bout it. the onli words tt prolly come out of my mouth regardin this issue will be "aiya, it will b fine/ i'm resigned to fate/ nothing much i can help." but i cant help but feel helpless n i juz dun wan to fail. i should haf started studying earlier n i totally regretted it. TOTALLY!!

life sux. there r times when i wan to forgif, but juz cant help but tink of the times when i walked back alone in the dark. its mi, mayb time can help mi 2 forget them, but at least not now. e helplessness, anger, disappointment n so on tt i felt at tt veri point of time. its juz too much. tell mi hu will n can forgif within such a short period of time?

i dunno...

+_ i LovE u _+

2008-08-12T01:56:00.002+08:00

i reali love u...i reali do...i juz need time

+_ ovEr _+

2008-08-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

all over...

thru all times, u've been there...
while i sleep
while i eat
while i cry
while i luff
while i take my license
while i go to skool

sweetheart of mine, u're tt veri precious gem in my life. so precious n shining tt u're something tt "let go" isnt in my dictionary towards u. darling of mine, i love u...

+_ work n more work _+

2008-07-09T11:51:00.002+08:00

i'm working again 2dae...all the wae from june till now, i've been working non stop. but still, the pay still seems to b wae too miserable!! mayb i should start lookin for a office job. mayb it will pay mi more den. haiz. reali hope to earn slightly more $$ now. i wanna go on a holidae. will b planning a trip wif baby n xian n han to mayb, let's sae, BKK?!?!?! haha...hope tt it will come soon, reali cant wait for the dae to come. rite now, i've been workin almost everydae, it seems like even more jia lat den the daes when i was still skooling n working at the same time. at least i haf abit of free time. mayb i should take a break here n there lahz....i need a rest!!

baby, i still love u as much as b4 n neber abit lesser. all these yrs, u're all tt matters. sit n wait for the change in mi k? i'll prove it to u...muacks!

+_ hAppiE nEw yeAr_+

2008-01-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE NEW YEAR EVERYONE~~!!!

hehe...been soo long since i last blogged!! well, actuali is you xin mei li!!! haiz..been wantin to blog post SOME pics....hehehe...in fact, lotsa pics~~!! but juz couldnt find time to do it wif juz christmas n new year so near each other~~!! to make things worse, i'm workin ard during these periods to make e best out of everything!! MORE PAY = MORE $$ = ABILITY TO SPEND MORE~~!!!!

wahaha...juz started klass 2dae after a break of 2 weeks. haiz...reali no mood to study sia...i wonder how i'm goin to sit for my exams in like 2 mths time lor!!! die~~!! tinkin of tt, i die die also force myself to oncentrate sia...damn scared~~!! everything needs money in SIM~~!! haiz...reali sianz...

ede told mi something 2dae...actuali it's bout wat happened to her recently. juz some of my views k?

My Views

1. One should neber ask e same qns again after knowing e answer.
( y? this actuali happened becoz of ** askin e same qns again n again after she ALREADY know the answer. when one has already told u tt she is NOT FREE...it BLOODY JUZ MEANS THAT SHE IS NOT FREE~~!! animore of arguing will ~~NOT~~ change anithing at all. so as easy as tt. DUN ASK THE SAME QNS WHEN U ALREADY NOE THE ANSWER~~!!)

2. Blood's thicker den water. And tt will foreva be a fact.
( haiz...tell mi lahz ppl. if someone comes up to u n tell u things bout ur family members n even say ugly things bout them, how would u feel? i even haf frenz hu will scold their BEST FRENZ even if their BEST FRENZ said anithing bad bout their family members. so dun try to a SMARTALEC n scold others when there's nothing more to fight. if u're in the wrong juz apologize.)

3. Wear a pair of spects FIRST b4 u start shitting out at others. Noe and understand the word "JUZ KIDDING"
( scolding others when u cant even get the facts rite is equal to putting shame at urself for failing to do so. if u reali didnt see the words, i suggest tt u go n get urself a pair of thicker spects. n if u've seen the word n fail to understand e meaning, i sae, go to http://www.dictionary.com/ , they will explain the words to u. so, get ur facts rite 1st~~!!)

4. When u're in the wrong, dun try to pretend n juz apologize. if gaining sympathy is ur tactic, tink again.
( pls lahz, we all noe it man. normally when one has loses out in the quarrel, she will definitely come out crying, saying things like "i noe i was wrong n wanted to apologize, but since u've said ugly things too, i felt tt i'm no longer wrong. n therefore no apologies required." juz like wat uve said, its ur wrong rite in the 1st place, if u hafnt been wrong in the FIRST place, nothing else like wrong no. 2 n wrong no. 3 n so on n forth would follow... so juz apologize 1st n the one responsible for the subsequent wrongs would do so too. n no one will ever dare sae tt u're foolish n immature!!!)

haiz ede, juz tryin to help u scold out abit of ur feelings.. u might wan to link 1 post specially rite to this post of mine. tt will certainly help out alot.hehhe...my baby's so tired from the army stress...but i noe tt he can do it alright...i love u sweetheart...muacks...

btw, happie birthdae xian....my bestie, my confidante, my sista...happie 21st birthdae.. rememeber to go to changjiang cinema n tell mi ur experience~~!! lolz~~!!

+_ fiNaLLy ovEr _+

2007-11-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

finally, everything's over...my assignments are finally over...been rushing my assignments for non-stop these few daes and been sleeping like less than 5hrs!!! for example, i onli felt like 3hrs... i finish my assignment at 2.35am n den went to pack my bag for skool n stuffs. pop!!! immediately went to dreamland liaoz... b4 i knew it, i woke up @ 4am to gif baby a call. but his fone was off...too tired, i went back to sleep for another 2hrs b4 waking up @ 6am!!! den all the wae from skool till end of klass, i rush from skool to work.haiz...

DAMN TIRED LAHZ...

onli managed to finsih my bathe juz now n sit here quietly juz to type ot this entry. oh ya, saw sarah in my lec klass 2dae. so surprised lahz!! i was like hu's this ger lookin at mi~~?!?! y does she seems soo familiar~~!?!?! n b4 i knew it, my brain told mi tt this ger is SARAH~~!!! hahaha...lolz!! ede was shocked too btw, but well, she chatted for onli awhile coz she too tired n was on the wae home for some sleep le... n i rush to work. work was tiring...

i stood on the bus wearin tt pair of high heels. so tired my legs...they almost drop dead on mi. but luckily, i made it back home. baby's not feelin goot either, he's sleepin soo little lately tt he was so tired he fell asleep while on e fone wif mi, so ke lian lahz... heart pain...

haiz...i'm so tired liaoz...tomolo still got skool n the next dae still haf work...i'm breaking down soon liaoz... =(

sweetheart, miss ya soo much.

+_ bUsy dAe _+

2007-11-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

2dae, i woke up at 9.30am. i was supposed to wake up earlier to help my babe check out a chalet meant for his birthdae. but in the end, i couldnt wake up on time n yeah, overslept. n i guess i was busy dilly dallying the whole of my limited time tt i was even late for skool. forget this n forget tt... i even had to miss the very 1st 69 tt came when i arrived at the bus stop. luckily i brought my fone wif mi, if not, instead of calling ling to come down n get my sweater n EZ link card for mi, i would haf to climb up tt mighty bridge juz to get these 2 items..hahaha...

n pls lahz, e moment i got the 2 items, it started raining liaoz...tok bout luck man.n i began my sneezing liaoz...all the wae man, not to mention i was late for klass, i was sneezing all the wae lahz... used up like 3 packs of tissue paper...ok...tt was not enuff. i even asked tse chiew to help mi buy tissue paper after klass...lolz~~!!

went off wif tse chiew n went straight to baby's house to meet his mum to go book e chalet...was so worried tt the chalet would b gone coz his aunt could onli b free after an hr!! btw, i reach his house at 4.30pm. but luckily, she called in 10 mins time n we went off to pick her le...n finally, we booked the chalet liaoz!!! we went to check out other info n plus like sendin his aunt home, fetchin his cousin to chalet n so on...n by the time auntie send mi home, it was already 7pm liaoz...n i was soo hungry tt my stomach hurts...more like the gastric lahz...it realis hurts veri badly though. n i rush home le...2dae is like rushin here n there lahz...i even forgot bout my due assignment. gpotta start on it le...damn forgetful..haiz...

i thought bout some things...do u or do u not noe?
e effort spent...tt was for u...i hope u understand...
i reali hope u do...

oh ya, i was tokin bout my wish list 2dae...n i wonder if my close ones noe bout wat i wish...2 make a guess, it's something got to do wif my past msn pic n nick.... mayb i'll get one..i hope i do.. if i dun, i'm afraid it might leads to more misunderstandings n thoughts generated...

" a ________ to eternity happiness"

loves,
eves

+_ sOo LoNg... _+

2007-11-08T02:09:00.000+08:00

sooo long since i last post an entry online liaoz...n its goin stagnant liaoz...been hearin lotsa ppl to ask mi to update. i'm reali sorrie ppl. coz my life has reali been busy soo far.. but yet almost everydae is still so "routine".

been hangin around skool n work n mayb home. i've hardly haf time to go shoppin. as in reali shop for 1 full dae till my legs go weak n protest violently by refusing to stand up once i find a seat. it used to b soo common in the past. but rite now, my life juz seems to b so boring. an average of 30 days a month, i spent 10 days working, another 15 days in skool n mayb onli 5 daes of rest. n pls, its not tt kind of daes where by i got no skool at all or no other commitments at all. tts y i sae, ma life's been so busy yet so routined.

been encountering lotsa unhappiness recently. suddenly, i juz felt tt e fortune tellin was 80% true. true to e extent tt i felt scared by it. aniwae, work hasnt been tt smooth recently. it reali made mi ponder n ask myself if there r somewhere else tt i can earn more $ n b more valued. tinkin of the workplace, i suddenly felt reali kinda shag. i used to b like, "i'm goin to work~~!!! =)" but now, its like "work again~~?!?!? =(" i dunno...n becoz of this, i haf actuali experienced wat i've learnt in my study module IBM. its the topic on motivation. n one of the sub headings is something bout wat r some of the actions a worker might or will do if he/she feels tt they r under rewarded or not valued. i reali felt tt wae!! i was still tellin my frens...BM is such a boring subject but tinkin back, it's reali useful. mayb after hafin studied this topic, i would b able to manage n interact wif ppl more effectively. =)

i guess humans r busy. busy wif their lives n such. as a result, we prioritize our things n slowly get used to the "order" tt we haf gifen them earlier. but i guess tt mayb a jerk or 2 might b a goot thing to come when things start to go this wae. bcoz, if i've neber got tt jerk tonitez, i would haf neber seen how i've poorly prioritize my life. things tt r so significant, i've actuali placed them last n vice versa, things tt i thought i HAD VALUED n would VALUE MI BACK were not belonging to the place they "originally" should be. juz somehow, i felt tt my feelings were not reciprocated. this feeling sux. but i've learnt to see things clearer now. juz tonitez, i thought about alot of things on my own. mayb....i mean mayb.....

mayb i should start prioritising my life again. putting back things where they should b.....

+_ bUrfdAe cELebrAtion _+

2007-10-06T12:35:00.000+08:00

hehe...finally 20 liaoz....

will b updating on the celebrations soon...juz tt didnt haf much time these daes. but will do all e editin of fotos soon enuff to post them up k~~!?!?! hehehe...

see ya ppl real soon!!

loves,
eve

+_ siAnz siAnz _+

2007-09-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

i tink its time to wake up from my holidaes and dreams. but somehow, i juz cant seem to do juz tt. e moment i step into the lec recently, all the yawning starts coming n all the water in my eyes start flowing, like out of no where. lids gettin all droopy n heavy. i dun like this at all. i'm supposed to b reali concentrate n studying. as in 100% concentration. every lectures cost my mum an estimated amount of $45. n tt means tt every 1hr is $15, half an hr is $7.50 n every 5 mins is roughly $1.25. how "CHEAP" ??? i guess i reali haf to start on my revision n puttin in my 100% effort so as not to disappoint my mum. =(

recently, its either work or skool, skool or work. if i'm lucky enuff, i might get a rest dae. i'm startin to b sick n tired of this kind of life. all work n skool. its was no longer like poly daes whereby i still haf time to go malaysia... i miss poly life terribly n horribly..!!! daes of freedom r over. rite now in this uni, i feel so restless. i once heard someone saying this, "uni daes r the most colorful n interestings daes in my life." i dun tink tts the case for mi. becoz of the 3hr journey to n fro from home to skool n vice versa, i didnt wan a CCA for fear tt i might haf to go back to skool on non-skool daes. but rite now, i'm feeling so fed up this kind of life tt i'm living. damn bored lahz. i wanna haf my fair share of skool, work n fun. n i'm so mixed up now. i'm leading tt kind of go-skool-n-go-home-straight-after-skool kind of life rite now. i dunno...

sometimes life aint easy. its alwaes bout relationship wif others here n there. its hard. sometimes i've got soo much of thoughts n feelings tt i wan to tell. but juz tt i aint got the time to blog bout it. n when i finally haf some time, i juz dunno wat to sae...but i hope all things will get betta...oh ya my dear poly darlings, pls meet up soon k? will find 1 dae n organize a outing de!! hehee..miss ya guys soo much le!!! k lahz...i gtg le...update asap i promise!!

one pic of mi after my work training!!!

+_ bUsy _+

2007-09-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

oohh...been reali busy wif lotsa things recenty...either work or skool or out wif my boi n frenz...didnt even haf time to revise my skool work or even go ONLINE!! damn sianz...so finally i haf some time this evening to go online n juz blog a tiny weeny bit for my frenz hu's findin out my life through my blog....

oh ya, i got the pics tt serene took when we went for jesselle's biurfdae celebration @ hard rock...surprisingly, mi, jo, serene n phoebe were the early comers...MI come early!!! LOLZ!!!

but aniwae, we haf quite a bit of fun wif the cameras as well, playing here n abit of there!!! lolz!!

n we reali took time out to take pics there...everyone in the cafe were like lookin at us becoz of the flash tts been goin on~~!!! lolz!!

oh ya, the group pic!!!

but lata on, jess came wif eric while winnie n eileen joined us even lata!!! late!!! veri late though.

b4 i even 4get, we gaf e burfdae ger a surprise when we haf the whole crew @ hard rock singing her a burfdae song!! n to "punish" her, we stuck the candles into the cake n made her pull them out using HER MOUTH!!!! lol!!!

due to busy schedule, i haf reali got a chance to finish editing all the pics..will try to post them up on the veri next post!!! hehehe...

+_ siCk _+

2007-08-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

haiz....wif out my love by my side, i fell sick le. ever since he's awae, i rarely blogged le, tinkin tt mayb he wun b able to see my post as he's soooo far awae fom mi sia...somemore lagging 16hrs behind mi. haiz...oh ya, i was sayin i fell sick le. due to too much of work le i guess. even since he packed n left for alaska, my whole mind was onli on skool n work nia lor!! either work or skool. veri veri super no life. haiz...work too hard till i fell sick finally le.

skool's pretty nice. juz tt my fren n i still left tt somehow UOL n RMIT has their own strengths to boast of when comparing their management style. UOL is where by everyone can choose ur own timetable. so, irregardless of whether u wan to attend ur lectures wif ur frenz or attend wif ur enemies or attend lecs being the onli one hu noes urself, it's up to u lahz. plus, e lessons tt u r attending wif might not b in the same Bsc as u r. tt means, i can haf a friend from banking & finance studyin the same module together!!! how nice~~~!!! =)

while RMIT has a fixed timetable for everyone(i heard), u dun get to choose ur lessons. therefore, u gotta attend ur lec at a time tt u might not like. but on the other hand, u get to attend lecs wif almost the same group of ppl n slowly, u guys might even remain like best friends in a big group. not tt i'm sayin in UOL u cant, but more like u'll rarely get the chance. =(

i dunno, i'm fine like tt though i haf friends hu felt tt we should b more proactive n get to noe more frenz. n start joinin cca, do u guys tink it's reali necessary~~?!?! i'm not too sure though. haiz...

oh ya, i fell sick on tues nitez...temperature shot up all the wae to 40 degree!! haiz...baby, miss u too much le!! lolz~~!! haiz, mayb its too lil' sleep n too much work. i haf to take a rest le. but luckily, xiao feng n mummy took care of mi. helpin mi to massage to make mi feel betta, wake mi up to eat medicine n so on...haiz...so jia lat...veri ke lian....den i even felt abit feverish on wed too. oh ya, wednesday was Dawn's Dawn's burfdae.

Happie birthdae to u
Happie birthdae to u
Happie birthdae to Dawn Dawn
Happie birthdae to u~~~~~~~

ate wif the gers @ Sakae sushi n chattd throughout the nite before goin home together. gers, we should meet up more. if not i've to miss u ers soo much b4 i can see u all again~~!!! haha...skool was ok 2dae. juz tt i was still hafin sore throat n was like coughing all the wae wif e throat on fire!!! haiz, i tink e medicine abit like no use lahz. dunno if i should continue to take it anot sia.

baby, i miss u soo much. now tt i noe tt u can see my posts, i'll try to blog as much as possible so tt u noe wats happening to mi k~?!?!?! oh ya, not forgettin all my darlings hu come by juz to check out how am i doin...u're not forgotten... muacks...sweetheart, take care in alaska, i'm waitin for u to b back~~!! muacks!!

+_ aLaskA _+

2007-08-07T17:45:00.000+08:00

ALASKA

tts where my sweetheart will b goin in like 8hrs time. on the plane to his training in alaska. n i damn sad now. these few daes been out wif him like almost 24-7 but still not reali enuff. n he's leaving my side for like 3 weeks lahz. freaking 21 daes. reali cant imagine wat will happen to mi during these 21 daes wif my baby beside mi.

HAIZ...

+_ skOoL _+

2007-08-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

skool's start le. i went to skool feeling damn sleepy on e veri 1st dae. n e 3 of us met @ 10.30am in order to reach skool on time. n skool start @ 12pm. so sianz lahz..1 n a half hr of journey. i used to onli require 15mins to get to skool n now, 6 times the 15mins i used to take. oh ya, i was sayin 3 of us, namely mi, ade n weiwei. he followed us to skool yesterdae. n it was reali nice of him to actuali make effort to find out the route for us to go skool while the 2 hu r supposed to go to skool didnt even much bothered to find out the posssible ways to skool. ok, e most bo chap one is mi liaoz. i dun even noe lahz...i muz sae ade is betta den mi. lolz~!!

lesson is ok, the teacher is fun n straightforward. onli tt it requires mi to read NEWS!! i cant believe it. e teacher actuali CONDEMNS the onli paper tt i read!!! he condemns The Newspaper!!! wa lao!! how can like tt~~!!! somemore i rarely read The Newspaper. he actuali wans us to read Straits Times lahz, Business Times lahz n worse still, listen to news on ChannelNew Asia. ohmygod!!! how can?!?!?! i tink i will die lahz...n rite at tt moment, i suddenly got a feeling tt mayb i've gotten into the wrong kind of degree. n this is not for mi~~!! LOLZ~~!!

n the air con is reali cool lahz...tink i reali gotta get a new jacket or a thicker cardigan to skool, if not, i tink i will b frozen to death liaoz!!! lolz!!!

n 2dae i went to e doc wif xue lin. well, hope tt it will all b fine n followed by which, i went to my aunt's house (xue lin's house also) to meet my mummy. after tt, it's all toks n gossips wif my cousins n aunt n mother. its alwaes fun to haf the both sistas around n they r such a joy. lolz!!

things aint goin tt well recently. problems start to surface n somehow, i feel tt although we managed to find our way back to each other, u r still drifting awae from mi. u're no longer hu u r n words tt hurt now come out from ur mouth onli to hurt my heart. baby, i hope u noe tt i'm still here n foreva i'll b... muacks...

+_ skOoL stArtiNg _+

2007-07-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

n i juz cant believe it....

SKOOL'S STARTIN IN LIKE LIKE LESS 24HRS!!!

to be exact, it's 22.5hrs more n there i'll b, sitting in the lec hall for a wholly 3 hours b4 i can go home...humrph...gotta bring lotsa lotsa sweets n food to klass liaoz...if not, it will b 1 shot 3hrs!! will make mi sleep i tink!! ade, if u managed to see this post b4 goin to skool together, MADE SOME CONTRIBUTION TO THE FOOD TTS GOIN TO B EATEN DURING LECS!!!! hehehe...kidding ahz...bring more sweets i sae~~!!!!

n i work a wholly 9 n a half hrs 2dae during work...it was supposed to b i work form 12pm till 8pm. end up till 9.30pm. damn sianz lahz. it's all becoz of tt emily's fault lahz...!! i reali wanted to make some time n spend it wif my abby for these fewdae he's been reali tired n haf thus spent the last 2 daes sleepin. thus if i could get off work early todae, i can pei him for at least some tv cum dinner. end up i've to do till closing. there's some stuffs tt i dun tink i should sae but juz cant help believe so sore over it lahz... its like when they needed mi, they asked mi if i could hurry over (tt was @ 11.15 in the afternoon). n when i boarded the bus @ 11.20pm n they found someone, they asked mi if i could start work lata n juz shop around 1st~~!!! wth lahz!!! its juz like telling mi to b a dog lahz. its lik i'm doin all these out of my own will n there u r complaining here n there. n even told mi tt i can start work early if i wan, but no pay cum i need to do till closing. it was onli when i made some noise den they told mi gif mi OT. its not tt i'm so over the OT pay or not. its juz tt i felt treated like a dog lahz. call mi here, i've to b here. call mi there, i've to b there. reali feel like scolding some vulgar lahz~~!!!! KNS~~!!

hai...n hell, i juz missed my target sales for the month by 500 bucks n i could get another 100 bucks as reward!! kns!! irritating lehz..!!! n andeline got tell mi to go buy 500bucks worth of products myself so as to get e reward of 100 bucks~~!! tt ger arhz...reali arhz... oh ya, she helped mi did my nails 2dae sia...damn pretty lahz...somemore its not wif wateva manicure skills or tools lehz.. its like she uses her own creativity lahz... n my nails became so pretty~~!!

there's glitters on it~~!! Anna Sui's nail colors!! goot~~!!

the whole look of my 4 fingers...

okok...mummy kp mi go sleep liaz...goot nite everyone...miss ya lotsa...baby, thanks for fetching mi hoome 2dae from work. i appreciate e effort...muacks!!! love ya!!

+_ wEek 0 _+

2007-07-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

it's official week 0 now le...

in fact, in fact, 2 more daes are all i've left before my skool at SIM begins. n tt apparently marks the end of my holidaes PLUS the start of skool again liaoz!! i'm seriously ~~NOT~~ prepared for skool lahz...e thought of hafin to climb out of bed by 6.30AM in the morning for my 8.30Am klasses simply doesnt motivate mi much to go skool. n to add on to tt, e journey will require an at least 1hr b4 i can reach my skool. ISNT TT AMAZING~~!!! i reali wonder if i can reach skool on time for those early klasses anot. wahahhahaha...mayb i might even need my darling to wake mi up on those daes (he wakes up @ a even earlier time den 6.30am every morning!!!) aniwae, e main point of the whole grumbling session is, i've enjoyed too much of holidaes liaoz~~!! ARGHHHH~~~!!!

these few daes been reali nice, in fact, since fri till now. last fri, i met up wif Weili, Jingping to go shopping~~~!! hehehe...but in the end, tthere was nothing much to shop since by the time we finish our dinner, the shops were almost closed by den liaoz!! sianz lahz...but aniwae, it was reali nice to see them n gossip n chat @ e same time!! i guessed we reali haf lotsa fun tokin n chattin n gossiping tt we didnt reali wanted to go home when all the shops were closed by 10.30pm. n so we went to the Balcony n continued. n tts was e main point. we were toking bout M****y, happily tokin n gossiping. n guess wat~~?!?! i saw her immediately e next dae @ my workplace!! kns lahz!! strike lottery also not tt zhun can!!!

wah lao!! n guess wat~~? in order to make sure tt i'm e person tt she knew (for i didnt treat her like i knew her!! lolz!!), she came to my counter, which was like 5m awae from hers, juz to borrow A MASCARA~~!! n btw, i admit tt there r other counters which haf better mascara den my counter owns. wats more, they're nearer to her counter, n yet, she has to travel all the wae juz to take a look at mi. n tt was not the end, she even make a second trip to e counter next to mine to look at mi juz to confirm if i'm reali MI... omg~!!! so stupid pls!!! argh~~!!!

but well, things r reali goot this week. no quarrels, goot terms wif everyone, everyone is happie. n oh ya, i saw a crow feeding on a dead rat yesterdae!! how gross!!! n its those bloody bloody type de sia...!! it was feeding on the rat's stomach!! EEEeww!!! i wanted to take a shot of the crow feeding on the rat, but was pulled awae by my colleague. it was seriously veri disgusting though..!!! n e crow was practically feeding on the rat in e middle of the road!!! n everyone saw it..!! although i du reali like rats, i dun hate them veri much either. so i guess e scene was juz abit too much for mi!! yuck!!!

oh ya, went over to raffles city to work 2dae n made 2 new frenz!! serene n cheryl!!! serene is such a cute ger...her actions all veri cartoon de lahz... n as for cheryl, she's 1 nice ger lahz. n wats more, we're goin to study at the same skool together!!! n prolly e same subjects for our year 1~~~!!! n we were still tokin like its such a pity tt we dun work @ e same counter. if not we can meet to go lunch in skool together follow by goin to work TOGETHER!!! isnt it great!!! hehe...n becoz she was such a sweet ger, i even stayed half an hr longer juz to chat wif her lahz!! reali glad to meet such goot frenz~~!!

haiz, my darling still hafnt call mi lahz...now already soo late liaoz...reali miss him alot recently. since e date for him to go to alaska is like nearing liaoz lahz. hope army can let them haf more holidaes b4 they go off....k lahz...update again.. see ya ppl soon!!! tp gang~~!! let's meet up again soon!!! maucks!!

+_ nO saLes _+

2007-07-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

wah laoz....i damn sad lahz... i stood for whole of 7hrs n yet,

THERE WAS NO SALES FOR MI~~!!!

kns~~!!! my shift was from 12pm - 8pm. n i cant believe it tt no one...as in literally NO ONE, bought a single stuff from mi!!! n i dun understand this at all~~!! it was onli when i "extended" my own working hours by half an hr more did i managed to receive 1 sale!!! 1 pathetic sale for the whole of 2dae lahz...wah laoz...damn sad. leg n feets hurtin somemore!!! reali veri tired liaoz sia, but i reali wan to complain bout it lahz~~!!!

like NO ONE LOR!!!!!

ppl, if u all wan Estee Lauder's products, pls come n buy @ Parkway Parade. my sales damn jia lat 2dae lahz... all becoz of mondae blues lehz... hate mondae, sales is alwaes bad on mondae de!!!! may tomolo b betta~~!!!

oh ya, 2dae work work work nia. somemore OT on my own accord. cant believe it also...n my blog is seriously lacking some pictures le lahz...okok...shall meet up more wif the gers, den take pic n post up again. n @de is seriously reminding mi bout skool reopening every now n den. oh no....i kind of dun wan it to happen lahz. lata cant sleep late liaoz!!! omg~~!!!

i wanna sleep late seriously...heehehe, after slacking around n working at times for like 4 months, i tink i kind of got used to e life liaoz sia. i wonder n dunno if i am able to bounce back to skool life soon mahz, especially since i'm working part time n studying @ e same time.

oh ya, baby hafnt call mi. i muz go call him liaoz.. he' sooo busy. n i'm so free....haiz...wats wrong wif all e timing~~??!?! oh ya, he's goin to alaska soon. i wanna hide in his bag n follow him there!!! i wanna go travelling again!!!!

ok...enuff of gurmbling, there's still tomolo n e dae after tomolo b4 my break arrives...i'm goin to call baby liaoz..see ya ppl~~!!

+_ tAggEd _+

2007-07-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

I was TAGGED like "not-too-long-ago" by @de.... n i thought tt i would alwaes haf the time to blog bout it back n yet when i finally remembered...it was like soo long ago liaoz lahz...so here it goes...

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts, as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1. I would alwaes press the nose of the wateva soft toy i get my hands on FIRST~!!!

2. I'm veri bad tempered.

3. My fone is my LIFE~~!!!

4. I'm STILL sleeping wif my sista on a Queen sized bed becoz of fear n companionship... =)

5. I alwaes waste e trees wheneva i'm on e fone. i love drawin & writing rubbish.

6. I've got a scar on my chin. not tt obvious one though.

7. I love to fight & TEASE my mum over HER BED~~!!

8. When i sae i mean it means i MEAN IT.

9. I Love my boi, family n frenz fiercely.

10. I spend at least half an hr in e toilet dilly-dallying every morning!!! =)

hahaha...pls, keep it a secret k~~?!?! hehe...i didnt tagged ani one though. coz by the time i post this, everyone's been tagged i tink...n s ya..didnt do it lahz. but ya, e last 3 daes were my break from work after 1 full week of work. n i used this precious time to do something tt i reali wanted to do though. hehehe...

Met up wif my darlings on thurs for dinner n chill out @ tamp!! even sheryl n her babe, Rachel was there. oh ya, even her "personal asst" cum sista was there...haf dinner @ Sakae Sushi n yummylicious~~!! hehehe...after tt was chilling out @ Coffee Bean though...played our favourite game, Numbers Game. hehe...after tt, things goes e same wae as Nelly Furtado's song.. "...all goot things come to an end...." we parted n made a promise to meet up soon...

fridae was e dae i stayed at home n chatted wif my beloved ling over the net for like 3hrs b4 meetin xian xian. hehe...passed her e giftsn went for dinner @ Long John Silver. after tt was slacking @ aunt's place n my cousins n i were missing out soo much of each other tt they reali wanted mi to stay at their house lahz. too bad my mum onli haf mi to accompany her (my sis is busy wif her hw), so i went back home wif her.

sat was whole dae at home followed by goin over to Changi's to elebrate yong kang's n ah wee's burfdae. n my sweetheart took a dae leave specially to go to this celebration. i'm glad its soo nice lahz. after tt, we moved to St Georges to continue celebrating. but darling haf da book in early n thus, i was e representative!! hehehe...i stayed till like 3am b4 reachine home @ round 3.30am, ready to sleep.

n 2dae, i went back to work liaoz lahz...kns lehz, too long neber work makes my legs wobbily liaoz lahz. stand till my legs also crumbled. n throughout the typing out of this post, i cant help but keep yawning lahz...so i'm off to sleep le... gotta work tomolo sia...

darling, i love u
u love mi
we r happy family
wif a great big hug
n a kiss from mi to u
wont u sae u love mi too~~!!!!
miss ya soo much n come out soon...u owe my like soo mani outings lahz~~!! muacks!!

n skool's reopening liaoz... =(

+_ wOrk _+

2007-07-10T01:23:00.000+08:00

i juz screwed things up at work n my SBA is kinda angry wif mi. n i noe tt its my fault... haiz, i juz dun understand y so mani of my stuffs r disappearing nowadaes le... n i'm so sick n tired of hafin to go like hey-r-u-there kind of expressions. so sianz lahz..

i seriously dunno y all my stuffs r goin hiding. n y they LOVE to play the hide and seek games wif mi.

n i was still sayin i'm goin to organise something like a outing ritE? sorrie ppl, my leave still hafnt come. will come soon enuff de. haha...promise to do it b4 30 july comes k?? coz tts e date when i starting skool liaoz!!! hehehe...so, we gotta meet up b4 skool starts k??

n toking bout skool, i juz went over to SIM student's portal to check by for the eCR date. n pls lahz, there was a notice sayin tt new student can start eCR liaoz n yet when i tried it, i was told it hafnt started... wats this all about?!?!? can someone tell mi?? n i still hafin got my student card from SIM even when all my frenz haf got it liaoz!! argh~~!!!! i'm missing soo much on student meals lahz~~!!

e clearer view is below...

Clearly shown is the date 9 - 18 July 2007

yet the eCR page said tt e eCR peroid has not started yet!! wth~~?!?!

n i miss my sweetheart soo much...so poor thing lahz he, got sore throat becoz of the new recruits. n somemore he even missed 1 nite out becoz of the new recruits!! stupid them smoking inside the bunk when they're supposed to b sleeping!! juz e thought of it makes my blood boil!!! oh ya, went to Changi Village for crabs on sat. so song lahz!! e crabs so nice!! fabulous i tell u. u guys should go also!! n i've been telling all my colleagues to go since sun!! wahaha!!!

we went to the beach to sit n chit chat. so nice lahz...lotsa couples n families there also. everything was so nice till suddenly i got stomachache!! toopid man!! haf to come at this point of time n becoz of it, everything was destroyed~!!! but well, luckily we went back to enjoy the atmosphere awhile b4 it was his turn to haf stomachache. oh ya, its not e crabs tt gaf us the stomachache. its becoz we're too greedy liaoz, ate too much at one go!! lolz!!!

haha...mummy grumbling liaoz...gtg soon le.. ppl, i promise e outing date will b out soon n baby, i miss u. n can ANON pls tell mi wats happening to my eCR thingy~~?!?!?! thanks alot arhz!!

+_ Ling _+

2007-07-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

my darling sista juz called back to gif mi a fright!! she seemed to haf mention tt she was taken by the police as they thought tt she was a illegal worker there. n was fined, thus needed money. there i was, so worried, been running here n there t buy a calling card to call her n alias wif things. n to add on to it, my house fone cant b used to make international call~~!! wtf!! wat kind of a fone is tt?? i thought onli mobile need to subscribe~~?!!? since when does house fone need to also~~!?!?!

n after all tt trouble n worryin by my aunties n mummy n MI~~, it turns out tt every student there need a pass as proof. n her company, being a 1st timer in hafin interns from overseas, didnt noe bout it. n thuse, my darling was fined AFEW SG dollars n some money to apply for the pass. In short, it cost a total of 500 RMB = S$100.

n i wasted soo much effort tinkin tt it was something veri important. but well, i'm still glad tt everything's fine though. hahaha...skool's starting soon liaoz le..i hope everything turns out fine, everything goin smoothly. cant wait for skool to start..i kinda sick of working le. well, its not tt i'm not enjoying my work. i'm LOVING my work. e ppl there r nice. everyone. alwaes ready to help mi wif my questions. but its juz tt i long to slack at home again wif money coming into my pockets again le. i noe it's not possible to haf alot w/o working for it. life has neber been this case for mi, even if so, i still hope to live tt kind of life though. hahaha...as an experience. hehehe....

hafin been tokin to my baby properly for like how mani months le. he's been soo busy. i'm soo afraid tt i might forget tt its his voice tt i'm listening to when he calls. well, i'm juz sayin i'm scared this would happen. not tt i've already felt this liaoz...but aniwae, juz kinda miss e life tt i haf in poly. when everything else seems to fit nicely into the puzzle of my life. it juz seems tt no matter wat i ran into during t period of time, important things r alwaes rite in place n it doesnt reali matter if the little things werent there to fill up my life. n i reali feel tt wae.

my group of gangs, my lovely bf n my family. everything is juz nice. this, i'm glad. my buddies, i'm so missing u all lahz. miss u guys soo much. where r the daes when we would sneak out altogether in a huge group for lunch @ Orchard~~?!?! where r the daes when we would juz coop up in my SIP room n do facial mask? where r the daes when we would dye our hair rite during SIP hours?!!? where r the daes when we would go fetch water n cook them so as to fill up our hungry stomachs!?!?! i miss u all soo much.

FOR ALL TT HAF SEEN THIS POST, I'M GOIN TO ORGANISE A OUTING REAL SOON LE...N PLS LET MI HAF THIS DAE. THE WHOLE OF THIS DAE. IF U HAF OTHER DATES, PLS PUSH THEM AWAE. IF NOT, BRING UR DATES (dawn, ade understand~~?!?!) ALONG!! DUN PANG SEH MI~~!!

hehehe...baby, i miss u soo much...i reali miss e daes when u n i would juz wait for each other to finish our SIP n juz slack in each other's SIP rooms. i miss e time when we would juz go for dinner or lunch in skool together in skool~~!!! but most of all, i miss u.

muacks my darlings...love ya soo much!!

+_ oUr Love _+

2007-06-30T16:25:00.000+08:00

all i can sae is...

this song saes it all...

Gwen Stefanie - 4 in the morning

Wakin up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it's say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It's all over me
I know you're here, in the dark
I'm watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot

[Bridge]
And all I know is you've got to give me everything
And nothing less cuz you know I'd give you all of me

[Chorus]
I'd give you everything that I am I'm handin over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we're gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know (I'm safe)
Don't wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down

It's not fair, how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can't escape the love
With everything that you have

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

+_ my stOry _+

2007-06-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

fridae dates tt were cancelled were neber a deal to *.
waitin for more den 4hrs were taken for granted.
waited to dinner wif * was taken for granted.

calls tt were neber made were received onli after calls to * haf been made.
being there was neber appreciated.
they were instead called selfish.

presence was onli noticed when no one's around.
mistakes seen n goods forgotten.
concern is nuisance n uncaring is UNCARING.

end of story.

+_ 17th mOnth hAppinEss _+

2007-06-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, 2dae's a special dae. for it's mi n my baby's

17TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY~~!!!

hehe...baby, through all times, u were there for mi. be it happiness or sadness, u're alwaes there wheneva i needed someone to juz hold mi n lend a listening ear. i'm seriously gratefull to all these n i hope tt for e future years to come, u'll stil continue to love mi juz e wae u shower ur love upon mi now, if not, even more love(lolz~~!!) things happened between us, be it goot or be it bad. but i'm glad we've gone through it together at least for wateva tt had already happened during the past 17 months. n i certainly look forward to being juz by ur side, being the onli woman tt u'll eva need in ur whole life. no one's perfect, so i hope we'll strive hard together towards a more fulfilling and understanding relationship. last but not all, i LOVE u darling..

n not to 4get, i went to SIM to attend the UOL's enrolment tok. n pls lahz, it was soo early. at 9am!! imagine mi hafin to wake up at round 7am juz to b able to reach ON TIME!!! wat if next time lesson start @ 8.30am lehz?? i'll b dead!!! n e journey to Clementi is like 1hr plus lahz...reali sianz lehz...there's like nothing u can do on the tain except to sleep, entertain urself wif ur own's mp3 or juz stare into space like an idiot lor. n e worse scenario is to b soo sleepy but yet u cant even find a single seat except to stand in a squeezy corner. oh ya, btw, i was saying, so tired was i but i still managed to drag myself outta bed n was late for like 15mins. hahaha...

the tok was ALMOST rubbish. out 100%, i would onli sae tt mayb like 30% was useful. n guess wat, i was soo bored tt i even borrowed from winnie's her CLEO to read when the speaker was tokin lahz. reali, i didnt tried to b rude. but i juz couldnt stand it. n at least i was betta den the person sitting behind mi. (he was sleeping comfortably during the second half of the tok!!!) n b4 the tok ended, we left e lecture hall 15mins earlier. BTH~~!! hahaha

after tt, we went to eat the jian dao curry rice. wah lao, damn nice lahz...!!! so SHIOK~~!!! hehee....n followed by shopping awhile for like 1-2 hrs at bugis. n guess wat?!?! we 3 took a double deck bus 12 back. the above deck was full of ppl. but there was quite a handful of uncles occupying 2 seats wif themselves on 1 seat n his stuff on the other. n soon i was e onli 1 left w/o a seat n yet when i looked around them soo mani times, none offered. juz when 1 auntie (round 40-50, pretty for her age i suppose) came up to look for a seat, 1 man took his stuffs up n eye contacted e auntie to come over n sit beside him. n jess n winnie started luffin lahz. do wat?!?!

the uncle prefer e auntie den mi.

am i reali tt ugly?!?!! hahahah...i've to like look around n try to look pitiful n yet none AUTOMATICALLY offered mi a seat. n yet when e auntie came up, immediately she found a seat. HOW UFAIR CAN GOD BE~~?!?!?! n e 2 of my best fren can still tell mi i cant b cpmpared to a auntie for its a uncle sittin there. n straight after tt, e thunderous laughter followed. (-_-)

hahaha...aniwae, i met up wif sweetheart 2dae...nothing much but still, i'm glad i managed to spend 2dae wif him. though we were busy wif his camp stuffs, i still tink tt it's been a joy n blessing to b juz beside him on our special dae. n while he was sending mi back juz now, 2 ladies were on a bike. e driver (obviously being a P Plate) being new, stalled her bike's engine. n when they finally moved off, e lady at the back was taken by surprise n her jacket fleww off n dropped onto the ground. if ani one of u were in tt situation, wat will u do?? for mi, i'll go back n pick it up. n yet, e ladies did something i couldnt understand. They JUZ LEFT e jacket on the ground n moved off~~!!! lolz~~!! crappy...n we do haf alot of weirdos in our tiny island...

haiz...im so tired 2dae, n i'm still waitin for my baby's call...mummy's off to sleep le...i'm goin too le...byebye ppl...update soon le...take care!!!

+_ trOubled _+

2007-06-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

boohoo!!! so sianz so sianz for the past few daes...i didnt noe tt there has atuali been soo mani probs in my family n some stuffs till all these daes n guess wat? they all flew to mi straight in the face juz these few daes. one after another n it juz seems as if it's neber goin to stop. like its neber goin to end. n rite to all these probs r all becoz of money.

MONEY is the ROOT of all problems.

i certainly believe in tt after wat has happened these few daes. i once heard someone saying this, "everything in this world needs money. even tt e grass below our blocks need money. if they dun need money, do u tink anione would b so great to provide the grass?" haiz, i guess tts reali the case. juz like 2dae, i went down to SIM wif jess. n guess wat? upon reaching there, we juz got to noe tt the money tt we paid the previous time (a total of $4688.25) was juz the fees for the lectures, tutorials n mock exams by SIM. n so, i even haf to pay 49 pounds for UOL's registration and a freaking 488 pounds for UOL's admittance or course fees. regarding the 488 pounds, i'm not too sure but i'm definately sure tt this has to b paid if i wan to pursue a degree wif UOL at SIM. and all these r not included in the $4688.25. it has to b paid b4 school commences on 30 july. n guess wat? after converting the pounds to sing, it's a whopping amount of $1200(rounded up). n tell mi, where should i go to get this big sum of money?!?!?!

rite in the beginning of the studies, i understand tt the fees for the whole yr would come up to a max of 8.8k but tt wasnt wat i thought the 8.8k would consists of. n all these payments has to b made separately. if some of u guys noe, my aunt is sponsoring mi for my degree. but how thick skinned am i suppose to b to keep goin back to them to ask for money again yet again?? n to be exact, there r some amounts tt haf to b paid in pounds n this means tt when the time comes, the payment will b converted into sing wif e currency at tt time. n tts e amount i haf to pay. n i reali wonder if i should take up a part time course. to study n work at the same time wif my aunt's support. i'm unsure if tt would b a goot idea but this certainly seems to e best of all ways tt i haf now since money is wat i'm concern most now. haiz...is studies onli for those rich kids onli? this reali makes mi wonder...no, make mi n jess wonder. n i'm seriously troubled.

time n time again, when ever i'm approached by ani of my fren, asking for advice on whether to take full time / part time studies, i would juz blatantly tell them tt full time studies would b a better choice w/o fully understanding their concern. yet rite at this moment of time, i'm actuali hafing doubts if i should go for a full time degree. n i'm truely disappointed wif myself for i couldnt even convince myself rite now to juz finish tt 3 yrs of full time studies n yet i still dare to pursuade others to take full time studies. n this prob reali drives mi crazy. n i reali hope tt GOD can juz let mi win like $100,000/- in either TOTO or 4D. or even betta, let mi wake up tomolo will the bags of money rite in front of mi. n all these probs will b solved...

training on tues n wed has certainly allowed mi to understand my own skin's texture n needs as well as understanding the type of complexion tt one has. i've benefitted much from this course. reali. n i'm kind of looking forward to startin work. its juz tt there r juz some moments tt i feel scared tt i cant meet e quota. but it shouldn't b too much of a prob rite?!?!? hehehe...

baby's sleeping now n i'm rite here blogging. he's soo dark lahz. n soo tired...tink i'm goin home soon le..n i love him so much..words can neber express how much i love u sweetie...muacks..

+_ sOoO rAndOm _+

2007-06-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

lotsa things happened this weekend...1stly, tse chiew's burfdae!!! hehe...love this darling ger soo much...

ger, thanks for alwaes being soo sweet...
for alwaes being so steady...
i'm glad u enjoy ur burfdae for i enjoyed it juz as much..
happie 20th burfdae~~!! MUACKS!!

well, we went to town. actuali wanted to go to MIND's Cafe...but due to our screaming for food stomach, we went over to Cafe Cartel @ PS. hehe...n got a treat from jesselle's god father...n we ate a whopping $100++ for tt SUPPER~~!! hehehe...thanks jess.... oh ya, total of 6 of us, lai fun n her bao bei, win, jess, mi n e burfdae ger~!!!

but straight after our supper, we were so full tt we juz felt like sleepin rite on the spot. n in the end, we didnt go there but went to jess's place. there, we cam whore awhile b4 we cut the cake n share it...but to the supper, we reali couldnt eat the cae n ended playin games so as to finish up the whole cake. luckily it wasnt too much a cake to start wif. wahahaha!! n courtesy to jess, we opened a bottle of vodka. n continue the nitez tt wae..loser drink n as usual, the 2 persons were so drunk tt nite.

LAai fun n Jess...

hahhaa...e both of them were soo drunk lahz...bth!!! hehe... n when jess tried to run awae n hide at her bedroom, mi n lai fun DRAGGED her out of it to continue the game!! n trust mi, the 2 of them looked juz like 2 tomatoes!!! LOLZ!!

haha....we went home at round 3am wif lai fun n her babe sending mi back...wat a fun nitez!!! i wanna go to MIND's Cafe again...will drag baby down wif mi!! hehehehe....

oh ya...post some pics up, it's juz some gifts tt baby bought for mi when he went to taipei. i promised to share wif u guys n here it goes...

the CK IN2U

e baby loves mi hand fone strap

e pile of stuffs he bought

Love ya baby...

off i go to the Suntec IT Fair!!!

+_ n siCk iS e wOrd _+

2007-05-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

fever fever n MORE FEVER!!!

yeah...everyone's hafin e thing bout fever. i'm sick since my grad dae. but on grad dae, i met up wif sooo mani mani peeps!! n boi, i miss them soo much!! n yeah, i can still remember clearly tt i was still telling Ms Synthia tt i was afraid tt i might juz trip n fall. n guess wat she told mi?

"earlier on, there was this ger whose heels came off sia~~!!"

n soo much for tryin to seek a tiny weeny bit of comfort in her. so much help ya...lolz~~!!!

but we had fun, taking pics here n there...coming up wif all sorts of poses for the pics...hehehe....photo taking is fun~~~!! hehehe... but was certainly hungry, i didnt had a single bit all dae till e refreshments came along. i didnt gobbled everything, but i did took AFEW bites.... hehehe.... n yeah, i promised my gang to go out for dinner wif them. i'm sorrie, i didnt noe tt mummy got a dinner tt requires mi to go wif her. so sorrie...reali didnt manage to predict tt in time!! will meet up wif u guys for sure de~~!! i own u guys 1!!

n ya i was sayin i was sick, was hafin a high fever from wed nite to the whole of thurs!! so sianz...reali sux... n to my surprise, baby also not feeling well in camp. he also haf fever...for the both of us, wed to thurs means fever. n i ended not goin to the interview tt i had for a job recommended by jesselle. luckily tt person was reali nice, n allowed mi to postponed it to fridae...heng arhz... n yeah, i went yesterdae...to the interview. n i'm in it!!! hehehe....see mi at the counters serving u my best...

hehehehe...juz cant wait for it to start!!! all thanks to jesselle!! hehehe...erm, baby's sick yesterdae for whole nite n i went to took care of him, i hope he's feelin betta. funni him, sick liaoz still wan go out gai gai...hahaha...haiz....pics will b up real soon....i've got some interesting pics wif shrek!!! hehehee

loves ya sweetheart~~!!

P.S Blogger's ok liaoz!!!

2007-05-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

something's wrong wif blogger...i dunno if its juz my com or wat but it juz happens tt whenever i try to create a new blog n comes to a new page...the screen juz becomes like this...

wat is wrong?? do u guys experience this too?!?! or is it juz mi again?!?!

sianz...ling went overseas le..kinda sad 2dae...i ALMOST cried...almost... but well, i juz cant imagine how much she makes an impact in our everyday lives. all tt she haf doone for mi, mum, ye n the family... it's such a shame tt i noe how much she means to our family...from all the cooking to cleaning to keeping to mopping to sweeping to nagging to being a goot sister to being a goot daughter n so much more.. yeah, if u're reading this now, we missed u alot. i can see how much mummy is worried n reluctant to let u go at the airport earlier in the day. well, mi too. n we forgot to take a PIC~~!! DAMN~~!!!

but aniwae, she'll b back...n e onli goot thing bout her leaving is tt i haf the whole of this KING size bed to myself (i sleep wif my dear sista btw, in case i'm scared~~!!). n there is so mani cons to sae w/o her around...

i'm feeling reali tired. tired of everything around. i've learnt the true meaning of "a broken mirror can neber b mend for no matter how hard one tries, e scars will alwaes b there". nothing more to sae, juz let mi drain n fade awae slowly. till i die awae. in fact, its killing mi so painfully, its juz like no matter how much i try to salvage everything, e obvious scars, the cold hard truth will alwaes b screaming at mi every now n den. mayb its the price tt one haf to pay, i dunno how much longer i can withstand, for its reali draining all tts left of mi...

every single bits of mi tts left....all gone...

2007-05-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

yeah...i'm now back home safely liaoz!!! finally my job ends le...n mark the start of being unemployed le.. but,

I'M TOTALLY ENJOYING EVERY MIN, EVERY SEC, EVERY MOMENT~~!!!

hehehe...n guess wat?? my sugar love's coming back in less den 12hrs time~~!! okok...gonna start my facial liaoz...to meet him wif a radiant look~~!!!

+_ 1 mOre dAe 2 go _+

2007-05-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

yeah..~~!!

1 more dae to go!!!!

hehehe...n i'm classified under umemployed liaoz...was soo soo angry on wed. whole dae, i did nothing in the office. n juz when i was bout to go home, some ppl juz cme into my room n sae " let's do the testing now!!" n i was like

"HELLO...DO U NOE WAT TIME IS IT NOW?!?!"

i was like screaming this lahz!!!! in my head... hehehe...n i was like "ok! sure! *smile politely* " n wat else could i do except to do tt? n pls lahz, they could still ask if i'm in a hurry to go home or not. n mind u, when they asked mi this, the already asked all tt's involved to come over to my table to do all those testing. how considerate!!! i juz felt like there's nothing i could do except to sae "hahaha, i'm not in a hurry to go home...dun worry~~~ " neber mind the fact tt i'm being paid for OT @ a rate of 1.5 times. its juz tt i couldnt understand y they haf to do it at tt point of time when i was bout to go home n not even earlier or wat. juz nice tt time. n i was still complaining bout hafin nothing to do for the whole of tt dae. wats wrong wif the ppl?!?!?!

n yesterdae, i cant believe tt i actuali stayed back due to work. haha...for an hr though. n here i am complaining i've got nothing. so y do i haf to stay back? i was supposed to do data migration on mondae n finish them by thurs(which is 2dae). but somehow, i juz dun haf e rights to access the system or even possess e data tt were supposed to b migrated. n so...this drag on for another 2 daes n onli till wed, which is yesterdae can i start work on my stuffs. n i haf to do a marvelously tiny amount of data...

2000+ data to b migrated over to the new system within 2 daes.

n they thought tt i was God...

n rite at this morning, after finishin some 400+ data, they said they r not goin to migrate the rest over liaoz...hahaha...n i'm back to surfing net~~!! hehehhe.... baby's comin back from taiwan liaoz...miss him man, i cant believe tt we can even bicker over the fone n in different countries.... haiz, but i'm glad its over...i'm wondering where should i go wif him when he comes back. he's goin to haf a short leave. which means tt we can go on a holidae!!!! hehehe....cant help but juz drool over this thought.

okok....blog again...i'm needed for the movie session~~!!

loves,
eve

+_ wOrk for last 4 daes _+

2007-05-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

went out for movie yesterdae n it was goot....touching at some scenes n funni at some. well, after movie, i headed home le..actuali wanted to chill out somewhere wif the group but well, work tomolo!! its work's fault~~~!!! kns~~!! i hate it...but well,

3 Daes Left!!!

hehe...i'm goin to start counting down. count down to the remaining daes tt i still haf at ModusLink. seriously, I'm glad to b here. to b able to make such goot frenz here. or mayb its becoz i hafnt heard of ani rumors bout mi yet(for i've personally heard wat others haf said in the toilet bout others). but i tink i might wan to juz close one eye bout the fact tt e ppl here @ Modus r big time gossipers. well, 1 thing which i hafnt mention is tt the ppl here reali gossip. n its not bout whether u dislike the person, he/she hafin poor dress sense, he/she hafin attitude prob or wateva reasons...rite here, no matter wat u do/sae, they will b criticised. okok, back to topic. I hafnt HEARD of anithing bout mi(which doesnt mean tt there isnt ani), so i'm juz gonna sae bout the goot frenz i made here.

My very 1st frenz, Siew Luan, hu 1st asked mi out for lunch on the veri 1st dae. My group of frenz on 1st dae such as XianJing, Eliz, Amy, Siew Lan n others. I tink i didnt reali get a chance to get to noe the others well except for siew luan, xianjing n eliz. they r such lovelies~~!! xianjing is soo ever "sharp" wif her words...siew luan for being so caring n nice n eliz for her cute-ness. hehehe...n still got my lunchmates like huimin, jenny, angela, vincent n david. w/o them, i tink i'll b soo lost. thanks to them, life in the company picked up. i no longer felt tt bored at work n its such a such thing angela left us 1st. kinda miss e times when the 5 of us go out for lunch 2gether.. i'm glad i came rite here, though i remembered vividly tt i was so RELUCTANT to come over n work here in the 1st place. oh ya, not to 4get my head Kenny, e Mr Nice Guy. for being so nice n polite. its certainly a joy to b workin under u....

i'm still bothered by whether i should continue another week of work though. such darlings int he company is making mi start to miss this place le. n i actuali thought tt i couldnt last more den 2 weeks in this company wif nothing attractive. n yet rite at this moment when i could choose to fly awae, i hesitate. all becoz of these lovelies tt i've met rite here at ModusLink. n, i'm hafin all kinds of emotions rite at this point of time tt my head doesnt noe how to rule.

oh ya, work's starting soon liaoz...gotta start all the data transferring liaoz...i hope these will end soon...n i cant wait for fridae to come. haha...tokin bout this, i was still telling mum bout this thing tt i cant wait for fridae to come, which means the end of my work. hahhaa...n i juz told her this.

"mama, do u tink tt God has made a mistake wif the daes n its actuali fridae todae n not tuesdae?!?!"

"u crazy izzit?!?!" (*she continued luffing...)

yeah, tts my mum....tts y i love her...

+_ 2 yEar _+

2007-05-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

n i juz found out tt i've been using blogspot for 2 years~~!!

Happie 2nd Anniversary!!!

+_ laziEe weEkend _+

2007-05-07T11:04:00.000+08:00

oooh...new dae, new week... this is my last week in the company liaoz..!! n i'm happie bout it. i thing becoz here damn sianz. but den, i'm kinda sad bout losing this job too...
reasons coz:
1. i've made reali goot frenz... =(
2. i'll b reali broke again liaoz... =(
3. i'll b rotting at home.. =(
4. i've gotta find new job again.. =(

but seriously, i dunno y i'm still hesitating when i can leave. mayb its becoz they've asked if i could extend for another week. n i'm not sure if i should do so. its juz like wat i've told dawn. it's not as if the company's gonna extend mi for another month(like $960). its gonna b juz another week. so i was tinkin if i should continue working here or wat. i hope to look for a job tts nearer to my house. or even if i can, look for a customer service job. it could reali build up my resume. plus, if i dun work for tt 1 week, i could use it to look for jobs earlier n mayb start a better paying job in time. but well, i dunno... but which jb could let mi haf the same kind of benefits @ Moduslink again?!?! i wonder..to b able to blog like this, chat, surf net online for 1 whole month?!?! i startin to wonder if i should stay n juz get tt xtra 1 week of pay. or should i juz rot about..

oh ya, ran into this siao auntie on last thurs during lunch. she grab my umbrella demanding if i could lent it to her. n pls, i was reali badly shaken by it. did i ever mention b4 tt i am reali veri veri scared of freaks?!?! gif mi all the big dogs, cats, cockroaches n so on...but not FREAKS!!! she's reali veri scary lahz...all my fren were shocked by her surprising attack. n pls, i was attacked by my own umbrella. n this makes mit ink bout whether i should or shouldn't bring umbrella. mum has alwaes asked mi to bring all the barang barang in a bag so tt i could wat wat wat...n i alwaes hated the umbrella for it was alwaes so heavy(to mi lahz!!) n ma fan(troublesome!!) but i tried to b a goot ger n bring it to work. n thx to it, i was attacked by a freak becoz of my umbrella. so tell mi,

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT BRING AN UMBRELLA?!?!?!

this is getting exasperating!!! e more i tok bout it, the angrier i get. mayb not angry lahz, its juz the feeling of not being able to vent it out, for the crazy auntie ran off immediately after accidentally hitting mi n my lunch. n hu else could i vent it on?!?! my parents? baby? my frenz? or the ALREADY ran off crazy auntie?!?! okok...nvm...i dun wanna tink bout it liaoz...its juz so annoying...reali...

my weekend was reali simple...styaing at home makes up like 90% of it. n i swear i hate this kind of life lahz.. went out wif zac, dawn, simin, wendy, keith, winson n elvin to east coast park n chill out. hehe...but it seems more like 2 different groups tryin to merge together n chill out 2gether. i dunno, mayb i was sensitive...haha...aniwae, its reali nice to hang out at ECP at nite n i swear i'm goin to make baby come n pitch a tent wif mi one dae...!!! wahahaha...oh ya, we used to do it, n now, he told mi things r definately gonna b different during the wooing period n "attachment" period. now, i'm goin to tell him things r definately goin to b the same or even betta during the "attachment" period..!! lolz!!! bring mi to pitch a tent!! hehehe....i wanna pitch a tent wif sweetheart~~!!

baby's gone for soo long..n mummy saes i'm finally spending some time at home on weekends. but i miss him. sweetheart, i appreciate u callin mi n wastin lotsa money on the fone calls. but i'm spending money too rite?!?!? i love u..3 weeks w/o u by my side made mi realize lotsa things. no matter wat comes by, u're still e one tt i wan. for ur love is wat keeps mi alive n breathing. i wonder if these 3 weeks haf been a goot tinkin period for u, but it has definately been a goot one for mi...u're all tt matters sweetheart...all i need is u...

n god, when is sat gonna come? i work up this morning reali damn lazy lahz. how i hope it's fridae straight awae...i juz cant wait. i gotta drag myself outta bed like i was weighing tons... n i told "Ling, y isn't it fridae 2dae??" i dunno.. i hate gettin up early in the morning...n seeing all my family members still in bed, sleeping all so soundly. yeah, tts how i felt...n e same thing goes through my head every monday to friday, "y is life so unfair?" , "isnt 2dae suppose to b fridae?" , "did god make a mistake? its still saturdae!!" yeah, childish as it seems, this is wat goes through my head every morning.

n rite now, i'm blogging. they sae works gonna start this afternoon liaoz. for all tt data migration thingy will start this afternoon after lunch n guess wat?!?! i lost all the notes tt i've made during the 1st week tt i reported to work. how nice~~~ =)

loves,
eve

+_ 2nd LaSt wEek of wOrk _+

2007-05-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

oh yeah, finally its already half wae through my last week of work liaoz!! yes yes yes~~!! hehe....i was so bored at work 2dae lahz...finally i buey tahan, n went to crunchyroll to watch movie again~~!! yes....AGAIN~~!!! hahaha...n guess wat i watch?!?!

SAILOR MOON MOVIES~~!!!

so omg lahz..!! haha...its been so long since they appeared on the tv liaoz...it was my childhood muz watched cartoon n yet now, it disappeared!! n i still remember how faithful i was to the show... alwaes loyal, no matter where i am.. there i'll b, rite in front of the tv when it's time for the Sailor Soldiers to come into action. hehehe....i believed sailor moon was mani gers' dreams n fav cartoon character in those daes~~!!!

so ya, there i was, sitting on the office chair n watchin 2 Sailor Moon movie at 1 go...hahaha...tts how i spend my dae 2dae...

n oh ya, went to NTUC juz now...shit lahz...2dae's wednesdae!!! kns~~!! n pls, straight after we paid for our groceries, we were reminded of this special wednesdae thingy when the cashier took back 20cents from us. ani idea?!!? it's SHOPPING BAG DAE LAHZ!!!! kns!! from my point of view, its juz another scheming wae to cheat the people's money lahz... imagine GST goin up to 7% already n to make things worse, we r being "punished" by making us pay for 10cents for every plastic bags gifen to us on wednesdae. pls lahz...if we even tink bout it, it's reali unfair man... i noe the reason behind the whole plastic-to-shopping bag thingy. n yes, i noe its becoz of the environment tts y we even haf to do so. i'm not tryin to complain n b irresponsible n sae i do not haf a share in living on this earth. but its juz tt i feel tt these money should at least not b profited by NTUC.

ok, mayb its becoz of my ignorance tts y i thought tt all the money collected from the wednesdae plastic bag sales go to NTUC. but as far as i noe, teaching the people to b environment friendly doesnt mean tt someone should b benefitting from it if things r reali goin according to my tinkin. izzit it a betta idea if they were to come up wif a plan tt sae tt every wed will b shoppin bag dae. n every customer hu doesnt haf a shoppin bag will b charged at 10cents per plastic bag.

HOWEVER,
all the proceeds will b used for maintaining our environment like maintaining our nature reserves or parks n so on. let us noe of where the proceeds will go to instead of juz sayin we will b charged. wouldnt it b a betta idea?!?! seriously, i would feel even betta if i am asked to pay for the plastic bags n might feel a sense of responsibility in protecting the environment this wae.

n pls, all the above r juz some of my views. they do not mean anithing else except some rantings tt i would wan to sae out after a long dae.

n something sweet happened 2dae....Baby called mi suddenly 2dae...he's coming back soon le. i hope he comes back fast fast. erm, oh ya, he called quite afew times 2daewhich reali surprised mi. its like he took such risks juz to call mi n sae how much he miss mi..i'm reali touched.. n sweetie, i'm waitin for ya return. things happened but i hope we'll get over them soon. love ya lotsa....muacks...!!

i goin off to watch tv liaoz...wahahaha....

loves,
eve

2007-04-29T22:54:00.001+08:00

for all tt disappoint mi,

dun ever come back to mi for help. for i will promise tt i will onli add on to ur misery... n make u u feel even worse. trust mi, i haf my waes...

so...go on n do it... juz beware tt my words will come true.... for i will make sure it comes true... dun ever doubt a person words.... juz pray tt God's wif u... n this time round, i mean it...

+_ nEw blogskiN _+

2007-04-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

finally had my new skin up le...hehehe...i'm qute pleased wif it though...wat do u guys tink?!?!

juz finish postin some pics on friendster n so...i might as well juz share wif u guys...

i miss my baby....n he's gone for like oh-so-long.... y hasnt he called mi~~?!?! come back soon~~!! oh ya, angela's not workin in e company liaoz...todae's her last dae...haiz...but well, i'm goin off soon le!!! hehehe...updates soon~~!!

+_ coLdddd _+

2007-04-25T17:20:00.000+08:00

i'm so cold...BBBBRRRRR...i'm freezing lahz....practically freezing myself dead. haiz...i've juz changed my seat to WeiLi's seat!! a manager seat. 2 tables in 1 room~~!! hehehe...from sharing a table wif kenny to hafin a table on my own~~!! A MANAGER TABLE~~!! hehe...call mi manager man.... haha...

no lahz, bluff u guys de. i'm juz TEMPORARILY ocuppying the seat. coz clara left liaoz deb there's a xtra table now. so there i'm in the manager's room. n guess wat?? everyone's like askin...

"hey, y r u in tt room?"
"wah, u become manager liaoz arhz?"
"how does it feel to b in this room?"
"is this ur seat?"

n others juz peep in or come in to "LOOK" for weili when their eyes' on mi~~!! another even worse, she came askin mi, "hey, did u see my file~~?" this is when she neber sat here or wat. so wats the prob?!?! haha, i'm juz sittin there temporarily due to the lack of seats. n not ani of the believed reasons tt is stated above. oh god...n oh ya...i finally haf something to do in the morning. but well, it turns out to b e same now. n eah, nothing to do...for the whole afternoon. i noe things gonna b REAL busy in 1 week time but i juz cant help but complain~~!!

oh ya, baby went to tai wan le. since last sat. which is like 5 daes back.n he went for field camp in taiwan for 2 daes n he will b back on e fridae. haiz..i tink its bad enuff tt he's goin to taiwan n guess wat? he went on a field trip...wth~~!! wah lao!! somemore my bills confirm damn hgh de lahz...i've been calling him n smsing him fromsingapore to taiwan...!!! confirm 100+++ de...die le lahz...tink a big portion of my pay's gonna b here liaoz...sianz...bth~!! muz find more jobs le..this job's ending on may 10 n i gotta look for new jobs le...anione got job to recommend?!?! i need a job after may 10~~!! i dun wanna slack at home n grow fat... reali...oh ya, back to the topic, baby will onli b back on the 12 May!! i'm dying le lahz...so long...

luckily i'm workin till e week he comes back den he can pei wo if not, reali damn sianz lahz...haiz...life everydae is so sianz, morning wake up go work, den go lunch, den wait for off work. den if lucky, go out for dinner or wat, if not go home, den after all the barang barang, sleep...!!! sianz.. life sux..
i juz thought all this on the bus yesterdae.

everydae = 24hrs
work = 9hrs
to n back from work = 2hrs
waking up in the morning to prepare = 1hr
sleep = 7hrs
own free time = 5hrs

wah lao, 5hrs is barely enuff lahz. n mind u, this is onli a rough guide. in fact, i reach home round 6.45pm everydae plus bathe n eat will come up to round 8pm. from to 1am i'm free. n tts e onli time i'm free. by 1am, i wun b able to wake up in time if i dun go to bed. wth~~!! damn sianz!!

okok...enuff of ranting...gonna off work in 10 mins time liaoz...still gotta make my wae to recruit express to hand in timesheet. sianz~~!! bye~~!!

+_ tRust _+

2007-04-20T14:50:00.000+08:00

there r so mani mani thoughts goin through my head so quickly tt my hands cant seem to catch up wif them n put them into words eventually. n its kind of bringin mi down.

mayb its juz mi hu dun understand..

n i'm still standing there in the haze, waitin for u to pick mi up...

+_ 15th mOnth aNnivErsAry _+

2007-04-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

thanks to my goot boss, kenny. i'm blessed enuff to b sitting in the office wif nothing much to do except to surf the net. but i reali got a feelin tt things will pick up as the daes go by. aniwae, tt will mayb take place 2 weeks lata. n for now, i shall bring magazines to work...put some titbits at my desk. but seriously, i dun wan to grow fat. its juz sit n eat n sit practically the whole dae. this meaning tt u minus awae the goin to toilets... damn sianz lahz~~!! i'm goin crazy le...

baby's goin to taiwan le...i certainly hope tt by the time he comes back, his schedule wouldnt b so packed. he said tt he might b able to book out everydae. wah, damn cool lahz. n he shall b mine after work~~!! hehehe...no lahz.. back to the topic, he's goin to taiwan liaoz. wah liaoz, dunno how i'm supposed to live lahz. e 1st time we couldnt meet up was when he 1st entered army. 2 weeks w/o meeting. but we chat on the fone everydae lahz...n he would sms mi every now n den lehz...but now, dunno how.. somemore, its even longer den the previous 2 weeks. i'm dying le..damn shag..

oh ya, last sat was my 15th month anniversary wif sweetie. we didnt went ani where far, but it was reali great to be able to juz spend this entire dae wif him. well, for past half a year, its been hard for us to actuali celebrate our anniversary together for he was alwaes in camp. i muz admit tt this has greatly sadden mi quite alot but well, he makes it up wif all the sweet sweet lil' actions. i'm not goin to tok ani more bout it for i'm goin to post up some pics for u guys to see. hehehe...not tryin to show off anithing but juz to share my joy wif all of u...

sweetie, thx you for everything. this is absolutely sweet. although it wasnt quite the same as wat i've thought mani a times it would be. but all it matters is u're here wif mi, n i'll miss u...

hey fren...my sweet frenz...pls call mi out soon...!!! hehe. let this sat b a small gathering for all of us k? dinner, sentosa, or movie or johor...hehe...let's do it man!!! n all my frenz, i've neber reali thanked u guys for being there for mi after we grad or watsoeva...juz wanna let u guys noe tt my life changed when u guys entered my life. n its the second best thing to ever happen onto mi after i met my love. thank you for being there.

zac: my buddy, foreva there wif ur languages. u're greatly missed.
gino: my ma fan fren, there's for being there, alwaes ready to lend mi a ear or shoulder when i encounter obstacles. may e best b wif u...
joy: hey babe!! whenever u're around, everything seems to light up. tts becoz ur e brightest star around!!
dawn: if u're neber here in my life, i would neber haf noe e importance of a toilet...!! lolz!! stay tt wae ger, u're missed too..
ede: my 1st fren beside my tp klass mates. n i still rememeber e veri 1st time we met during the CM forum...lolz!!
simin: hey ger, u've been a reali sweet n caring fren. i'll miss e times when i'll wait for u n u'll wait for mi to attend lectures together~!!
sheryl & liping: i've neber been reali close wif u guys n tts reali a pity. but u're there wif mi n i wan u to noe, u're greatly missed by mi too...
wendy, han wei, elvin & edwin: though i dunno if u guys will see this or not, but i'm glad to sae, luckily we've met up more. its onli after grad den we started hangin together which makes mi feel weird n at e same time happie. i wanna see u guys soon!!! hehe...boogie boogie all nite long...
my classmates: becoz of u guys, i'm proud to sae i'm the klass representative of F408 n it rox!!!
all the frenz: sorrie, but at the same time, thank God i've got to noe u guys....

+_ wOrk @ 13 April 2007 _+

2007-04-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

I gonna agree wif all my thumbs and toes up for agreeing wif the song. e one song tt i bet everyone noes. n it goes like...

"it's a small world after all...
it's a small world after all...
it's a small world after all, it's a SMALL SMALL WORLD.....!!!"

haha...2dae's probably the most interesting dae tt ever happen during the 1st 5 daes of my work. as everyone noe, i'm so "BUSY" for the 1st 4 daes...i didnt even get to see anione n get to noe anione here. n thus, i missed her. but i'm lucky tt she didnt missed mi. it might b the reason tt she ISNT AS BUSY AS mi....but still busy also. n she saw mi. wat a relieve~~!!! it's Angela...

well, i swear tt i didnt noe she juz like not more den let's sae 8m awae from my desk lahz. n yet we caught each other(ok...she caught mi 1st...) on thurs. it's reali great to see someone u noe here. e environment here....haiz...nothing to sae. entertainment wise....nothing to sae...location wise....even more nothing to sae...seriously, i dunno wats the benefits of working in this company or mayb this area. It might b the onli reason tt U WILL B REALI BUSY AT WORK~~!!! hahaha...lolz...cant help but luff even when i'm typin this out. LOLZ!!!

we chatted n went for lunch together. got to noe from her tt this company is actuali dominated by SRJC n TP students...haha...cool...oh ya...jenny n huimin also went for lunch together. in fact, i joined the 3 of them for lunch, which makes it a four! lunch's ok...its e afternoon tt makes it bad....

was nagged by the security head lahz.. n both angela n i were suay enuff to kena him. but i tink the most suay is the security guard at the door lahz...felt sad for him. its all tt HEAD's~~ fault. gif mi a chance, i'll make all the poo poo on his head!! haiz....but he's damn sad lahz...1stly, no one in the company likes him. 2ndly, he doesn't haf anione to lunch wif in this company~~!!! omg... n noe wat it means?!?!

HE GOT NO FRENZ LAHZ....!!!

can imagine how happie i was when i heard this from kenny. hehehe...haiz...mayb i shouldnt b soo bad...seriously, we did something wrong. but i dun tink its soo big tt we should b treated this wae. imagine someone of no relations to u, tryin to scold u as if he's the teacher n u're the student in secondary skool. I was tryin to b polite throughout the whole thing n i tink he reali took advantage of tt. haha, so, i tok back. my temper is bad n yeah, i totally agree wif this sentence tt i've juz said. hehehe, but at least i did said something tt should b LOUD enuff for him to hear. n i swear man, everything he's near mi or wateva, i'm definately gonna sae this... "I WONDER IF I'M STILL IN SECONDARY SKOOL OR SOMEONE JUZ CANT LIVE OUT OF TT AGE. N PLS LAHZ, IT SHOULD B AT LEAST 25YRS AGO STUFF LIAOZ LOR~~!!"

hehehe...i tink e reason tt he's doin things like this is becoz no one actuali stood up n tok back to him whenever he did tt. n tts y he dare to treat ppl this wae. so rite from this moment, i'm not goin to b juz like others. so let mi e the 1st one to do tt, n i dun care. i'll sae him till he realize tt i'm not juz someone to mess around wif. sae mi petty, he's gonna suffer~~!! HAHAHA~~!!

goin out wif wendy, joy lata...tink its a great wae to spend fridae nite..

loves
eve

+_ wOrk _+

2007-04-11T09:57:00.000+08:00

for the past 2 daes, i started working...@ this company call ModusLink... its situated @ Ubi. for some reasons, i've developed some love-hate feelings for the job tt's gonna last 2 weeks, which means from the 9th April to the 20th April. if u've been my close fren or has asked bout mi recently, u would haf noe bout y i'm feelin this wae... mayb i should sae bout wat i've been doin for the past 2 daes at work.

Day 1

My working hrs r from 0830 to 1730hr. btw, I was there early on the 1st dae.

Schedule

8.30 - 8.40am
Reached the company and filled in the application form to start work.

8.40 - 8.50am
Got to bout my desk location n brought around.

8.50 - 9am
Applied for my email account wif my "head", kenny.

9 - 12 pm
Couldn't do anithing. surf net. msn. email....

12 - 1 pm
Lunch wif the new colleagues @ the coffeeshop nearby.

1 - 5.25pm
Surf net. msn. email....

5.25 - 5.30pm
Home Sweet Home~!!

isnt it goot?? tinkin tt i didnt haf to do anithing the whole dae n get paid. but seriously, this life isnt for mi man. every sec, min n hr tt passes by, i will onli get to noe them too well. I was told tt it was becoz of the company goin for a new integrated system tts y i was urgently needed for all the documentation, filing n so on. but end up, kenny was informed on my 1st dae tt the system will onli b done by the next 3rd week. (-_-) den tts y i didnt haf anithing to do. i actuali asked him if i could do anithing to help him n he said no. den i asked him if we could do all the things for the system earlier. n he said no. everything has to b uploaded afew daes b4 the system goes live. so, he said there's nothing i could do. n he said mi to SURF NET...

Day 2

was there early. reached like 5-10mins earlier.

Schedule
8.30 - 9.30am
Helped kenny wif some printin and filing.

9.30 - 12pm
Surf net. msn. email....

12 - 1 pm
Lunch @ office, tabao(packed) my lunch from same coffeeshop.. =(

1 - 5.25pm
Surf net. msn. email....
5.25 - 5.30pm
Home Sweet Home~!!

isnt my dae sweet?!?! somemore i wasnt feeling well n after lunch, i was feelin soo sleepy. but cant sleep due tot he reason tt the manager could see mi sleep as she's sitting rite at my left side side!!! somemore i surf net surf till dunno wat to do liaoz sia!!! damn sianz. n i decided to change my blogskin. so i surf around..n yeah, found some n yeah...changin it soon.

went out to get mum's things n my facial mask lata in the nite yesterdae. n reali wasnt feelin well recently, n i went to bed b4 12 lahz!!! omg...i hafnt been doin tt for the past few months liaoz lahz...but well, i felt reali refreshed 2dae morning.

rite now, i'm typing out this blog, i'm doin nothing again. so sianz...but i'm sure there'll b something to do lata in the afternoon as kenny asked his boss if there's anithing for mi to do liaoz. hahaha.. okok...guess i reali got things to learn n do le...!! hehehe..

my bearie hunny boi has gone on his field camp le...hope tt he will b safe. love ya lotsa sweetie...muacks..i'm waitin for ur return... =)

+_ bAke agAin _+

2007-03-31T01:48:00.001+08:00

i've been baking lotsa cakes recently...for jess to be exact. n wow...i am a goot baker lahz!!! not ENITRELY my efforts(wif jess , eileen n phoebe!!), the cakes r DELI-CIOUS~~~!!! n all the cakes tt we haf baked so far r all chocolate cakes~~!! so CHOCO-LI-CIOUS lahz!!! they're reali nice...not too sweet n not too bad to eat. well, these comments r from others tt haf sampled the cakes..not by we ourselves.so..i tink they r nice. but becoz of the varyin weather few daes n the choco cakes, i'm hafin sore throat le. as in real bad de sore throat lahz.. i sound like a Man...lolz...n it sucks....i cant tok for it hurts wheneva i tok, cough or even swallow my own saliva!! sianz!!!

went to SIM yesterdae for the application to uni. there r 2 aunties tt r so "polite" lahz. being new there n hungry, we(mi, jess n phoebe) decided to check out the Mega bites(wif the take away counter de!!) cafeteria. not knowing wats on the menu, we decided to go in n take a look. so when the aunties asked if we r eating, confirm we juz replied them sayin tt we r takeing a look 1st. n guess wat the aunties replied?!?!?

"see lahz see lahz.. wan to see den let u see lor, aniwae see also no need money wan mahz..."

wah, damn polite lahz....so bloody irritating lahz. i was walkin at the back thus i heard it. n immediately i felt so fuckin fed up lahz. of coz i told the gers n got a shock. their reaction was worse den mine. i'm considered goot temper le..wahaha...lolz!! the food there was reali nice n wif real BIG portions!!! hehehe...to reward the aunties, we ask to pay together n lata changed our mind to payin individually after she printed the receipt. aren't we considerate?!?!? lolz~!!!

went to eat pepper lunch express wif mum, ling n auntie. i tink its nice lahz. except my throst was killin mi. n yeah, did something reali nice together for my family n my boi. not goin to sae it out coz he might noe when he checks this post. so tell u guys some other dae.

Dinner N Dance
was reali fun. got sabotaged n haf da go on stage. the food was ok. n the MCee was reali entertaining. got everyone of us luffin so hardly. wendy came at a lata part though but not much fun was missed!!! overall, tt dae was fun lahz...reali enjoyed. but inda sad tt everyone's goin their own ways le n meetin up will definately b hard.

sweetheart, muacks. love ya lotsa...

+_ siAnz _+

2007-03-26T03:15:00.001+08:00

in e morning @ 3am...i found out bout something exasperating...but i decided not to let it rule my head too much. so, i found out the best wae to deal wif it.

EXTREME MEASURES SHOULD B TAKEN IN EXTREME CIRCUMSTANCES.

mayb onli tt someone will feel tt change ba...hahaha...goot for it!!! i felt happier this wae. n also for the wae things r rite now. juz dun understand y there r soo mani this type of ppl around. God should eliminate them for the sake of mankind. btw, god was kind enuff to let them live n probably hope tt they would use tt tiny weeny brain tt was gifen to them to contribute something goot. but no...instead, God didnt expect the worst to come outta these brains.

but i understand. too much to envy over, too much to b desperate over...i pity them... i feel sorrie for them. mayb i should b n mayb i shouldnt b. aniwae, i wasnt pointing out anione. so if anione was to take it TOOO PERSONALLY, too bad, i cant do anithing to make u feel betta. juz pray to God n hope tt He forgifs u. n yeah, i'm doin u a great flavour by tellin u this.

b contented wif wat u haf n stop envying others. its for ur own goot.

n b4 i 4gets, sweetheart, u're veri much missed...n i love u. for all tt said we couldnt last, may HELL b wif them. for my love for u will alwaes b true. ur love for mi is e greatest thing tt could ever fall upon mi. muacks. to everybody else, i love u guys too..

(P.S xian, u're goin holiday le, hehehe, u noe wat to get for mi arhz~~~!!! lolz!! =X)

loves,

eve

+_ dNd _+

2007-03-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

went out wif jesselle n winnie 2dae...pity tt lai fun cant join us..if not, could haf a small gathering (w/o tse chiew n jo n the other gers though). n i actuali went out of the house @ 11am!! hehehe...so early juz for the Uni application. things happened. n mum's wish too...so i went to apply for uni.. so straight in the morning, i went all e wae to clementi wif the gers. n as usual, winnie's late.

mi n jess went over to Bugis street to shop shop awhile. but i guess we were too early. onli a handful of shops were opened. got ourselves some munchies b4 we finally settled down @ this manicure shop for express manicure n pedicure!! hehe...manicure for mi n pedicure for her!! hehe...e service n nail color is reali nice. e seats r nice too...so comfortable... n guess wat??? it onli costs mi $8.90 n jess $13.90!!! omg!!! CHEAP rite? somemore u get to use OPI nail color!!! wahaha...but reali...so comfortable tt we almost fell asleep there lahz~~!!! hehehe...but we soon left to meet winnie n went to SIM..

after tt, went over to recruitment agency. i wan a job. i'm so damn broke liaoz...ahaha...den went to eat e "delicious" nasi lemak. so not nice lahz....reali dun understand y tt stall still got TV recommendations...!!! sianz!!! hehehehe....lolz!! but after tt, we went back to TP le. winnie got tuition u see, so we went back to print our transcript...n guess wat? gotta wait for 5 workin days b4 we can get them...so long. sianz half throughout.

dnd is coming...dawn's got her ownplans n simin got hers. tink they already prepare for it liaoz. dunno if i should start tinkin bout it too. ask jess for her help for tt day's make up le. haha...hope tt she can help mi wif it though!!! hehe...thanks in advance~~!!! hehehe...

n i should start working ASAP~~!!!

+_ miSS yA LIkE cRazie _+

2007-03-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

i love drinkin...is tt a goot thing??!?! i dunno if its goot. but it certainly doesnt put my life in a pathetic wae either. so i presume tt its goot. besides, drinkin red wine proves to b goot to the body if drunk in a healthy wae. mayb its becoz i juz finish 1 bottle of red wine wif my neighbours tt y i haf the sudden thought of blogging bout drinkin. i thing i reali hate drinkin is : my face doesnt go RED after drinkin!!! y do ppl go all red like a tomato but i dont?!?! well, i certainly hope to b like 1 for i've neber been like tt b4. my sistas, my mum, my gers....they all do. i heard someone telling mi b4 tt, drinkin promotes blood circulation. n it shows when one's face goes all red after all tt drinkin.

DOES TT MEANS TT I DUN HAF BLOOD CIRCULATING ROUND MI~~~?!?!

hehehe...dun tink so lahz. if anione's wonderin if i'm drunk or not...i'm glad to tell u tt i'm not drunk yet. i can hold my liquor pretty well...mayb high esily...but neber drunk. to sae it truthfully, i've neber been drunk b4~~!!! hehehe...veri high? yes... drunk?? no.. mayb i should sae thanks to my dear nieghbours for trainin mi tt well. we alwaes come out n drink by tt small table tt placed juz outside our doors, at the corridor. hehe... martell, XO, red wine, sake... u name it, we haf it...if not, i would haf long gone when i 1st club~~!!! hehehe... due to the frequent drinkin sessions...i tink i can hold liquor quite well i guess.

i wonder if i'll haf a big roly poly belly by the time 1 reach 40 or not. drinkin promotes a big belly man. i'm quite afraid. i hope it doesnt work in my case man. pray tt i dun get it. for my frenz hu likes drinks too, do u guys worry bout tt kind of problem n regret bout it?? hehehe...actuali i do, but its juz tt when the time comes again, i forget all bout the regreting n drink again. i guess tts mi...how bout U?? hahaha...

juz finish my tok wif sweetheart, he's finally back from tt 2D1N field camp. juz had our 14mths anniversary b4 he left for e camp tt dae. nothing much, but i was glad tt we managed to spend it together...juz e regret tt nothing special was there for mi. kinda regret but well, wat matters most is him i guess... hope he's not too tired from the camp. miss him these few daes... oh ya, went to the metro sales wif xian n ling...n there was nothing much to buy from there...

SUPER DOPER NOTHING!!!

i wonder how ppl managed to fill up their shopping bags(it was provided). n wat the hell they managed to fill it up wif. i didnt buy anithing for myself but bought something for sweetheart. i'm not gonna buy wat it is, but i do haf a message for baby. baby, if u're reading this, i wanna let u noe tt i'm gonna clear all of ur oldies wif the new ones tt i've bought!!! hehehe...time to clear!! as the chinese saying goes "jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai" (the old doesn't leave, new one doesn't comes) hehehe....beware!!!

went for supper wif xian, ling n han (he joined us lata) @ ECP Mac. reali nice, n went for a short stroll by the beach. baby, its time we take some time off n spend some sweet time ourselves. after tt, e went back. heard some pretty nice singing from the bernice's pub n yeah, hope to go back there sometime soon.

n in officially 3 daes time, i'll b goin for my final interview which i hope to make it. reali scared but i noe i need to haf self confidence. i reali like this job n yeah, hope to get it. frenz hu noe, pls pray for mi. for those hu dunno, pls pray for mi as well....(thanks~~!!) n if i reali got the job tt i wan, i swear i'll publicize e job tt i've been trying soo hard to get. so pray tt i get to tell....if not, i'll b too shag to even type it out le... =)

no one's online n i'm goin to watch TVU player le...i'm hooked onto it!!

byes..

+_ kidS.. _+

2007-03-14T17:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i juz haf this love-and-hate feeling for them. i remembered my mum sayin tt she once consulted a fortune teller n he actuali told my mum i haf an affinity wif them. sometimes i wonder if its my character or it is tt so call affinity tts y i get along well wif them.

KIDS....

tts wat i've been tryin to tok bout. i dunno if u ppl haf this kind of feelings too for them or its juz mi. been at home these few daes. n been handling on alot of kids' stuffs.n my 2 neighbour's daughters r more den enuff for mi.

sometimes they r juz too nottie for mi. or mayb i should sae tt they r too clever for their age?? losing abit of their childishness...tt makes them abit too adult ?? for an example, there was this once when my mum was still workin 2 Changi Airport. n she was leaving the house n lockin the doors when this little kid came running to the door n called her.

ger : auntie florence, where r u goin?
mum : i'm goin to work lor...u wan go wif mi izzit??
ger : u goin to Changi Airport to work izzit??
mum : *shocked* ya lor...hahaha...

muz b wondering y my mum was shocked. no one has ever told this 2 yr old where my mum was working. e onli possible thing is she heard it while the adults were tokin to each other. but tinkin back, is it reali possible for a kid to catch wat the adults r tokin bout?? n bw, no one ever told her tt my mum was working @ Changi Airport!!! i'm seriously gettin all confused up le.

n yeah, back to topic...juz todae when we went out. both kids wanted to hold my hands n walk. its like i'm not their mum n i was chosen. its not tt i'm complaining when i'm obviously like so well-liked by kids, but when the quarrelling part comes...it will drive u mad. both the gers will b like shouting n hitting each other. n soon, all the "rain" comes falling down from their sparkling eyes. den i'll b like wondering, where did the angels tt i holding juz now?? haiz...n yeah...this is wat happened juz now. n all kids r like Rambo lor. hitting n scratching n kicking mi...i hate it. n one thing, their mums juz dun CARE... n either
1) open n close one eye. 2) neber see.

i swear to God tt i reali felt like slapping them, scolding them, hammering them n even throw them n so on when they r reali nottie. but it's juz like when u're about to b soo angry wif them. they shown u the most angelic faces tt makes u juz go like AWWWWW. its juz like the cat in Sherk 2. i hate it. n when u r thinkin of like sae neber mind lahz..., they turned into devils again. sickening!!!

i love kids...(see, i'm contridicting myself again!!!) boi juz tok to mi bout gettin married @ age of like 27-28. den i'm screaming like i'll b 26-27 by den liaoz lor!!! i told him bout mi wantin to get married at round 25-26, so tt after like 2-3 yrs of honeymoon period, i can get a child. i dun wan to haf too big an age gap wif my kid. i still wan to go out n let others exclaim loudly n sae " wow!!! u look juz like the big sista to ur kid!!!" hahaha...but rite now, writing bout these kids, i'm wondering if i still wan them. God...

P.S sheryl, i hope u'll haf a goot time wif ur sweet ger. hope tt she will not b one of the devils tt i tok bout...!!! hehehe...kidding!!!

+_ i'M bAck!! _+

2007-03-12T16:35:00.001+08:00

i'm back to blogging...been reali out of moood to blog...plus exams, new year, fren's burfdae n so mani so mani...so stress tt its been up to my neck le. graduated for like 2 weeks liaoz....haha..since my exams n i've been doin nothing at home actuali. been goin for some interviews but well, the ultimate choice is still not up yet though.

Interviews/studies
1) interviews has been goin on. n well, i certainly hope i can get the kind of job tt i wan. but its realli kind of frustrating to even pondr bout whether i should get into a uni n consider studyin anot. its like every adult tt i tok to wants mi to continue my studies. i reali wan to do so, but i haf my obligations. sometimes, life juz doesnt go the wae u wan things to be. if i haf a choice, i wanna b greedy. study n get the job tt i wan @ e same time. but well, i understand tt working n studyin at the same time will get one no where. tt will onli b/may b if one is reali reali reali hardworking. i noe i'm not cut out for tt. so i juz hope tt God will watch over mi n makes sure i dun go the wrong way in life.

2) I've been goin for my dream job's interview le. n i'm glad n happie to sae tt i've been to the final round of interview le. hopefully i'll get it through. juz e thought of e interview makes my heart pounds so hard rite now. baby bought mi this blazer for my final interview. hopefully wif his blessings n my mum's n God's n mani others, i'll get through. but seriously, after all these interviews, my hope is getting greater. as the saying goes, "the greater the hope, the bigger the disappointment". i'm unsure if i should place ani hope or watsoeva. Bless Me...i sae.

IFC Chalet
the chalet has been reali successful. alot of ppl came n tts wat makes mi happie n felt satisfied. for all those tt we fail to contact in time for the chalet, i'm reali sorrie. but well, all the hardwork was paid off. of coz, there r ppl tt i wan to thank.

1. Zac : thanks for the great leadership shown. this chalet will neber be successful w/o u.
2. Simin & Edwin : thanks for the great variety in goot food~~~!!! ur effort was recognised!!
3. Dawn & Gino & Joy: thanks for everything tt u've done. from helping out till the closing.
4. Everyone tt came : thanks for coming. w/o ur presence, evferything will b in void!!!
5. Me : thanks for putting effort!! LOLZ~~!!!

i'll neber forget this chalet. n of coz everyone tt makes it happen...for the organisers, make a dae free so tt we can celebrate k? for those hu wanna join us, remember to let us noe!!!

Lai Fun's Burfdae Celebration
hey gers, it's reali fun clubbing wif u gers. i reali enjoyed myself. hope tt we'll come out more often. our 9 years of friendship r ties tt cant b erased wif juz a few simple words. u gers will haf mi throughout all tt comes. tse chiew, when's ur burfdae coming?!?! we wanna meet out again!!!!

Baby

sweetheart, i love u juz as much. if not, even more. i'm still tt ger u love. i guess, words r juz neber enuff to describe the love between us. muacks.

e mi rite now is like so BROKE tt i dunno where to start finding money to spend. i hope my dream job comes quickly enuff for mi to start work asap!!! hehe...den earn money asap!!! i need money!!! ani pics will b up real soon...(i hope!!)

+_ hApPie VaLeNtinE dAe tO mE _+

2007-02-16T04:24:00.000+08:00

haf a reasonably fun dae wif my gang of frenz...yeah...excpt for the fact tt i spent half e dae in skool. but as wat zac saes, celebration onli begins in the nite. so ya, ok lahz...haha...quite speechless i guess. went to haf e nasi penyet (i tink?!?!?!) wif them n yeah, chilli was extremely hot though. dunno for wat reason but it was definately hotter den usual. e onli person hu can stand it is simin i guess. she can take HOT stuffs!!! hehehe...

went spinning around n finally landed in e MAC at clarke quay. got lotsa ppl, goin to club, chillout, n lots of other stuffs tt they haf planned. as for us, we juz found a place to chill out lor n of coz discuss bout the chalet. mac's double chocolate frappe is soo CHOCOLICIOUS!!! haha...with a great price and a great drink wat's more to grumble about?!?! haha...though e other drinks r not as nice as drinks from starbucks n coffee bean n so on, the drinks and the prices r goot enuff to gif them 1 thumbs up!! i gif them a 8 out of 10!! go on n try it!!! n tell mi ur ratings... =)

went to mustafa yesterdae n saw a couple (from TP). haha...quite weird i should say. shoppin at mustafa on valentine's dae. though weird but i muz sae tt muz haf been quite an experience. i was tinkin, goin mustafa to shop on this dae would certainly means tt e couple doesnt wan anione to find out where they r!! m yet suay enuff, i found them!!! hehehehe...but i'm gonna gossip bout hu they r...juz wish them luck lor.

i'm definately quite sad for this year's valentine. my sweetheart's not wif mi. he's in camp. n as i walked aim lessly wif the group, seeing all the other gers wif their bois n holding their flowers, i start to wonder where my boi is. n ya, i understand tt he's in camp workin hard. but i juz missed him so much at tt point of time. n tokin bout flowers, i juz counted tt its been 5 LONG years since i last received 1. hahaha....back to my boi, he's busy preparing for his stuffs yesterdae in camp.

i created a joke 2dae in th skool's lift, shall let u guys noe in my next post. dunno y i got so mani jokes!! kns!!

sweetheart, happie valentine's dae. love u juz as much, if not even so much more, n neber abit lesser. juz wished tt u're here wif mi yesterdae but neber mind, i noe there will b more vlentine's dae for us to come.

lastly, happie belated valentine's dae to mi...

+_ gRaduAtiNg Le _+

2007-02-08T17:10:00.000+08:00

oh...had my IFC foto shoot 2dae...haiz, so fast gonna grad le. reali will miss the times when i n my gang would like,

1. skip lectures
2. dye hair during SIP periods
3. go all the wae to orchard for lunch
4. ship aroud 5 canteens for lunch
5. stay back till 10pm to meet projects' deadlines
6. doin facial masks
7. playing warcraft...

oh my god, suddenly, everything seems to be comin back to me....so mani mani things...my IP1 wif dirah n lecturer Ong, IP2 wif gino n zac...all the fun times tt we had.

oh ya, dawn joined us 2dae. well, she's one of our klass people i guess le...so used wif her around. hahaha.well, we certainly had our fun. fun wif all the pics...we even had fotos wif Mr Richard Seow. wah, reali so long neber see him sia. i rememeber ivan thoo sayin this. u'll onli see ur care person 2 times in the whole of 3 years officially. n well, i certainly did!!! once i step in to skool (the veri 1st dae i mean) n take cohort / full klass pics!!! erm, mayb i'll see him during my graduation ceremony. mayb...btw, sheryl, we reali miss u alot...come back soon!!!

pity marcus's not here todae. if not the pics would b even more fun wif him. he sure haf alot of wacky ideas de...everyone was so happy taking pics sia...well, will post e pics soon i guess...my career interview's 2dae btw. did ok ok nia...but i was reali glad coz by the end of the interview, synthia actuali taught mi things. she's reali a veri nice teacher. highly recommended!!!

i'm hafin a reali terrible flu now. baby, izzit tt u're missing mi too much?? miss ya lotsa too n come back soon!! muacks!! i've been hafin flu for those daes tt ur're awae for ur field camps. so, i guess u're hafin flu too rite?? went for a jog 2dae...haha...felt so song lor!! next time i muz make it a must to run at least once a week liaoz. neber felt so SHUANG for so long le sia!!! wahahaha~~!!!

i'm down wif flu....

+_ cLeAn cLeaN n mOoOrE cLeAniNg _+

2007-01-30T16:57:00.000+08:00

woke up @ round 11.40 this late morning. after mummy came screaming into my room sayin " wake up liaoz lor!!! buttocks gonna get burnt liaoz!! " hahaha...tt was when i finally got out of the bed. oh ya, zac gaf mi a morning call to remind mi tt sheryl's coming to skool. n yes, e prezzie's wif mi. hehehe... so, got up prepared n yeah reach skool @ round 12.45pm. was pretty late but well, neber mind i guess.

rachel's reeali sweet. its a pity i couldnt catch a tiny glimspe of her seein our skool's short circuit(i was late, remember??)...but she was already sleepin veri soundly by the time i saw her. n yeah, saw e whole family. so blissful. felt happie for them. wah, time passes so fast lor, it seems to b juz yesterdae when i received sheeryl's sista sms bout her gifing birth le~~ n now, TA-DAH!!! baby's 1 MONTH OLD le!!! of coz, all our prezzie, hehe, hope rachel will like them. i've specially pick them for her. wif zac's n gino's help of course....

after tt, went off to print some poster for sweetheart n went home le. went home for spring clean sessio wif mum. its time to do spring clean i guess. hafnt been helpin much wif e household chores, so i thought mayb i should reali helped out 2dae n so, there i was, cleaning out the whole afternoon. didnt noe tt my house had so much unwanted stuffs sia. but was glad to haf cleared them out le. saw alot of stuffs from the past. Letters from my pen-pal, my pri skool bestie, my cousin, my bear bears, my medals n so mani mani more... mayb its time to write some letters back to continue my friendship wif my pen-pal, ask bout my pri skool bestie and also do some things tt i hafnt been doin. haha...

tuition's quite enjoyable 2dae. its been soo long since i last felt so enjoyable during tuition. e kids did their homework n yeah, are pretty obedient 2dae. hope tt it will be the same for the comin tuition too!

baby's out for field camp. haiz, i hate tt. miss him soo much. so sianz sia. ever since last weekend, after we kinda tok bout our feelings, i feel tt our relationship has strengthened le.which is of coz goot!!! i noe where i stand in his heart n he noe bout mine too. miss ya soo much darling...muacks...

+_ fRuitfUL daE _+

2007-01-26T14:46:00.000+08:00

here i am, sittin in front of my computer, tryin to do something to my blog. i reali wan to be juz like how i was in e past. to blog every now n den whenever i haf e time. b ut i guess things juz dun work out the wae u wanted them to be. but i told myself. i'm gonna do somethin to it. so ppl, get ready to see wat changes there'll be k?? haha...

long dae in skool. yeah, i hate thursdae. its alwaes so LOONG. reali hope tt 1 dae i would own a remote control juz like the one in the movie "Click" hehe...den i'll be windin forward every thurdae...hohoho!!! web service lab is goot from now onwards!! haha...no more 8.30 liaoz!! onli 9.30!! onli too goot to b true man!! hahaha...tt would mean tt thursdae would b shorter by an hr!! hehehe...it rained cats n dogs 2dae. mayb tigers n lions...so cold tt i was shiverin all the wae!! BRRRR!!! i certainly hope tomolo would be slightly betta...if onli it could b a windy cum cloudy day....

went for a run juz now. after i came back home from skool. wah lao. my timing for 2.4km drop so much le!!! juz cant believe it lehz...haiz...e mere 4 mins has actuali made mi realized i'm not as fit as b4 n yes, i've not been running le...gotta run le. especially since ling's been quite enthu bout it. she's been runnin these few weeks n she has certainly improved!! gotta work on it le!! if not, i tink i' gonna fail my NAPFA tts comin so soon!! n i certainly dun wan tt to happen.

suddenly, it seems like i've got so mani things to buy. i need to change my cleansing line, need to buy new items to add to my wardrobe, need to buy my contacts lens n so mani more. juz hope tt heaven will be kind enuff to let mi win some money in some lucky draws man!!! n tokin bout lucky draws, i was neber lucky enuff to win anithing. haha...till this dae when i opened up my email n pop out 1 email tt goes like: " hi, congrats. u're one of our lucky winners!! ..." omg!! though its not something reali like cash or hamper tts realiworth alot, i'm reali happie bout it. onli becoz i believed tt my luck is changin for goot le!! hehehe...

I'M GONNA JOIN MORE LUCKY DRAWS!!!!

darling, i hope u can see this. wateva obstacles tt come our way, i'll be there wif u. juz like how u promised mi tt u'll b there for mi. becoz of u, i'm blessed everydae, becoz of u, i'm being loved everydae n onr thing for sure, becoz of u, I'M GETTIN LUCKIER!!! muacks muacks muacks!!

+_ sO LoNg sO fOrtH _+

2007-01-20T04:33:00.000+08:00

wahahaha....2 weeks since i last blog le...so long...been busy wif all the projects and ya, EPS especially. rite now, i'm so bored to e extent tt i'm blogging rite now. all becoz of EPS!! haha..i felt reali fortune. to be able to work together wif HPB for my final year porject and beoz of this, e media been comin these few daes to interview us. but its such a shame tt the project didnt had much to boost of since its still in its phase 1. if not, there would be so much more to tok bout it. yeah...standin rite on the concourse in my skool for the whole dae waitin for ppl to come over n ask mi bout the project. like reali lame lahz. but no choice.

again i haf da rush for my final sem's project soon le. with netsec, mcomp n oh ya, web services. web services arhz, i reali dunno wat to comment. with one of my team mates hafin such a "goot" attitude, it simply drives us crazy. reali crazy. sleepin partner. n i absolutely got no idea wat to even start wif lor. god pls drop a perfect project wif the perfect explanation for mi to xplain to Mr. Vincent wong. n tokin bout him, he's so "niao"(stingy)!!! ask him papers for EPS's flyers (100pieces), he gaf EXACTLY 100 pieces. omg!!! wth!!

oh ya, went to joy's cirthdae chalet yesterdae. took lotsa fotos n yeah, had a great time. pity tt i'm tired n wanted to leave early. if not, could haf enjoyed more. happie birthday darling ger!! mayb all the things tts gonna come ur way be smooth...things will work them out themselves de....

haiz...back to standing still again le... =(

+_ sO tULaN _+

2007-01-05T18:04:00.000+08:00

wah lao...i'm finally finishing my report liaoz n yet this printer has to gif mi poblems rite at this min!!! so tu lan lor!!! its so late liaoz pls...so sleepy sia!!

+_ pOst chRiStmAs _+

2006-12-29T18:45:00.000+08:00

its been rainy these few daes. 1 bright dae followed by 2 rainy daes...its been almost this pattern recently. n i'm gettin sick of rainy daes...haiz...but well, i'm back to blog bout the TP gang's outing last wed b4 New Year comes b4 i can get to blog bout the past christmas.

its rainy tt dae i remembered..but well, all was fine. n its reali great to meet up wif frenz during holidaes to see wat each other haf been doing. n we sure were noisy. dinner @ sakae sushi @ heerens was immediately changed to Sakae Sushi @ Funan due to the dinner buffet offered there. but e price is slightly higher due to the offered tepanyaki. e whole meal actuali costs us a mere $25 when we were all leaving wif our roly poly stomachs. haha...definately valuable for money!!!

Can u spot the differences?!?!

the veri nice tepanyaki

Ling merrying wif her Christmas ball from Zac...

Our friendship...

playin games n exchanging of presents were a must. this time round, Zac got the honour of treating us wif drinks!! hahaha....he got a gift of ONLY $2.78!!! hahaha...THANKS ZAC!!! lolz...last year was gino n this year him, reali makes mi wonder if e 2 goot frenz haf agreed on taking turns to treat us drinks!!! haha...

we had a foto taking session when we were on our wae out lookin for entertainment after dinner. haha...we took fotos wif a santa claus n i guessed everyone had fun.

after tt, it was K-ing @ Teo Heng. It's situated in Katong S.C. quite valuable too. should go there rather den other places i sae. the drinks r all priced @ $1 each(irregardless of wat type of drink, soft/mineral). plus, all the songs r pretty up to date!!! even english rap songs n r&b songs r available too!!! hehehe.... for more pictures...click HERE.

spent my christmas eve wif baby & gang. BBQ-ing & of coz their favourite, GAMBLING!!! hahaha....black jack n so on...hahaha....reali had fun wif the guys' gers. especially WeiLi & Amanda. mayb its becoz its alwaes them tt i see more ba...hahaha....played throughout the whole nite till early morning though...n yeah, will post e pic up REAL SOON....

+_ bAck!!! _+

2006-12-20T16:18:00.000+08:00

elloz ppl!!! Merry Christmas n a happie New Year in ADVANCE!!! hahaha... christmas is coming again le... n this time round, i'm glad tt i haf my TP gang wif mi again for the second time this year. here to tell u guys e details for tomolo n blog blog abit aniwae...

CHRISTMAS OUTING FOR TP GANG!!!

Venue: The Heerens (Sakae Sushi)

Time: 3.30pm

Meeting Place: Tampines Interchange

Attire: Anything

** to remind u guys again bout the gift tt u HAF TO BRING!!! hehehe...stick as closely as u can to the rule!!! if not, prepare a holEEeeE for ur POCKET!!!

**erm, we'll b hafin our lunch cum dinner @ Heerens, but can meet us @ tampines or straight there!!

hehehe...i'm so xcited bout the cvelebration!! actuali, its not too bad an idea to celebrate ani festive celebration earlier. although it cant b an outing on the eve or on tt dae itself. lots of $$ can be saved. hahaha...i dunno wats wrong wif mi these few daes. mayb its becoz i'm broke once again tts y i'm back to being a CHEAPO!! @$@%&^#^$ haiz, y am i alwaes broke whenever festive seasons r near?!?! damn sianz lehz...reali dunno where i spend all those money tt i haf...n yeah, mayb i haf to go back to teach e nottie kid tt i used to teach previously le.... REASON? too broke n yeah, no $$ to spend le...sianz

Eve's word of the dae: Neber try to even tink tt u're rich for an hour, or u'll be broke for the next week....

yeah...xian, when r u goin to tell mi bout the present tt we r goin to exchange?!?! tell mi soon!! christmas coming liaoz!!! haiz, oh ya...juz went out wif xian last sundae, juz b4 baby report for camp the next morning. we had a 4 person date!!! hehe... quite nice, juz tt mi n darling were late...we had dinner @ COKA Restaurant @ Ngee Ann City. hahhaa...n we had steamboat. wah, at 1st we had tom yam soup as the soup base. but in less den 10 mins, we(xian n mi) were complaining bout the spicy-ness of the tom yam le...han was ok bout it but my baby was sure ENJOYING e tom yam!! my baby can take HOT stuff. he can take the HOT coz he is HOT!!! hahaha lolz!!! but in the end, we cooked up alot of trouble for the waiter there by changin our soup base n lotsa more stuffs!!! lol!!

we sure eat till we r all stuffed up wif food to our mouths!! n after food session, foto-take comes le!!! e gers were buy taking pics while e bois were busy fussing over their full stomachs. n oh ya, i tink e 4 of us felt like winnie e pooh!! hahaha...roly poly!!! hehehe...took pics @ taka christmas tree, walk for a REAL SHORT while n we were off home le...though time's spent is short, but is of quality... post e pics soon real soon k? (xian, send mi the pics soon!!)

oh ya, still gotta go find present for the christmas party wif baby n his gang. thought tt i didnt haf to buy anithing for e xchange. coz baby was sayin he needed to get a present for the xchange n i thought it was onli HIM!! but instead, its US!! hahaha...lol!!! i bought the gift for him juz now le...tink i gotta go look for 1 more tomolo le!!

the last 2 weeks was practically wif baby all day long. morning till night. help mi renovate his room, paint his room, goin to ikea, carryin things back from ikea. wah, tt practically kept us busy till last sundae. den the next few daes is preparing for my term test le...haiz...was so busy last 2 weeks n now so free. reali feel abit out of place. tink i'll start slimming down these few daes...make full use of my holidaes to slim down,,, jia you jia you jia you!!!

haiz...gotta go wrap gift for tomolo le...haha....look forward to tomolo!!!

+_ siAnz _+

2006-12-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

hafnt been bloggin these few daes coz baby's out!!! finally met him after 2 whole weeks of "confinement" for him n mi!!! last week i wen to port dikson remember?!?! haha... thus, we haf da reali treasure the times we haf last weekend... well, spent the WHOLE weekend wif him seriously, was wif him from 4pm (sat) till 8.30pm (sun). more den 24hrs rite?? haha...i noe...truely enjoyed the times we had...bee-u-tiful weekend rite sweetheart?!?!! haha...

btw, i'm gettin slightly tiny weeny RICHER!!! hahaa...my tuition no juz increased n this means more pay!!! hahaha...look forward to my pay day sia!! haha...n btw, christmas coming...my group of frenz...pls remember, e invitation!!!!

CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION!!!

Come join us for a fun-filled celebration organized by Evelyn n team!!!

DAY / DATE: FRIDAY, 22ND DECEMBER 2006

VENUE: NOT CONFIRMED YET(will be soon le)

TIME: NOT CONFIRMED YET(will be soon le)

DRESS CODE: ANITHING (dun wear also neber mind. let us see lahz~~~!!)

GOLDEN RULE: REMEMBER TO BRING A GIFT OF MORE DEN $3 BUT LESS DEN $4.

(**PLS INCLUDE THE RECEIPT INSIDE WHEN U WRAP THE GIFT... COMPULSORY!!!)

**THOSE HU FAIL TO COMPLY TO GOLDEN RULE WILL PAY....WAHAHAHA!!!

went wif dawn to "bian" for 1 MC 2dae @ e poly clinic...hahaha...exciting sia....dawn, blog bout it arhz...more details to go to her blog...i'm lazy le...but well, shoe hunting failed again...recommend mi places where i can find reali nice shoes!!! i'm in need of shoes~~~!!!

btw, uploaded pics of mi n ling 2dae....enjoy!! updates soon again!!!

erm, btw uploaded some pics

+_ pOrt diCksOn _+

2006-11-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

went over to a small part of malaysia wif ling last sat & sun. was reali a short trip but was quite a boring one. went there for the reason of gettin some products for my mum. muz be wondering bout products + holidae ?!?! wat's tt about?!?! well, its actuali a short trip organized by those companies for u to go for a trip wif them where all food n lodging r provided. n of coz, u haf to be there to listen to their new products n decided if u wanna join their companies by purchasing their products. n i sae, HELL NO~~!! i hate these companies. but becoz of mum, i haf da go wif ling..n yeah i regret...for like 70%...n i haf soo much to COMPLAINNNNN!!!!

early in e morning on sat, i haf to leave my house wif all my stuffs n ling to leave for malaysia. n yeah, i was wasting my onli chance of the week to be wif sweetheart. tts actuali e main reason y i didnt wanted to go...n yeah, e trip proved to b a disappointment!!! oh yeah, e company said tt all food n lodgings will be provided. guess wat? they actuali onli provided like 1 dinner, breakfast n short brunch(not enuff to b considered) lunch. for the whole 2 daes there. n e food was reali terrible. nothing nice. all bland. except for 1 or 2 dishes tt could mayb make it lahz. n i sae, for e sat lunch, they were supposed to pay for us, but in e end, nthey actyuali asked us to starve n wait till dinner coz by e time we reach there it was 2pm. n noe wat? they made us listen to them tok for like 2hrs b4 askin us to play games wif our EMPTY STOMACHS!! n by dinner, which was e onli dinner, finally came @ 7.30pm...imagine if i didnt buy anithing to eat. i would b goin all hungry from my own bought brunch in e late morning till 7.30PM!! wat goot service they provide...

next, toks were boring enuff. n to make it worse, they even added those reali silly antics to make mi n ling luff. well, at least of some entertainment but i shall tell u wat amuse mi & ling @ e tok. e whole hall was as shown below n yeah, at the indicated "X" sign, sat the company's staffs.

n everytime there's a new presenter, goin up stage to tok, e music would go loud wif techno songs or para para sakura theme songs to welcome them up on stage. n to show tt it was reali "grand", ppl allocated at the "X" seats would stand up n put their hand out so tt the present n run past them n gif them a high 5 juz like soccer players did. OMG!!! e moment i saw this, i was controlling my laughter so hard. wat happen next onli made it worse. after e presenter ran up the stage, staffs wif cameras would take e presenter's fotos n he/she would pose for the camera till all is done would the tok begin. WTF!!! its so OVER LOR!!!! omg!! by the time we see this, i n ling was luffing like crazy liaoz... an wat amazed mi most is the unison answer tt e audience had whenever e presenter ask a question. it was as though everyone knew wat to sae b4 hand...lolz!!! n i tell u, after the immediate tok tt we were forced to go, ling & i practically skipped e whole sessions scheduled for the 2 daes!!!

however, there was something bout e trip though. e weather was freaking nice!! sunny, bright, clear waters...it was juz like sentosa!!! juz tt e waters were even nicer (mayb less polluted) den sentosa. reali made mi feel like rushing back to sentosa wif my frenz n play whole dae man!! e onli thing tt comforts mi is e beach n the weather...freaking nice!! took quite a few pics of the scenery...take a look!!!

sunset!!

well, e whole of e 2 daes trip was sianz, but e both of us gotta noe 1 reali nice auntie hu reali taught mi alot of things. her life experiences are so interesting!!! n i reali learnt alot of things from her. i'm so glad i gotta noe her. so out of these 2 daes, knowing her n e beach were e onli things tt reali comfort mi....haha...goin home was e happiest thing tt could ever happen. i onli managed to reach home @ 1AM in e morning~~!! some pictures for u guys to see...haiz....btw, i'm tired le...continue my story again...

click here or more pics...!!

+_ bAby _+

2006-11-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

juz finish my call wif sweetheart...
missed him so much. plus, e thought of not being able to see him this weekend make life seems even harder...
he' doin fine inside army, juz tt dunno when e thing's gonna come n hit him real hard.
baby, thanks for all u've done..

wat a rainy dae 2dae was. raining cats & dogs. mayb even tigers and lions!!! haha...
ye xun(my little 8yr old cousin) went playing in e rain. n he LURVVEE it~~!! hahaha...
its been soo long ever since i last played in e rain le. ani one interested?? lolz!!!
spent e entire afternoon wif him playin monopoly n ya, ever since he was taught this game, i'm e official khakis for it.
i cheated all his money while playin!!! lolz!!
will haf to go there again tomolo. hope it will not b monopoly again. if not, i'll cheat him again!! ^-^

cycled to tuition, well, to & fro. remarkable!!! (well, not reali lahz)
n blogged...edited quite a few pics of baby n mi... n here it goes...

+_ dEspO gUys _+

2006-11-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

Guy : "hey, can i get to noe u??"
Ger: "sorry, i dun tink there's a need for tt."
Guy: "dun worry, i'm not a bad guy. i juz wan to be ur fren."
Ger : " sorry, i'm already attached."
Guy : "no miss, i juz wanna be ur fren. nothing more...we can take things slowly. let's be fren."
Ger : " so sorry, i'm reali not interested to be ur fren." (irritated)

*ger started to get aggressive & guy FINALLY backs off*

by e time my ger frens see this conversation, they would be feeling so fucking irritated if they were e ger. wats wrong wif all these guys?? used to tink e male species would haf alot of pride. e pride / "face" tt matters to them more den anithing else. where has it gone to? has it been eaten up by a lion?

saw a case of this incident recently n yeah. tt guy was so pathetically desperate. e ger being attached didnt even wan to be his fren. yet he was still so persistent n instead, reali got e ger so irritated. tt superb decision was made after hearing tt his particular guy had a fetish for attached gers n would go round looking for 1. hafin a stable relatinship or the word "commitment" neber existed. at least not in HIS OWN WORLD of vocabulary or dictionary. n to add on, goes round cheating virgins into hafin sex wif him b4 running off wifout a trace. noe wat i call this type of guys? BASTARDS, FUCKERS N SON OF DA BITCH!! seriously, these r not words tt could describe how i feel towards these kind of guys. something more severe is needed. n yeah, i HATE them to e CORE...

r there not enuff emails / books / articles n etc to tell guys wat gers look for in a guy when it comes to a serious relationship? sometimes, i reali wonder if they reali do understand these texts wif their dense pig's brains. God sent Eve to Adam as a long time companion and a soul mate, not as a SEX SLAVE. not for adam to cheat on eve n treat her as if she's something to throw into e garbage as n when adam wishes. has all these guys forgotten about this veri 1st reason y god gif adam eve?? e more i tink bout it, e more i cant forgive them.

to a DECENT ger, virginity is e most important thing tt a woman has full control over until she's ready to gif it to a man hu is worthy of it. deceiving e woman juz to get tt treasure is juz so despicable of e man. i guess these guys haf neber been taken away of their most treasured stuff. everyone hates to be snatched off their stuffs by others, irregardless of whether its treasured or not so treasured. n yet, its something tt cant be returned. tell mi if anione of u, who has by luck chanced upon this post of mine, enjoys e feeling of hafin being snatched awae of their things.

haiz...i dun wan to sae somemore bout these guys. i'll onli dirty my mouth n yeah.

FUCK OFF IF U'RE ONE OF THESE GUYS. I'M NOT SOMEONE U'LL WAN TO PLAY AROUND WIF.

n oh yes, baby, i miss u....oh-so-much...

+_ bLog hOp _+

2006-11-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

has been missing from my blog for a reali long time. i juz dun understand i'm kind of dreading to blog. i dunno y..i used to love to blog bout my life. to be able to note / pen down my everydae life somewhere. its like e past when i didnt haf a blog. i haf a self made diary and blog inside everydae. e tiny weeny things, events tt left mi heart broken, things tt made mi blow my top, e veri surprising surprises tt i got and etc... all these things r things i note down and when i'm free so or,even when i finish my diary, i would look back on the daes when i'm over e moon, depressed to a certain point or so on. i've alwaes enjoyed lookin back on my life and reminiscing e beautiful memories tt i haf. do u guys do tt too?? i wonder if u guys do enjoy doin tt too. but well, i dun understand y i dread blogging now. i kinda tired of it. i dunno y it happened but it's juz mi again i guess.

xian was e one hu 1st started e diary thingy wif mi. rite when we're sec 3. n yeah, xian was e veri best fren tt made mi open my heart to. so ready was my heart, to open up to her, to confide in, when we 1st became frenz...so whenever i blog, i do think bout her at times. like wat i'm doin now. n yeah, xian, i miss u so much...!!! e almost-all opposite hobbies tt we haf made us stand strong despite hafin so much of differences. n yeah, 1 secret tt onli she n i would noe bout our experiences in relationship, n xian, thanks to ur strong belief in it not being able to come true can we both enjoy happiness together now. n if not for ur encouragement, i would haf stop hopin for love. i love you sista, not e wrong kind of love, but more of sisterly love. u've been a great elder sista to mi. standin by mi, believing in mi & neber forsakin mi...

i dunno y i'm being so emotional now. but pls let mi be this wae for now.

n to my mummy, u're e greatest mum, most loving mum, most caring mum ever. althugh i'm clear of the fact tt u might neber see this post, i still wan to thank u. i've neber blame anione or god for lettin mi b ur daughter. n i onli thank GOD for lettin this happen. e strongest woman i've ever seen. not in terms of physical strength but in terms of mentality. mummy, i love you..

Ling, my sista, thanks for being my sista. i dunno wat else to sae xcept thank you. havin u is reali a blessing. (although u can b abit irritating in callin mi names at times~~!!! LOLZ!!!) best sista ever...n yeah, love ya too...

n baby, i love you. everything tt i could sae bout my love for u, i've already said. i hope u noe this. muacks.

to all my tp mates, hey, hafin u guys by my side is such a blessing. i do treasure everyone of u...fren foreva!!! to zac n gino, best frens / team mates ever!!! HOORAY~~!!

to my sweet pri skools girlies, love ya all to bits...i'm glad i still haf u guys around. n yeah, i'm being envied by many others hu haf already lost contact wif their PRIMARY SKOOL FRENZ!!! hahaha...lolz...

ok...i'm back to myself...n yeah, came across e pics tt ling n i took when we went to VivoCity. n i promised i'll upload them so, there u go!!!

+_ skY kOr's wEddiNg _+

2006-11-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

hoo...finally some time for myself to blog bout my life these few daes ever since i last blog.. so mani things happened n yeah, some of them in which i was glad it happened n some well, not too goot. but i'm not goin to emphasis too much on the bad things. reali dun wan to tink too much bout them too. most of all, i wanna sae bout my cousin's Sky kor kor de wedding...

arrived there quite late due to mi reachin home late n sadly, it was raining...haiz...but well, e whole family managed to reach there by 8pm. n luckily, we were still in time. 1st, gonna tok abit bout this BIG BIG family over here at mother's side. grandma has 14 children!! so imagine how mani grandchildren she has!!! thus, meetin up wif everyone is alwaes hard unless for new year. so, goot thing kor kor's wedding here. it reali let us catch up wif each other.

everyone there was toking n luffing wif everyone there. there was hardly anione not toking there...n yeah, loads n loads of people there...i caught up wif almost all my cousins. except for the reali lil' ones..hahaha...sat wif my 5th uncle n tt was tt. haha...kids abit small but proved to be not too much a prob. haha...i'm sociable!!! chatting n eating throughout the whole nitez n of coz, i wanna tok bout this family of cousin n mi. like i've said, we grew up together. so mani mani memories...n yet, due to time flying pass us wif out our knowing, we missed out quite alot on our teenage years. n now, one of them's married...n still i feel reali xing fu n happie n estatic n so on...i dunno how to describe my feelings. its juz like everything concerning happy n nervous r all jammed up inside mi n i reali dunno which 1 i should start describing 1st.

1st thing i see sky kor, zhuan kor n yu jie, we hugged. n god, i'm reali blessed. to haf such cousins wif mi. n watching e video made of my new da sao n sky kor onli made mi gif them even more of my blessings. well, lotsa pics were taken n so...do take a look!!

my mummy n i...do we look alike??

more pics to updated!!!

Ling, mi & our cousins~~!!

Lastly, e sweet sistas~~~!!

+_ bAck fOr uPdAte _+

2006-10-22T08:42:00.000+08:00

did i even remember to let u guys noe tt my boi came back yesterdae?? was out for almost e whole dae yesterdae. been out wif my cousin first. its been so ages since i last went out wif him. i still remember vividly when i was young, the 3 bro n sis cousins treated mi so well. bought mi ice cream whnever i cried, piggyback mi around, played hide-n-seek so noisily till my grandma would come running after us wif tt den fearsome cane. n so mani more stuffs back den.

after which, met up wif dawn for her hair fixing session. reached there lke 20 mins earlier. n while waiting for her, i shopped. hahaha...i guess tts e onli kind of thing to do. but feelin reali tred i went to e toilet @ century square n sat @ e sofa there till she was bout to reach tamp interchange.haha...how ironical? i alwaes haf this weird hought bout the sofa inside the toilet of century square. n even felt quite eccentric bout this idea. n yet it was yesterdae tt i had this chance to experience it. after finish using the toilet, n i was feeling reali tired from all the walking..n i sat there. waiting for her...lolz!! n on e whole, nice sofa!! hehehe!!!

dawn went to rebond her hair n i left ade wif dawn not soon after...went to pick baby up. haha...my sweetheart has gone from a boi to a fine young man!! i reali couldnt recongize him. he slimed down soo much!! so tanned he was. feel so man, sound so man n behave so man. hahaha...reali couldnt believe tt it was my boi...

went to phuture yesterdae wif him n his group of frenz..as usual, phuture was all jammed up. loads n loads of people tryin to get a piece of e dance floor. but tt wasnt wat both of us were tinkin. he taught mi a new game n i was pretty good in btw. hahaha...but something happened though. e car wasnt workin in a goot condition. his sista 4got bout the hazard lights n left the car void of battery n he even had da pushed e car wif jia wei, hu went to phuture wif us.but well, we left there @ 2.45am n went home to sleep.

baby...love u soo much..i'm glad u're back..reali glad tt u're back in my arms again...

thought bout some stuffs this 2 daes. mayb not all winners in any arguements should b determined from hu is the one wif the last luff. n its definately not goin to be hu wif the last words either. everyone's been tellin mi to juz ignore them n i tink tts wat i'm goin to do from rite now. everyone has eyes to see for themselves. everyone has a mind to tink for it themselves. i'm tired from all these stuffs. n i'm leaving it for all the juvenile delinquents. i juz wanna concentrate on my life wif my loved ones.

+_ fOod fOr e miNd.. _+

2006-10-19T15:05:00.000+08:00

wats wrong wif these people again?? something i cant help but ponder over y these people juz cant let it go. do they reali haf too much time to spare?? but even though IT has "increased" ITS vocabulary tremendously overnite (probably becoz of the lesson tt i've taught in my last post), it's mentality hafnt got much inprovement. mayb after a few more therapy sessions, situations might improve. should i start charging for my therapy sessions for the IT?!?!?! gif mi some comments man people. n to tt IT, pls dun sae u dun need it. u seriously is in need of some help.

my life has alwaes been peaceful.fun.happening. n out of sudden, juz like a bolt of lightning tt suddenly flash across e bright clear sky, all these dregs starts appearing. seriously, hu needs all those comments of urs? since they cant seem to understand wat i'm tokin about, i thought it was onli reasonable tt they shut themselves outta my blog. instead, it brought adverse results. i've been tinkin, izzit becoz i'm writin something tt proves to be of too much for kids(tt r not yet of puberty age) tts y the words couldnt be understood. i dun need these pathetic remarks for GOD's sake. i'm juz as happie as i'm rite now.

btw, i've decided to keep all the posts tt IT has posted(moderatings will be imposed btw). take a look people. for all those hu r interested. u guys judge for urselves. i shouldnt b in a position to judge. for everyone hu has noe mi noes i best. be it goot or be it bad, KEEP IT TO URSELF. if i'm a fren worth keepin, do continue to befriend mi; if i'm not, all i can sae is, i'm so sorrie tt i cant be ur fren. seriously, i need no comments bout mi....

call wateva u wan, tts the wae i am...i live for myself n tts y i've alwaes stressed tt I NEED NO OTHER'S COMMENTS. so y come n bother mi when i've neber needed ur presence in my lifE?? i dun tink i've ever FORCED anione to visit my blog. everything is outta ur own will. SO Y VISIT MY BLOG WHEN U DISLIKE MI TT MUCH??? doesnt it sound irony?!?!

so...

(to e IT)
since u dislike mi so much, JUZ LEAVE. its embarrassing enuff to be CHASED AWAE LIKE A RAT. so y keep comin back? PLS, GET UR OWN LIFE. if u juz need someone to quarrel wif, find others, i'm not in e least mood to even communicate wif JUVENILE DELINQUENT like u. whether i'm sick or crazy, i guess it should b none of ur business. pls dun come here n pretend to act like ur reali concern bout whether i'm sick or not, for i NEED NONE OF THESE. is there reali something wrong up in ur head? or u simply dun understand wat i've been tryin to sae to u?? or izzit tt ur thick skull is in the wae of these words getting into tt dense brain of urs?? n i'm juz a veri ordinary person tts y i dont haf much for others to be jealous over. but let mi noe ur reason for keep comin back. tts something i reali dun understand. btw, i've got a question for u. izzit tt u reali LOVEEE SHIT SO MUCH?? y do u keep mentioning tt word?? or izzit u've got some fetish for shit?!?! juz wan to let u noe, i DUN LOVE SHIT AS MUCH AS U DO. so pls, keep it for urself. n b4 i forget, JUZ LEAVE..i reali dun need u here RAT...

+_ gUtLeSS ASS!! _+

2006-10-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

e min i check on my blog, i saw this reali annoying post on my blog.

" hu e hell r u? y do u haf to be respected? "

tt was not the end of it though..i couldnt reali be interested to remember wat it wrote. but still, it said something of like "go eat shait" tt kind of a thing. hu the hell / right does tt person has to be able to slash IT'S horrid mouth of ITS at the VERI TAGBOARD OF MINE~~!! god...ok...to let u guys noe 2 INTERESTING FACTS:

1. this person doesnt even haf the GUTS to stand out n let mi or my blog's fans noe its BIG, DISGUSTING NAME.
2. this person doesn't even noe how to spell e word "SHIT" !!!

with regards to tt, all i wan to sae is 2 things.
1. pls, if u reali wan to tag at OTHER'S TAGBOARD pls..show e guts tt u haf PROUDLY DISPLAYED in shouting all ur rubbish n type out ur name. there's reali no point in hiding ur name. if u're reali tt great, u should haf been gifen a reali GREAT name e min u're born. izzit tt ur name is too OBNOXIOUS tt it shouldnt b noe?? if tts e case, mention it straight in e 1st place next time k? i'll remember to take pity on u..

2. erm, regarding one's command of english, mayb i shouldnt speak too much. i could still vividly remember tt i learn to spell the word "SHIT" at a tender age of 7. erm, is it ok for mi to sae tt e person hu posted tt comment doesnt even haf the command of english equivalentto a kid of age 7?!?!?! well, mayb tts a point tts worth my time to ponder over too..

n due to my kind nature, i've decided to just let e matter past. Partly becoz i dun tink naming out e culprit will b a goot thing but more of a "i feel like doin a goot thing". btw, if u guys wanna noe, tt guys's using e IP address : 202.147.38.96. hehehe...well, technology's so advanced these daes, so dun tink tt not writing out UR FARKING BIG NAME DOESNT ALLOW PPL TO FIND OUT HU U R. eventually, u'll b found out. so WATCH IT YA~~!! btw, to the POLITE question tt IT has post for mi, i've an answer.

THIS IS MY BLOG.

dun understand?? simple. it basically means tt this is my blog so if u wanna come n visit this blog rite here wif the address of " http://windger.blogspot.com " , RESPECT HER STUFFS N HER WRITINGS. simple as tt. even when u go to other's house, u respect their stuffs coz its NOT URS, ITS THEIRS... so all i wan to sae is, IF U DUN LIKE IT, FARK OFF...I DUN NEED U HERE SPAMMING ALL UR NONSENSE...GET IT?!?!

haiz..sometimes humans r juz like tt. jealous of wat others haf. i recall an incident whereby one of fren's blog also invited UNWANTED GUESTS. it reali caused her alot of troubles n tts y, she kept her blog clean of tagboard. wats wrong wif humans?? rite here is my blog n u're asking such an obvious question. do u reali wan mi to question ur intelligence level?? wats wrong wif u? dun u even tink 1st b4 ranting out at others?? tt wouldnt show how humilated i am by ur comments. it onli show others of how HIGH a level of intelligence u haf. i'm utterly disappointed. so disappointed by the kind of behaviour tt IT is showing rite here. btw, i reali dun wan others to noe tt this kind of BRAT actuali comes to my blog n perhaps reali read my blog posts.

from wat i noe, famous bloggers alwaes haf this kind of people visitin their blogs n start all their rubbish on other's tagboard. all they can do is juz start using e FAKE name tt they haf thought of 1 sec ago n start pouring out their dregs on the tagboard. so people, next time if u ever wan to do such a thing, pls tink bout wat i've said. n all i can sae to tt veri person is

"pls GET A LIFE!!! there's reali no point in u doin all these silly things which reflect ur childish mind. all these r supposed to belong to e budding age of 9 - 13, when u still go round sayin "hey, lets not fren him/her". i reali dun wan to sae all these stuffs again...if u wan to tell mi things, use ur OWN NAME n sae. y hide? there isnt a need for all tt. i welcome all goot n bad comments. but pls, be POLITE. if not, it will again reflect how much of good upbringing u haf receive..."

btw, e comment has already been deleted. anymore of such comments will also be DELETED n no more posts will b written for these jerks...thank you!! btw, went to vivo city wif my sis 2dae. will update on it soon~~!!

+_ bAck at LaSt _+

2006-10-16T12:13:00.000+08:00

well, i'm back...at last, for all those hu haf been faithfully checkin up my blog for posts, thank you. its like ever since my boi went to army, i hafnt been updating at all, well, its not tt i didnt wanted to upload....but i juz tinkin tt since i wanna update, i might as well wait till i haf some pics to show u guys (to make reading more interesting, u see!!) den i post my entry...n hehee...all this while, i didnt blog becoz of this thought. it's neber becoz there wasnt ani pics...its juz tt i'm alwaes either too busy or LAZY to even edit them... haha..after learning how to edit pics, i seemed to make it a point tt i HAF DA edit them n make them as nice as possible b4 i can upload them. haiz...wif the combination of my laziness, makes mi blog even lesser these daes...

but rite here 2dae, i'm bout to update all tt happened to mi recently, BRIEFLY....hehehe...lotsa pics to show u guys...some form my burfdae celebration, mi n my sista, n so on so forth...

stay at home. go out shopping. meet up wif frenz. clubbing. stay at home.
these r the kinds of things tt i did while my darling was in army. practically, its juz either mi goin out to spend the pathetic few bucks tts left in my pockets or staying at home to save them up.. haha...as if it reali helps to "mend" the enormous hole tts already in my pocket. HA..!! been tryin reali hard to save up. coz i reali dun like the hole tt i haf rite now. so mani things been on my mind last few daes..some of them r the problems tt my ger frenz had n of coz, my own probs too...

btw, i met up wif xian tt few daes after my burfdae n she reali gaf mi a reali sweet surprise... she gaf mi a foto. its not the foto tt was special it was juz a foto which there was onli 2 of us inside. it was a foto tt gaf evidence of us goin through all times, through the years. foto of us in our skool daes, when we juz came out of skool, when we met up to tok bout our lives, when we had our gathering, when we had our experience @ ICON n so on...it was reali special...i reali love it..

isnt it lovely?? reali love it...thx to her...

oh, n i was sayin i celebrated my burfdae wif my boi. it seems like so mani years since i last had someone wif mi for my burfdae. ok...juz 3 years...n i'm glad he's here wif mi..went over to ECP bar. it was at his fren's workplace...reali nice, except tt tt dae was kinda like rainy. haiz...but i reali enjoyed the experience. lata which we moved to the other side of ECP (mac's side) n wwent over to tt bar which i cant remember wat's its name. reali nice. the songs played were fantastic...
listen to the band. played pool. had drinks. played bowling. marvellous!!

P.S baby, i love bowling becoz of u...

did i mention tt i accompany baby to Changi to see him report for his 1st mdae of NS?? haha...i still remember how much i reali didnt wanted him to go in. its reali such a pity tt he fill the form tt could allow us to go in to tekong wif him. well, tinkin of tt make mi a little mad at him. if not, i'll b able to see longer n not haf da wait till so long..haiz...so i took some pics b4 n on the dae he went off.

haiz...so mani things on my mind, but i tink mayb i'll tell u guys tomolo. hehe, this wae i'll at least haf something to write. if not everydae's like so bored den i reali dunno wat to write...take care!!

+_ hAiz _+

2006-10-04T14:03:00.000+08:00

a lazy dae to begin wif...slept at 2 plus 3 am last nite. hehe...been watching "Goong Korean Princess Hours" on youtube. i tink i obessed wif watching korean drama serials le...firstly, it was Full House...now its e Goong Korean Princess Hours...hahaha...so i practically woke up at 1.35pm in the afternoon todae. hahaha...wat a sleep. these daes, i've been sleepin late in till afternoon. its been so hard for mi to even catch this kind of sought after sleep afew months back when i was "serving" my SIP. hahaha...

the plot is somewhat the same as Full House. mayb Full House has more handsome actors..haha...i tink i'm crazy le..lolz!! but people, if there's a chance catch the show, its realli nice..worth watching too..there i was the whole dae, sittin in front of the com n watching "Goong" again...all the wae till baby finished his service at tekong..oh ya, did i mention tt my baby's goin to army soon? its like 3 more daes lor n he's goin in officially liaoz...rite now, he's servicing. haiz...as for mi, i tink i'll be looking for a job. so tt i wont b so sianz at home n BROKE...i'm so broke now lor. its like holidaes rite now but i cant even go shoppin...no, mayb i should sae, DUN EVEN DARE to go shopping...haha...lack of $$ u see.

these few daes, i've been goin shoppin wif baby. goin around to buy things tt r needed for his future daes in army..haiz, guess i'll be missing him veri much. seriously, it's goin to be hard for mi, i tink....haiz...

hey people, come call mi out k?? hehehe...

+_ TP PASS LIO~~!!! _+

2006-09-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

hihihhi people!!! i've got a great news to let u guys noe~~!!

I'VE PASSED MY TP!!! GOT MY CLASS 3 LICENSE LIAOZ~~!!

HAHAHHA....this morning, i woke up at 5am in the morning...reali couldnt sleep due to me feeling too nervous. wah lao!! feeling nervous all the wae sia...coz my vertical parkin still cant make it sia..damn sianz lehz..imagine goin for the test when u're not even sure if u'll mount up the kerb / strike the pole / strike the kerb like u did 1 dae b4 the test. yeah, i did all tt when i was practising 1 dae b4 my TP!! sianz~~!! =(

so there i was at the centre, practising from 8 till 9am. damn heng lor, onli managed to learn how to go in for vertical parking nicely in tt short 1 hr time lehz!!! damn pro!! heheh... lolz!!its like damn heng lor!!! haha...den went round practising other parts of the circuit lor all the wae till 9am b4 i finally went to the room n wait for my drivin test.

n at 9.15am sharp, i went for my drivin liaoz...damn scary lor, everyone was like so serious showing a "i-muz-do-it" look. oh my god!!made mi even more nervous. n i reali felt like my heart was in my mouth, ready to jump out ani minute. n so, at round 9.20, i hit the road wif my tester, Choo Chong Seng. omg, another Choo!! same as my baby!!!hehehe... but well, throughout the whole session of drivin here n there. i dun even dare to breathe man!! even when i was waitin for the red lights to turn green, i dun even dare to allow my hands to lose its grip on the steering wheel sia!! hehehe, tt was how nervous i was..

at round 10.15am, everything ended. somewhere along the road, i actuali forgot bout the bus lanes time n change my lane. tt gaf e tester 1 more chance to tick the box for "change lane abruptly". sianz half liaoz... well, he reali persisted to actuali find out if i knew the timing for the bus lanes. even more, when i went back for my debrief, he asked this questions again. tt reali made mi veri nervous!!! oh man, even when he was tellin mi all my mistakes, i kept on lookin at the paper tt he had in his hands, tryin to find out how mani points i got. hehe, i was so silly tt i even asked him whether i failed or not. god man...b4 he actuali wrote down the final mark he even asked mi if i would change all my mistakes or not. of coz i said i would n explain tt i was too nervous. hehehe...n guess wat?!?! HE GAF MI A PASS~~!!!

wah lao eh, wat actuali follow was even more pai seh lahz. but i didnt care, i took my IC n ran out of the room after he said i passed. tinkin tt if i ran awae fast enuff, he wouldnt b able to change the marks. hahha...happily, i went to the video viewing room n search for my instructor for my belongings. haha...lil' did i noe 1 man was shouting "ger ger". n when i look back, it was my teser. he said i forgot bout my paper le. lolz~~!!! heheheso quickly, i went over to take n said my thanks again. due to too mani skool instructor at tt point of time, i even heard i sayin in hokkien "haha, too happie liaoz den ran off wif out taking the paper!!" wah lao eh~~!!!

but well, i didnt care much for in an hour's time, i had already applied for my license n it's comin~~!! hehe....wat a day it was...seriously~~

i wanna thank all my frenz hu had wished mi luck n those hu prayed for mi...thank you...i owe it to u guys!!

+_ bAck _+

2006-09-23T05:29:00.000+08:00

hi people. i'm back. back to blogging. been so lazy these few daes n thus, was reali lazy to blog though. fell sick 2 daes back n had a reali bad sore throat. was coughing throughout the nite. luckily my sis, hu's sharing a KING size bed wif mi wasnt home. she went to genting recently.hehehe. so she doesnt haf to listen to all my coughs in the nite n get affected by them. well, being sick wasnt too bad a thing. at least i got to keep the KING size bed to MYSELF~~!! LOLZ...*pathetic*

been rushing my driving lessons recently. coz i'm havin my test at 29th of sep.which is like exactly 1 week from now lor~~!! damn!! i'm not even prepared for it sia!! not as in mentally but TECHINICALLY~~!! die le lor. sianz half. so been tryin hard to make up for it by waking up @ 6.30 in the morning n rushin into e circuit for lessons @ 7 am in the morning~~!! ok...i'm 2 blame for it. not taking my driving lessons seriously. can hardly wake up man!! mind u people!! its 6.30 in e MONRING, not at NITEZ. haiz...sianz...

GOD...LET MI PASS MY TP~~!!

hahaha....something's been on my mind recently. n i'm afraid tt it would happen. i am not prepred for it. n if it happens, everyone around mi will be affected n wats more, my family n my loved ones, they will be so disappointed in mi. haiz...pls, dun let it happen on mi....i reali dun wan it to affect my life n my loves ones around mi...pls...help mi!!

watching korean tv drama serials has recently crept slently into my life too...n b4 i even realized it, i was watchin them till early morning 5am. all the wae till my eye seemed to scream out shouting "hey!! I NEED A REST~~!!!" hahaha...juz finished watching Full House. wat a touching show. but i seriously recommend u guys to wwatch the show!! definately worth it. if possible, get the dvd pack which is selling at most vcd shops like Poh Kim. definately worth it. n for those hu r tight wif their cash at the moment, watch it online @ www.youtube.com !! rain is sooo hot...n song hye yo is so cute. they certainly look like a perfect pair in the show!!! hehehe

ok lahz...tts all le lahz...update again ba, will post some pictures soon de!! btw, i mentioned tt i was broke earlier on in my previous posts rite?? now, I AM DAMN BROKE!!!

+_ tHoUghtS _+

2006-09-11T16:36:00.001+08:00

mayb i'm a lil' too sensitive...
for tt, i'm neber too sure bout it. for i've alwaes been sensitive to some things n insensitive too some others. n not to sae, sensitive/insensitive to some things wrongly.

i wonder bout the times when things crop up as a change. n i hate it especially when things r juz goin on veri well n it had da chnage for the worse.
i simply hate tt. veri much hate it.

the wae 1 toks to mi actuali lets mi noe of the mood of the person at the veri moment.
n of coz i hate the wae they show mi the attitude. i guess no one likes it too.
n rite at this veri point of time, i've again met tt veri attitude from the veri someone tt i love.
y does it haf to be so??

gambling is a veri irritating thing. if 2 persons were to be playin as a team. quarrels are bound to surface.
i've seen pretty much in my couple frenz. n though i noe bout this lesson. i fell rite into the trap of gambling (for the fun of it) as a pair again.
and i HATE it...

pls people...next time, be it gamble for fun or wat, do it wholly, dun SHARE...

+_ 3 dAes wif Out my SweEthEart.. _+

2006-09-10T08:00:00.000+08:00

oh yes...still feeling bright and chirpy 2dae...something happened. n i was terribly restless for 3 daes but could do nothing to it~~!!

Soo...gonna share wif u guys...

Day 1

baby....went to genting le...e nite before he went off, he came over to stay, so that he c ould sleep a lil' bit more.... but end up the both of us didnt even catch a wink of sleeep. y? coz my kan chiong baby afraid tt we couldnt wake up in time for the bus. haha...so all the wae from 2am, we were playing PS2, hafin breakfast @ 5 plus 6. tt was all tt we did lor... n ya..i went to sleep @ 6.12am. missed his call b4 he went to Malaysia~~!! damn~~!! shouldn't haf slept!!

tt particular dae was saddening enuff. nothing to do. youtube-ing all the wae till i sleep. was waitin for his call but he didnt called all the wae till 12 plus. told mi tt he was short of money to tok on the fone.

went to sleep.

Day 2

slept till 1 plus 2. helped abit wif the household chores. pack my cupboard, swept the floor n mopped the floor. n by the time i finished them, was already 5 plus 6. so was online for awhile. youtube-ing. haha...hey guys, go watch "My Name Is Kim Sam Soon" k? damn funny!! Love it man!! gonna find all the songs in tt movie. anione hu has it, pls let mi noe arhz~~!!! hehehe...

btw, went out to interchange wif mummy for dinner.. onli us...the two-person world aka "er ren shi jie" in chinese. haha...went around shopping n eating. mum bought a pair of sun glasses which looked reali cool on her!! hehehe... as for mi, went to Isetan n look for tt particular Neckerman sandal which i wanted so much.... n i was told tt it would b comin by the end of this month or the startin of the next month sia!! soo long. but i still wanted it. so i'm gonna wait.

hee...shoppin wif mummy is alwaes fun..n i finish my youtube-ing. My Name Is Kim Sam Soon is so darn nice~~!! the main actress is so funni, cute n mischievous!!! my baby's coming back tomolo!!!

PS he called to sae he reali miss mi. tts the reason y i adore n love him so much!!

Day 3

here i am, typing this veri post while waitin for him to come back. received a call from him this morning sayin ttt he will be back at round 10 plus. heehee...gonna hug him REAL tight. missed him soo much.

juz finished ironing tt hill of clothes on mum's bed. n yeah, kinda hungry but i'm tryin not to snack too much. reali dun wan to gain ani more weight during this period. its alwaes during holidae period tt i gain lotsa weight. (ok..minus the chicken pox holidae, ttt i managed to lose quite alot of weight.)

n i wished he can come back soon~~!! i'm startin to imagine wat i would become when he starts serving his NS. mayb i'll even die of missin him. rite??!?!?! hope i wun...

baby...come back soon~~!!!

+_ hOLIdAes fiNaLLy hEre~~!! _+

2006-09-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

heya people!!! HOLIDAES R FINALLY HERE~~!!!

its finally here...dae n nitez, i've been waitin for it to come. woohoo~~!! finally man...hehe...

i juz came back from COMEX the IT fair. btw, yongkang juz bought the Sony Walkman A1000 6G @ $299!! oh my god!!! oh god...my dream man....its so cheap rite now~~!! i've been longing for it. waitin for it to go down. but rite at this point of time. i'm so bloody poor to even wire for the Sony Wlkaman A1000~!!!

My Dream

btw, i've updated my wish list juz for the upcoming burfdae of mine. hehehe...so people...take a look @ them...n noe wat u need to get b4 30 sep k??

+_ sCoLd mi fOr aLL i cArE _+

2006-08-30T10:18:00.000+08:00

i'm practically not in skool the whole dae 2dae~~~!!!!

hehe...well well, tt was tt. i went to clock in n after which i left for home to transfer the data to baby's com. n den, to his house n back to skool. but the e\gers were hafin their lunch n i went to look for them. all the wae till it was time for clock out n i went home in zac's trusty van~~!!

TA DA......

home sweet home.

no work done!!! LOLZ~~!! erm..btw, i edited my pic wif jesselle tt cdae when she came back to skool. well, happened to chance upon this pic in my fone. nicely done man~~!!!

(PS my fone's spoilt again...repair soon~~!!)

+_ tEbrAu city tRip _+

2006-08-26T07:11:00.000+08:00

woohoo...yesterdae was a dae. filled wif fun, excitement, happiness and scared-ness...lolz~~!!
well, i went to malaysia yesterdae!! hehee...but tt was in the nitez. but rite in skool yesterdae, i discovered a veri interesting fact bout our group of buddies...

Majority was wearing black tees~~!!

wat a uniformity... cool...!!

so rite now in the pic above, CAN U GUESS HU IS E BLACK SHEEP?? LOLZ...

how bout this picture??

hehehe...i guess this is quite a tricky question for there could b 2 answers to it.
1. those circled in green, wearing BLACK tees r the BLACK sheep.
2. those circled in red, wearin the light-colored tees r the "black" sheep.
so, did u guys guessed it correctly??

hehehe...skool yesterdae was okok lor...played game throughout though.nothing much. it was till evening time where by the fun begins. i went to Malaysia. hehe...was looking for the Tebrau City when we actuali got lost. haiz...Malaysia reali big sia. somemore, we almost went to those dead-end roads lor~~!! damn scary!!

but still, after like 1hr of finding, we managed to reach the place.

the shoppin centre was reali big. though Malaysia's havin their sales, not mani were a fancy to mi though. but i kinda regretted not bringin enuff money. or else i could haf got wat i wanted. haiz...but still, there'' alwaes be a chance rite?? hehe...got baby a new shirt n a tie. i took alot of effort for it. tinkin bout the color n so on. n soon, the shoppin centre had to close for the dae. btw, the shoppin centre closes at 11pm daily. cool!!

n we left. for dinner.

n again, we LOST our wae. met alot of dead ends n so on. went on to ask for directions n so on juz to get back to the city. tt was when a veri comical hypothesis came up in our minds. If one's to find themselves lost in JB, all u haf to do is drive till there no more straight roads ahead n u're left wif either left or right turn. turn LEFT. n go on all the wae straight n u'll find ur wae. hahaha....lol...n true enuff. this hypothesis applies for us be it goin to Tebrau City or heading back to Sinagpore. (of coz, turning rite at the bona fide time.)

of coz we went round testing food n there's this veri imperfectly perfect place wif the juz rite ambience for dining near to the sea. n there i thought i could almost see my house. no lahz...kiddin onli lahz. well, took afew pics here n there. n pls, the place was reali nice. onli one word for tt.

"MAMA MIA"

the otah, the fishcake etc. all so da*n goot!!! hehehe...soon we reali had to leave as it was reali late liaoz n thus, went back. had a rough nite though. full of sadness n disappointment. but still i'm glad it all turn out nice n goot.

sweetheart, i love u.

(PS btw, rite at this morning, my group received "SOME" changes for our project!! DAMN~~!!)

+_ uPdaTes~~~ _+

2006-08-22T02:48:00.000+08:00

btw, i was complaining tt Blogger doesn't allow mi to upload my fotos. haha....complaining does help at times. n there my pics go... hehe...first of all, my pics wif xian xian...

tts us...

xian xian & xiu xiu

hehehe...okok...some other pics from the Lee Sheng Jie Live Campus @ TP. well, i went to the concert on last thursdae wif my boi and his frenz...

hehehehe.....well, didnt managed to catch a close up of him though. but, he was reali nice to actali go up all the wae to the back of the convention centre n shake fans wif his fans. n i tink few would do tt. tt includes JJ too. he didnt do it. n Lee Sheng Jie sang live. hehehehe...i'm goin to change my player on this blog of mine. let it play a few of my favourites instead of tt veri 1 song. =) n of coz, my baby n his fren were a noisy bunch. haha...well, i caught 2 shots of them!!

how do they look like?? NOISY BUNCH!!! wahahaha!!! last of all, mi n my boi....

so rite at this veri min, while i was tryin to upload my pics again...it failed....

so guys...more pics to comin up ur wae....next to come would be sheryl's ROM pics~~!!

+_ tOopid bLoggeR _+

2006-08-19T03:28:00.000+08:00

i'm hafin trouble wif the stupid blogger!!! it juz cant upload my pictures when it saes done~~!!!

+_ oUr 7th mOntH!! _+

2006-08-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

first of all, let mi sae

HAPPIE 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! TO MY BABY N MI~~!!!

well, finally the 7th month came n soon to 10th month n to 1 yr n to 10 yrs n ok...tink too much le...well, im quite certain tt this dae will come though.i'm sure it will.

baby,
sorrie for the lack of present
sorrie for all tt temper tt i've gifen u these few daes
sorrie for all the wrongs tt i've done
sorrie for the troubles tt i've brought to u

i'm sorrie

but den...

i'm glad u're here wif mi
i'm glad i'm here wif u
i'm glad u gaf mi ur temper
i'm glad u've done ur best to telerate mi

i noe we both feel fortunate to haf each other. mayb this be foreva, sweetheart. for i love u so veri much.

n rite on this dae, i wore my new top juz to b able to wear it out wif my baby 2dae. prepared everything in the morning juz to be late lor. damn sad lor. its like wanting to kill a chicken wif onli ur hands. its like hafin kaya toast w/o kaya. damn sad. but still i got my secret n thus, everything's helped!!!

but well, something reali happened last nite. bringin us pain. baby, i still wan u to confide in mi n vice versa. i stil wan to b the veri person u'll tell, the veri person u'll miss, the veri person u'll ONLI love.

at 2pm, i went for my driving lahz. so sianz lahz..dun wan sae le lahz...although everything on the whole was ok. something had da happen to make it a bad choice sia!! damn sad. argh~~!!! but well, wat to do...juz like the chinese saying, ren suan bu ru tian suan (means unforeseen circumstances lahz) haiz. sadded!! <<--- new word by mi btw....

rite now waitin to clock out nia. wee may lin come again liaoz...sianz lor. haiz....but, juz like wat i promised. i'm goin to post the pics of mi n xian. the times tt we went out soo soo soo long ago rite now. LOLZ~! (xian...pls dun scold mi!!! LOLZ!!)

+_ AV viSit _+

2006-08-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

i'm back. back to blogging. rite now, bloggin bout my dae. basically juz sleep, eat n sleep. yeah...tts all

SLEEP. EAT. PLAY.

hee...slept all the wae till 1pm 2dae before waking up. woke up n eat den lay about around the house the whole dae. lazy rite?? but still, i managed to sweep up the WHOLE house for my mum(or rather for myself~~!!). haiz...actuali felt like moppin up the whole house for her, but i AV lehz...damn sianz..somemore 3rd dae nia. damn sianz!! argh~~!! reali hope for it to finish off soon!!

=)

btw, in 30mins more, its goin to be a veri nice dae in the whole of this month le. wif not much of effort, i tink one can easily guess tt tomolo is the 7th month mi n my baby got together. i'm thankful tt i'm wif him. being wif him is the happiest thing tt could ever happen to mi. n i am reali reali thankful to GOD.

so baby, if r reading this, i wan u to noe tt u mean alot to mi. nothing. NOTHING will make mi leave u. i hope u can enjoy this veri dae together. I LOVE U~~!!

btw, it will be a MONDAE in another 30 mins le...SIANZ.....

+_ cOmpAny AssEssMent!! _+

2006-08-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

its fridae again. n it's wif NO DOUBT tt 2dae is my purrr-fect dae... =) a veri goot morning to begin wif actuali. though i received some not veri goot news in the middle of yesterdae's nite. baby didnt had veri goot luck though. i pray for my sweetheart. *pray sincerely*

but well, i had my company assessment 2dae. well, we(zac, gino n i) knew it. wae b4 yesterdae. in fact, we knew it on tuesdae. n for the 1st time, WE R GOIN TO BE ASSESSED BY THE COMPANY PEOPLE....!!!! well, reason for tt is,

My group still hasn't got her rightful PR1 yet. which means project assessment 1, which is supposed to be due on 27 JUNE 2006~~!! ehhehehe...n of coz, my group's xcited!! ridiculously xcited~~!!!

thigns r particularly hard for the whole group this morning. after breakfast, my whole group was workind so hard tt we actuali missed our lunch juz to work on the project, touching it up. touch up till we totaly forgot about our lunch. it was till round 3pm when our stomach started to protest, did we realize tt we had neglected
it. haahahahaha..lolz...so onli after much effort, did we stopped to haf our lunch at 3.30pm.

went up to meet the clients at 4pm n phew... i tink it reali went off well. actuali, my heart was actuali still thumping awae inside mi, hafin fear tt my heart might jumped out ani min. we reali hope tt it would go off well n we wouldnt haf to waste our holidaes rite here in skool!! well, the ger tt was in charge was actuali quite nice. she even gaf us a "wow...it's reali a great job done!!" but for tt guy, he juz kept on askin questions n stuff like tt,
reali ma fan. n as the chinese saying goes, "diao jin yi guo re you" (means dropping into a wok of hot oil), we were alomst put into tt situation when tt troublesome guy wanted us to put a search engine into the program n luckily, Mdm Kwan helped us. thank God man!!!

but to put it into short words , everything went well smoothly except for 1 lie which we reali had to work on quickly lor...hehe...spent the nitez wif baby n ah di at 85 market for supper. after which mi n baby went off to wash his car le... goot nite...

+_ LoviNg yA... _+

2006-08-11T02:03:00.000+08:00

heee...happie 41st burfdae singapore!!! ok...tts yesterdae. i noe im late...cant blame lehz..i tried t celebrate for singapore too...by goin out wif my darling boi!!! hehe...but still, i managed to sleep all the wae till 1pm in the afternoon on tt veri holidae~~!! woohoo~~!! den wake up n eat lor...coz hungry lor~~!! wake up to eat. =)

aniwae, woke up n did abit of household chores too!! wat a goot ger i am~~!! hehe.. *full of praise for myself* hehehe..but well, i went tired easily n went off to doze awhile. by tt time i woke up, it was already round 5 plus le. went off to help my neighbour awhile for tt party they making for Singapore n i went off to find baby le.

went to his house look for him n slack abit lor. being wif him is the greatest happiness i'll ever find i guess. whenever i throw my tantrum, he'll be there for mi. to comfort mi, to hold mi in his comforting arms, to sae words so enchanting to the ears to mi.

baby,
i love u
i love u huggin mi in ur arms
i love u for all the endearing kisses u'll gif mi
i love u for sayin words to comfort mi.
i love u for being wif mi throughout all times.
i love u baby
i love u sweetheart.

oh ya, we went to changi beach yesterdae. to sit down by the sea. its reali nice sia. there's alot of ppl pitching tents by the sea n stayin there for the nite. i reali wanna do tt wif baby. it's been so long since we last did tenting!!! lolz...new word invented!! by the wae, i forgot to take some pics. i love the sea view. i love the ambience!! Romantic!! but abit on the spoil side, his fren were wif us. haiz..so end up, abit noisy lahz... n i ended up goin home 1st n he went back wif his fren..

i love u sweetheart...

+_ LaZy sUndAe _+

2006-08-07T13:57:00.000+08:00

slept till 1 plus in the afternoon 2dae. reali "SHIOK" arhz~~!!! hehehe... well, blame it on my poor management of time which results in mi not hafin such piggy sleeps for so so so long le... woke up, eat n den i went online. due to nothing to do. hehehehe..

was feeling bored n hafin nothing to d... i suddenly thought of changin my blog skin. ajuz like i sae, i wanted to change my blogskin coz i saw a similiarity in mine n hers. reali dun like the feeling as it's so weird. mayb if she's someone i dunno, mayb it wouldnt feel so weird n AWKWARD.

so there i was, looking for the whole dae, n which i finally found 1, hee~~!! so happie!! well, i spend the whole dae changin it, fittin pictures here n there to seee which 1 fits it best. it was den did it dawned on mi tt my baby n i reali took veri few "beautiful" pictures~~!!! oh my god. tts y, i made to make use of the best tt i haf. =(

but i still still it looked nice enuff though it's not yet finish...

btw, i went over to lok for hubby @ round 5.30pm n woke him up. =) linger for awhile n went off for dinner. well, something happened n i hurt him. i'm reali sorrie sweetheart.. sorrie to leave a scar there n i noe it hurts. it hurts mi too when i see tt. =( though i'm not sure if u will see this post, i reali hope tt u will forgif mi...n i'm reali sorrie

"SORRIE MY DEAREST HUBBY..."

after tt, we made up n had dinner. n went to his house b4 goin to fetch mummy n ling to go buy things tt r needed for the 15th of the seventh month prayings. wah, bought a total of $130/- dammmmn alot~~~~ luckily got my baby, if not, i reali dunno how to move everything back sia!!!

sweetheart, i love u...thanks n sorrie...

+_ siCk _+

2006-08-05T07:58:00.000+08:00

I AM SICK~~!!

haiz...i'm feeling so terrible now. my running nose keeps on running!!! oh my god~~!! haha...suddenly, i'm remind of 1 joke tt was told by my klass mate Boon Siong to gino. a reali lame one.

gino: "wah, ah boon u long time neber run liaoz hor? didn't see u go to gym hor."
boon: "aiyah, got lahz...got run..now also running mahz"
gino: "haha...when got run?? *gifs puzzled look* "
boon: "aiyah...my nose now running mahz..."

so, do u guys understand wat's ah boon trying to sae?? WAHAHAHAHA!!! AH BOON GOT A RUNNING NOSE ! TTS Y HIS NOSE'S RUNNING~~!!! isn't tt a veri fantastic one?!?!?!

for those tt got trick... @%$&*^)$@!#

dun be too sad.

so next time ani one of wanna get an exercise tts nto too tiring, try the RUNNING NOSE METHOD k? lolz...
n i'm goin to gif u guys the method rite now (though there lotsa waes to get it)

Running Nose Method
1. stand in the rain for 15 mins (10 mins if half-naked).
2. be a "close" fren wif someone hu's hafin it.
3. go bathe for 1hr.
4. dun wear a jacket (if u're someone afraid of the cold) in an air-con room for a dae.
5. take feathers n irritate ur nose!! hehehe

okok...lots more to come. aniwae, i'm sick, but i can still tok rubbish. =)

Some notes to sae.
1. xian, the pics will be up quite soon i hope, coz i'm recently not tt free to edit them rite now.
2. dirah, ur burfdae pics too...so sorrie...
3. i'm goin to change my blogskin soon, i saw someone using almost the same 1 as mi...!!!!

tts all, update real soon wif fotos (i hope!!).

+_ latE pOst~~!! _+

2006-08-02T08:17:00.000+08:00

juz like this post title, it came late. not goin to be long winded n so on...but it was to remind myself tt i went for swimming on the 1st day of the lunar SEVENTH MONTH~~~ hehhee...wif the ever so nottie dawn. so together, we went shoppin. happily.

den one uncle came riding on a bicycle. both of us of coz tried to 'shiam' (move away) to avoid colliding wif the bicycle. in the end, the both of us each 'shiam' on side n the uncle was like "how to move?" coz there was also another person in front blocking his wae. in order to solve e uncle's prob quickly, i move over to dawn's side n let the uncle cycle pass. but guess wat kind of thanks did e uncle gave mi?

"wah lao.."

wah...of coz my temper came up real fast. cant believe it. i've tried to let him pass wif his bicycle, in hope tt he wouldnt haf to get off his bicycle juz to pass. guess wat?? i'm gifen SUCH goot reply... btw, bicycle r not allowed on the pavement. if anione would need proof, i haf pictures to show them.

(is it clear tt NO bicycle r allowed on the pavement?)

juz my luck man. but i didnt allow it to bother mi tt much as i was reali in a happie mood. so off we went to the swimming complex, in its brand new face~~!!! hehe...i tink everyone would noe tt the Tampines Swimming Complex had juz been gifen a new face. so i'm goin to show u guys some pics...

hehe..izzit it veri nice?? even the toilets' so clean n white!!! hehehehe... aniwae, we took some pictures after our bath(after a 1 hr swim).

so straight after our swim, after our exercise, we went to eat LONG JOHN SLIVER~~!!! hehehe...i guess, our wish to slim down is hard afterall. LOLZ~~!!

after dinner, we tok tok n den walk awhile n left for home le...so happie~~~!!!

+_ hApPiE mi _+

2006-07-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

wat a lazy dae 2dae was, rested for a whole full dae rite at home. all the wae till 6pm b4 i make my wae over to baby's house n for dinner. We had dinner @ LJS. hehehe...my baby's gonna b a tuition teacher!! yeah~~!! woohoo~~!! somemore same dae as mi. sianz lor. if i had now tt baby's goin to haf tuition on mon n wed same time @ 8.30pm as mi, i wouldn't haf told the kid's mother i need a rest le...damn sad...wat the hell...but aniwae, i'm glad we're both workin for money now... i'm BROKE.. TERRIBLY BROKE. goot samaritians, pls donate some money.

btw,

I VOWED TO START SAVING ALL MY MONEY N NOT SPEND THEM ANYHOW!!!!
(mark my words, i'll do it...!!)

went out wif xian yesterdae. hehehe...so long neber go out wif her le...somemore we enjoyed the whole dae sia...went for lunch den to chinatown den to bugis.. bought the same tee(except for different color). n we r still veri much the same. foreva the color will b different. tt will neber change. so, i decided on the black n the fickle-minded xian the white one (though i persuaded her for quite long).

ok, more details will be gifen when i've uploaded the pics. as in together...hehehe...meanwhile, i'm gonna wait for sweetheart to come my house le....bye...update tomolo...

2006-07-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

i'm juz disappointed by ur actions...

e actions tt haf hurt mi deeply...

+_ uPdAtEs~~ _+

2006-07-26T06:12:00.000+08:00

its been soo long since i last updated my blog. mayb its becoz these few daes mi've been feeling quite tired easily. some of frenz have also been tokin bout closing down their blogs too. i tink tt happens when everyone of us cant b bothered to face the com once we're off from MP-SIP, i tink. at the veri least, tts the case for mi. not tt i dun wan to blog, or i should sae, i'm lazy to on my com once i reach home.

tuition these daes juz cant seems to interest mi much. i need something more as motivation to go for tuition. i wonder if it's becoz of the kids. well, u cant blame mi since they're reali nottie. there's nothing i can do to them. i cant beat them or wat...the nier i am to them, the more they will climb over my head. haiz...tell mi some of the waes to coax kids nowadaes man...

was hafin breakfast wif the people as usual 2dae n i was tellin the gers tt i reali like the song tt goes

"i was born to love u
wif every single beat of my heart..."

it was on a japanese tv drama serials tt i 1st heard this song. i tink i'm mesmerised by this song. for usually, i would like this kind of a rock song. but somehow, this veri rock-n-roll song managed to find its wae to my mind n located itself rite in the middle of my mind. thus, i've been seraching for this veri song for dunno how long liaoz. if u guys dunno wat song it is, it's the song tts goin wif the OSIM tv ad. hehehehe =)

well, back to the topic, my dearest edelynn MANAGED TO FIND THIS SONG FOR MI~~!!! wow, i'm like "oh-my-god~~!! u managed to find it for mi!!!" reali happie n touched. for i've been searching for this song for so long!!

btw, the song tt u're listening to rite now on my blog is the song tt i've been looking for... =) gif mi comments on the song!! oh ya, the song title is " I Was Born To Love You " n it was sung by Queen.

yesterdae, i took out a little time outta my MP-SIP time to do some fotos...made a combined pic for baby. too bad he took too little fotos, if not, it would haf been even nicer. =) i've been planning to 1 for my group of fren hu haf breakfast wif mi every morning n if possible, do 1 for mi n my sistas, xian n ling. =)

been tinkin quite alot recently. i'm not sure if it's mi being too insecure or sensitive tt i've been feeling quite insecure bout the relationship tt i'm hafin wif my dearest rite now. is he the one hu's changin or i'm the one changing? heard somethings this morning wif the group 2dae...everyone hu's in a relatinship should haf a life too. Life meaning tt besides being in tt relationship, tt person should haf a life to do wat he/she wans. mayb i'm the one hu's holding on too tightly or he's the one too relax bout everything. i haf a feeling something big's coming between us. izzit i'm the one again or is he the one? mayb i'm rapidly losing confidence in myself.

pls hold on to mi.

baby, i love u...

juz when i was typing out this blog of mine, i managed to chance upon this 2nd degree fren's blog of mine. seriously, i should sae tt her blog is there juz to slash out at other people' life. all her thrashing, harsh remarks and crude bandy words have shown those hu read her blog how vicious she is, to put someone down wif all of her so-called "strong command of english." every single word tt she had used in her blog was meant to slash at my fren. haiz...is this necessary?

After reading tt 2nd degree fren's blog plus gifin it some thought, i realized tt actuali i was kinda in this kind of a situation b4. with 2 or mayb more parties slashing at each other on their blogs. i thought a blog was more like a journal kind of place. but recently, it kind of turn out to where it housed all the cut and thrust. haiz, wat happened. n tinkin back, all the quarrels tt happened in the past wif tt particular ger, i tink mayb time would heal all wounds. forget bout her n juz get a life.

i hope...

+_ thOughtS _+

2006-07-15T02:04:00.000+08:00

juz when everyone is rushing by everydae wif all their things, i stopped for a minute to tink bout my life. it came n hit on mi sayin tt i hafnt done the best tt i could haf now. life is juz so fragile, so precious yet at times, it seemed so strong. i dunno...y i'm hafin this thought. but some how, it juz kept on harassing my mind.

some people sae tt it's ok to make mistakes, as long as u repent. but how bout times when people gifs u a chance repeatedly but they neber makes it a point to drive it into their head tt they should appreciate the chance tts gifen to them instead of abusing them?? Life is neber so merciful to gif everyone chances everytime they makes a mistake. n i reali cant understand y people still continue wif their mistakes even though they noe they would b in grave danger by doing tt? dont they noe tt by doin tt, they would b bringin pain, disappointment to their loved ones?

i'm utterly disappointed...

no matter wat, i'm goin to put all unhappie thoughts awae for 2dae, at least. its finally my 6th month anniversary wif my sweetheart!! =) i've some words for my baby...

baby,
its been so long yet so short...life wif u has realli been interesting.
u brought all kinds of joys, disappointment, sadness, happiness and also anger into my life.
but nebertheless, i'm grateful tt u r here wif mi all the wae till now.
times when i complain relentlessly bout ur insensitivity, ur nonchalance n so on, but i still wan u veri much in my life..
n i certainly do hope tt i've brought much joy to u too.
i reali wan to tell u tt i reali treasure u. no matter how much i complain bout u.
i still wan u to b there wif mi...no matter where i will go.
i still love u juz as much...if not, even more.
of coz, i hope we 'll grow old together..
tt would b my wish.

i love u.
happie 6th month aniversary sweetheart.

oh ya, i am still tinkin of tt billabong bag. tt beauty. n yes, i've seen quite a few ppl carryin tt bag around the skool le!!! damn sianz lor!!! wah lao eh....but they've been carryin the white color one. n i was sayin tt picture speaks louder den words rite? see below. isn't it a beauty??

god, pls let it appear rite before my eyes the minute i wake up tomolo morning!!! =) hehehehhe...
rainy every now n den, so sianz. juz like this morning, it gets so rainy liaoz...btw, i got my contact lens colored!! Perky Brown is the color!!! hehehe... mayb show u guys in pic den u guys will understand. n i'm loving it.

+_ bLoggEr prOb _+

2006-07-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

i seriously dunno y blogger is so unhappie wif mi...
tt it doesnt allow mi to upload my pictures onto it...for so mani daes, i've been tryin to upload my pics wif hope of sharing it to my fren.
but to my dismay, i juz couldnt upload my pictures....

so juz 2dae, i tried to upload my previous post pic....n da-tah!!!! surprise!!! it could b done!!! woo hoo!! so happie lor...hehehehe..so funni sia..juz when i was tryin so hard to upload, it couldnt b done. but juz when i was juz tryin out, it could b done!!! wow!! =D

2dae is juz another boring day, but yesterdae was certainly fun!! the funky group of mine (zac, dawn,ade, joy n gino) went swimming at the Jurong Swimming Pool. everything was fun, from the slides to the wave pool to the jacuzzi... wahaha...reali fun...we played all the wae till the closing time n had our dinner rite ther at KFC. it was certainly a fantastic dinner.

after which i went over to baby's house n went to eat wif he n his fren at geylang. but i guess i'm juz too tired after a full whole dae of fatigue. n i simply fell asleep in e car. LOLZ!!

but to rite now, i juz finished sending my fone to the service centre n guess wat?? e person hu served mi sae tt all my data might haf to b deleted... =( damn sad lor...i hope nothing will go wrong. all my pics, messenges and so on...haiz....sianz..

btw, i tink i hafnt update u guys bout the news bout the cab fares rite?? All other cab companies will b changin wif effect from 10 July, Mondae!! wif everything increasing, when would it come a dae when our waages would also increase tt much??

+_ riSiNg cAb fArEs... _+

2006-07-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

how ridiculous can life gets??

this is something i'm reali upset about. Wat is the one thing tt u cant live wif out everydae?? to some people, the aswer to this question would b the four-letter word LOVE. to other, it might be some other matters tt mean alot to them. hu noes? it might b their parents, their dogs n cats r even their fav teddy bears... but to most people, i tink the ULTIMATE answer... to the question would b MONEY. yeah...tts it...i cant deny the fact on how much it bothers mi when i dun haf money to spend. but of coz, my bf's love for mi still stand 1st place in my heart.

juz 2dae, i happened to chance upon the news n something reali shocked mi. CAB FARES ARE INCREASED!!! wow...i'm totally lost for words. for all tt i can remember, i juz keep my eyes n ears stick to the tv n listen as hard as possible.

wow...if u can see, fare charges haf reali increased. imagine the fare changin to $2.50 upon seattin and every 10 cents charged for 210m instead of the usual 225m. not onli tt if u had got onto the cab during the peak hours, get ready to pay $2 MORE, on top of the sky high fares. hey, an xtra $1 tts added to the peak hour surcharge onli wat. wat can we reali buy wif 1 buck?? a bowl of mee?? mayb not. but after some calculation on my part, it proves to be more.

(as far as i can remember, those in bold r the revised charges. further more can b found after taking the cabs...lolz!!! )

see,

10 cents = 210m
$1 = 210m x 10
= 2100m / 2.1km

so...izzit it alot?? imagine u can save tt xtra buck for something else in the long run if u're someone hu takes a cab often. if u take a cab to work to n fro from home, let's calculate for 1 mth xtra fare.

4 trips/day = $4
1 day = $4
30 days = $4 x 30
= $120 / mth

there, my maths isn't too bad rite?? oh my god. true enuff petrol prices n alot other haf been rising, but doesnt tt means it's a rise for everyonee else in Singapore too?? does it onli means a raise for the taxi drivers?? seriously, i reali disagree wif the raise in cab fares.

y do i sae so??

we r supposed to pay for wat we ride so y the increase in cab fares?? is the increase in cab fares supposed to b providing taxis driver the xtra cash to provide them to go round lookin for customers?? wouldnt it b reali unfair to us as customers??

It's said tt by up-ing e fares, better services would certainly be expected. so can we sae tt if we refused to up the fares, low quality services will b served?? izzit Singapore promoting goot services wif the GEMS??

didn't Singapore promote using public transport?? so y r they still forcing us to get private transport wif their sky high fares?? izzit it juz too contridicting?!?!?!!

well, i dun reali noe bout u guys. but at least for mi rite now, COMFORT n YELLOW TOP cabs r certainly not goin to be my 1st choice of mode, UNLESS i'm reali in such a hurry whereby there r NO MORE other choices to choose from. =) how bout u guys?? heehee.... n one thing to take note of... THIS IS JUZ MY PERSONAL VIEW.

n i reali hope tt cab fares would go back to their original fares, if betta, go lesser. =)

n oh ya...a wasted trip to Pasir is Sony Ericsson Service Point 2dae. It haf already closed by e time i reach. sianz. i'm tired from all the typing...

i'm hungry....

+_ LuCky oR UnLuCky pLayEr?!?! _+

2006-07-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

oh my god!! juz finish watching my UKRAINE VS ITALY. and yeah...juz as wat most ppl had expected, Italy WON...oh god... and i lost. well, i was reali hopin tt mayb Ukraine could emerged out victorious after a fierce fight or at least something like tt even b4 the match started. but...too my dismay, it didnt. damn sad.

my heart sank the min Italy scored a goal at the 15 min sia...sianz...den another goal @ 50 plus min. damn sianz...i bought Ukraine to win by 2-0 over Italy. n guess wat?? when Italy scored her 1st 2 goals, i began thinkin to myself. "i should haf bought it the other wae round. damn!!" but well, i did bought another ticket predicting the total no. of goals of 3. hehe...sure enuff, Italy helped mi to fulfilled my wishes n i won. by onli 19 bucks!! but i'm happie still. hehe...though onli winning 19 bucks. hehehe...

but humans r alwaes greedy. n i'm one of them. in fact, one of those active ones. i kept on tinkin, y didnt Ukraine try their veri best to prove the world wrong tt they could go into the quarter finals since they could enter e semi-quarter finals. if they had on, i would haf won at least 90 bucks. tt would greatly contribute to my assets now especially since i'm so broke.

so rite now, i'm telling everyone out loud tt. I NEED GOOT SAMARITIANS TO DONATE MI MONEY!!! hehehe....anione with lotsa cash to spare is welcome to transfer them to my bank acct. =) leave mi a note to let mi noe tt u wanna donate n i will tell u the details k?? no pranks allowed!!!

n rite now, after watching, eating n goin round @ Changi, mi, dear, ben, alvin & wei xiang went over to wei xiang's house for mahjong. n tts where i'm bloggin rite now. i tink i cant tahan soon le... so damn sleepy...i needa go over to Sony Ericsson Mobile to fix my fone...it's failing on mi.. sianz.... =(

may baby WIN in mahjong!!! =)

+_ bOriNg aftErnOon _+

2006-07-01T07:25:00.000+08:00

tink i'm quite tired 2dae...not so sure y...i've been sleepin for the whole of yesterdae. but in was at round 5 in morning den baby woke mi up n promised to take mi to skool tomolo.... hehehe...get wat it means?? lolz...but things r as usual...i expected it...baby's too tired... =) but it's ok becoz i still got a ride from huiqing!!! hehehe... thanks alot huiqing!!! morning breakfast tok was especially long todae. lasted for like 1hr plus?? hehe...but well, tinkin bout it, it reminds mi bout our tok about the billabong bag!!! so damn nice lor!! such a babe!! it's making mi feel like juz STEALING it out of the store lor!!! lolz!!! it exactly the size that i wan...mayb in this case, pictures would speak louder den words for even if i kept on ranting bout that oh-so-darn-pretty bag, u guys still wouldn't understand wat i'm tryin to sae...

n so, the rest of the day's the same...playing game n den go for lunch. but 2dae's lunch is slightly more fun. we went out to eat(though it's onli opposite~~)!! hehe...had roti prata n soya bean drink. wah...the food damn es sia. 1 egg prata n 1 kosong prata cost mi $1.80/- !!! n the drink though not ex for MY drink, it was expensive for the others. homemade barley, milo and ice tea costs $1, $1.20 n $1.30 respectively. n mind u, if the drinks r nice, we wouldn't mind payin slightly more of juz 10 cents or so. but the thing is, the drinks r tasteless...omg~~!! kena chop sia!!! oh my god...in fact, everyone of us agrees that the food more ex den other coffeeshops. but i haf to agree tt the prata is nice...coz although we had it cold, the prata still taste delicious!!! but i'm not sure if the prata tastes delicious is juz becoz i'm hungry or so lahz....LOLZ~~!! mayb u guys wanna try the food there urself. btw, the coffeeshop's at opposite skool tt's juz beside the POSBank. hehe...bring more cash den u would normally for a trip to eat at coffeeshop k?? =)

after lunch, furyknight wanted to go singapore pools to bet on ukraine.hehe..out of fun, both mi n zac decided to share on the bets. n DA-TA!!! we bet on Ukraine wining despite the devil in my heart kept on sayin "take Italy...take Italy!!!" rite in my heart. den i also added a total goal of 3 goals for this match...n i certainly hope i'll win sia!!! aiya...Italy, juz dun goal can le...sianz... May Ukraine WIN tonitez!!! hehehe...told baby bout this n he sae Italy's defence team is one fo the strongest...omg.. mayb i should juz repeat this .. Let Ukraine WIN~~!!!

rite now, i'm too sianz le...dun feel like playin game n dun feel like doin others. feel like sleepin but juz cant sleep....haiz..but i'm gonna force myself to sleep. so that i can watch the Ukraine vs Italy @ 3 tonitez!!!

ok...i'm fickle-minded... =(

+_ LoviN u dArLinG _+

2006-06-30T15:19:00.000+08:00

2dae, a nice dae to start wif. wif all my fren surroundings mi, i'm enjoying every single bit of happiness wif them around. n most importantly, i caught up wif my goot sista 2nite n had a reali goot chat wif her. breakfast every morning, tts y for sure...n i juz cant live w/o it. its alwaes nice to haf them around mi. i guess i would miss them, miss their jokes, miss their fun if i were juz to b on MC 1 dae!! lolz...

went wif baby to see doctor todae, coz he's sick le...dunno y sia.mayb coz he also neber take care of himself well(or i neber take care of my baby well~~!) . i tink its the weather fault lahz~!! raining at 1 moment n shining up so high n brightly the other moment. wah..damn sianz. even 2dae, i got quit affected by the weather n thuis, kicked up a small fuss over nothing too. the heat tts making mi oh so sick, making mi sleep like juz stayin inside a air-con room n not come out till e sun sets.haiz...tinkin back, i'm reali pampered now. it was in this type of weather when i trained for my netball competition during the past few years...everydae, rain or shine. but now, becoz of MP-SIP, i cooped up whole dae inside the lab, not even gettin the sun. n the moment i get into the sun, i'm feeling all burnt up. it's juz so unlike the past mi, hu could still run n jump around in the sunshine, amid the burning heat.

i'm so pampered....n yeah...baby, so sorrie for my xiao qi-ness 2dae...i love u..i'm glad u're there.

did i mentioned out LOUD tt my baby drove us to the doctor's?? hehe...well, he did!! i tink baby's so happie over his pass..n so am i... but somehow, i told him 2dae tt he's getting soo obsessed wif his pass n driving a car. well, i'm kinda guilty of my words...actuali. it used to be the word "dear" tt comes out of tt 2 pucking lips of him. but i tink somehow, another word (or mayb afew words) like "car", "driving" etc, began coming out of them too!! n when i heard them from his mouth, i will feel kinda frustrated...n mayb annoyed. wat am i doin?? i'm reali happie for my baby!! he passed his TP lehz...n i'm SUPPOSED to be so happie n celebrating it wif him~~!! but yes, i'm reali happie bout it. but i dunno y i'm still feeling it...

i guess i'm ~~NOT~~ jealous over the car n my sweetheart. well, i leave the case to rest n not tok bout it...

2dae's a tiring dae, straight after dinner n my bathe, i fell asleep. rite on the sofa while the tv's watching mi sleep when i'm supposed to b watching the tv!!! mum told mi i got so tired tt i didnt even hear the fone ring(baby called mi) when it's juz rite beside mi~~!! well, seriously i reali didnt hear. mayb its becoz i hafnt been sleepin enuff or not hafin adequate rest ba...pimples r sure threatening mi to pop out the minute i dun gif them wat they wan. haiz!!

n i'm complainin oh-so-much~~!! sweetheart, u're still e no 1 in my heart, loving u more everydae and neber abit lesser~~!! i love u~~!!

i'm dying of sleep...goot nite everyone...

lotsa love,
eve

+_ bRaNd nEw stArt!! _+

2006-06-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

hihi ppl!!! i'm finally back.... back to the arms of blogging again...recently, life been great ever since the problem was solved... n i'm thankful to God hu brings everything back to my life again... my dear ones, my loved ones, my frenz...in fact EVERYONE else...

wow...let mi tell u guys something!! the time is 2:44 A.M rite now...seriously lack of sleep due to this blogskin le...it's been reali draining mi out for like the past 5 daes ever since i decided to come back to blogging. haiz...mi lahz...wanted a brand new start wif everything new. there...!!! brought myself so much trouble.. but still, i'm glad it happened!! LOLZ...!!!

juz something to cheer u guys up alittle... my boi has PASSED his driving test!! he will b driving mi!!! all round singapore~~!!!

will be back wif more updates soon...do drop mi comments on my new self-done blogskin (if u even notice, my tagboard's new too!!) !! hehee..thanks veri much to siti & dirah...thank you darlings!!

i'm off to sleep... *yawns*

+_ wOrdS fOr u bAby _+

2006-05-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

How Do I Live (Extended Version)
How Do I Get Through The Night Without You
If I Had To Live Without You
What Kind Of Life Would That Be
Oh I
I Need You In My Arms Need You To Hold
You're My World My Heart My Soul
If You Ever Leave
Baby You Would Take Away Everything Good In My Life

And Tell Me Now
How Do I Live Without You
I Want To Know
How Do I Breathe Without You
If You Ever Go
How Do I Ever Ever Survive
How Do I How Do I Oh How Do I Live

Without You
There'd Be No Sun In My Sky
There Would Be No Love In My Life
There'd Be No World Left For Me
And I
Baby I Don't Know What I Would Do
I'd Be Lost If I Lost You
If You Ever Leave
Baby You Would Take Away Everything Real In My Life

And Tell Me Now
How Do I Live Without You
I Want To Know
How Do I Breathe Without You
If You Ever Go
How Do I Ever Ever Survive
How Do I How Do I Oh How Do I Live

Please Tell Me Baby
How Do I Go On

If You Ever Leave
Baby You Would Take Away Everything
I Need You With Me
Baby Don't You Know That You're Everything
Real In My Life

And Tell Me Now
How Do I Live Without You
I Want To Know
How Do I Breathe Without You
If You Ever Go
How Do I Ever Ever Survive
How Do I How Do I Oh How Do I Live

How Do I Live Without You

How Do I Live Without You Baby

everything above is wat i wan u to noe...i hope god sees mi through everything rite now...gifin mi strength to hang on...i hope u will b there to go through tt thick n thin wif mi...becoz i reali love u sweetheart...

i reali do....

+_ bEautifUL weEkeNd _+

2006-05-29T15:31:00.000+08:00

woohoo....didn't my blog title juz tell u how happie i am for my past weekend. =)

well, i was reali kinda fed up on fridae...y?? coz i was late. late for skool. n yes, if i were to go in front of them again n tell them tt i was late becoz i couldnt wake up in time, they would b sure to ~~NOT~~ scream their heads off mi. as i reali didnt wan to spoil my early weekend, i decided to go see a doc n get a mc...n also some medicine for my sore throat, cough n flu. btw, it's ccn dae on fridae. but pathetic mi haf to go to the polyclinic as early as 9.30am to q sia. n when i reach there, guess wat? my q no is 307. n the current serving q no is : 178!!!! bloody hell...can u believe tt? more den a hundred ppl waitin to see the doctor lor!! wah lao eh...cant believe it man. n i reali waited for my turn..no choice...no 1 to tok to, no one to even care for mi. juz mi, myself n i to entertain myself.

damn sad.

so for the whole of tt miserable morning, i waited to see a doc. all the wae from 9.30am till 12noon did i collected my medicine n finally left the polyclinic. ediotic!!

so whe i reached skool, it was CCN dae!! the whole skool reali looked like a busy market. wif some one shouting every now n then at ani other corners and so go. haha...reali fun. i suddenly haf a tinkin of wat's the use of CCN n does it reali do? CCN stands for Campus Care Network( at least tts wat it stands for to mi) so these funds raised naturally goes to the poor n needy. but for others hu doesn need them, mayb it's juz a form of entertainment for them i guess. but i juz suddenly thought of this. Mayb it's becoz of CCN dae,when we need to sell stuffs to ppl, we sort of picked up some business skills along the wae. Mayb we'll get to accquire skills like, where to get cheap n goot goods to sell, how to pull in customers for ur own stall, waes to promote ur items n so on. reflecting back, doesnt it all makes sense? hehehe...

Saturdae morning was bike prac for baby. he's hafin his prac 5 le!! but tt boi overslept!! but luckily, he got a goot gf like mi, to wake him up!! ( hor baby?? am i rite??) hehee...for tt whole morning was kinda sianz lahz but i guess it was all worth while. for my sweetheart passed his prac 5 wif fantastic results!! hehe...mayb becoz i'm there~~~ LOLZ!!! wahaha...kidding lahz. baby reali practised for his prac tts y. n lata in the evening, went over to baby house le. we're goin to club.

both of us went over to zouk 1st. but it was certainly disappointing sia. coz the crowd there was reali a older group of ppl n yes, there wasnt much happening. i guess those ppl were there juz to slack. n off we went...disappointed. but tt wasnt the last thing on our mind. we decided to try out M.O.S n fortunately, it was certainly much betta.

howeva, there's something weird bout the dresscode there...most of the ppl dressed reali well, some ok n some were reali... haiz...they might juz make u go "eeee...r they goin to club n mayb go n noe some gers or r they goin to the market??" haha...reali...at least tts wat i tink....mayb M.O.S should haf a dress code for ppl to follow too(i reali wonder if they haf, coz its my 1st visit there). mayb tt will improve ont he standard of the ppl visiting tt place...

n well, my boi n i certainly had a goot time except for this time when this group of foreigners. 2 guys n 2 gers. the place was already crowded enuff for god's sake n they kept on pushing us still. n there was this lady in turquoise in the group tt kept on pushing mi. it reali got on to an extend whereby i reali couldnt stand it n reali asked my boi to stand beside her after feeling so fed up. she's reali a big asshole. cant she even noe how to b a lady in a single bit?? imagine she's still pushing u even after lettin her noe about ur discomfort. wah lao eh, so when boi couldnt stand it n gaf her a small push, she let her farking guy stand beside boi n continue to push the both of us. wat for man. all out to enjoy n this group has to do this type of childhish stuffs. reali dunno wat the hell they r tinkin. if there's no space for the whole lot of them wif farking bloody big butts to stand around in thier dinosaur dance, den go find 1 corner for them to dance!! y do they haf to push others around??

may them continue to hypnotise ppl wif their fantastic dinosaur dance steps. wahahaha...

so after telling them off, we moved off n went to another side of the dance floor to dance. n left in 1hrs time. the music's great but not to the hit point yet. can sae tt there's still room for improvement i tink. n pls...this is juz my viewpoint. but i muz sae tt the deco n ambience is so darn great!! marvellous!! full marks!! hehehe....a pity we didnt bring our camera there...if not we could haf taken a picture!!

slept all the wae till this afternoon when we r both told to get up as the air con guy is coming to fix baby's aircon. the stupid aircon's been leaking water for god-noe-why reasons. n it was found out to b tt baby's aircon is so dirty!! yucks!! n we cleaned the whole room 2dae!! so cleaned!!some pictures to induge!!

our baby sittin on our bed.

an as-goot-as-new aircon for baby!!

bao bei's veri neat table!!

my star for baby!!

we did a mask each to pamper our faces after dinner!! i tink we both like mask sessions. =)

tts all...end of the weekend...see ya guys soon.

+_ LovE mAkeS e wOrLd gO rOund _+

2006-05-24T14:58:00.000+08:00

reached skool @ 8.36am~~!! in fact, i clocked in at this time. i got a feeling tt this will b the earliest time tt i would b able to clock in eva again. y lehz? coz i was at daring's house. spent the nite there n yeah...it's alwaes hard to get onto the bus at darling's place, so i got onto a taxi instead. "Vroooooom" the taxi went...n in a couple of mins, i reached skool!! hehehehe...

early in skool...my group went swimming at Temasek Poly pool...nice swim...hardly swim nowadaes....it's a lost feeling for mi i guess. but it was den when i panicked like crazy after my swim. coz Ling was lookin for mi coz she need a calculator for her quiz. so i went round like crazy lookin for a calculator onli to noe tt she's hafin at 12!! which is like 2hrs later?!?!?! shit!

but well, at least i found a calculator for her. wat a goot sista i am... LOLZ...

nothing much i guess...baby came to my lab and played frozen throne wif those gamers in my lab...ahhahaa...i guess this's the newest hobbyh in my group ba...even i'm hooked on it le...sweetheart, i love u..

*+_[evE - wiNdgEr]_+*

*+_ exAms strEss _+*

*+_ bEtrAyed _+*

*+_ tOrn _+*

*+_ memOries _+*

*+_ on e wae back _+*

*+_ gEttin bEtta? _+*

*+_ tts tt _+*

*+_ i LovE u _+*

*+_ ovEr _+*

*+_ work n more work _+*

*+_ hAppiE nEw yeAr_+*

*+_ fiNaLLy ovEr _+*

*+_ bUsy dAe _+*

*+_ sOo LoNg... _+*

*+_ bUrfdAe cELebrAtion _+*

*+_ siAnz siAnz _+*

*+_ bUsy _+*

*+_ siCk _+*

*+_ aLaskA _+*

*+_ skOoL _+*

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